Clementine
It’s been another two months of the same bullshit routine, with the exception being I haven’t seen Theo properly. He’s alive and he looks healthy physically but his eyes are heavy. He’s still Theo, but he’s not my Theo anymore. He always respects me and I see him glance at me for a little longer than necessary. He sends me weekly updated notes in books. At first, they came through daily, full of questions and apologises and confessions of love. Gradually, they became weekly updates and more recently, they aren’t signed with love. He doesn’t sign them at all. There are no more confessions of love or words from his heart.
I thought it was what I wanted. I realised I’m not in love with him the same way I am with Quinn, although, I do love him so incredibly much and it's more tha
