I'm Real, I'm here

_Another Day Begins_

My alarm rings ... I woke up at 7am in the morning with a headache . I was planning to extend my life for another 5 minutes but I rolled on the bed and sat for a while gathering my robe and towel and decided to take a shower. After that, I went to my closet and took out my tattered jeans and peach sweatshirt and took my mocha brown jacket. I grabbed my bag and immediately went outside and locked my apartment. I forgot to have my breakfast so I decided to pass by the nearest convenience in the office and bought a cup of cappuccino and sandwich. I saw a steamed red mongo bun so i decided to buy it instead. I can smell the sweet red beans inside the freshly cooked bun. I went inside our building and went directly to the office. I gathered all the documents on the tray and all that needs my attention today.

As usual, you can see the serious yet happy atmosphere in our office. All of them are very busy and full of tasks and so do I. That is why i need to start these immediately to finish in time as well.. I heard my phone beep so I decided to check the message. It was from Yun informing him that he would be out of town for a remote outreach program in the Daeboubum area. He said that he would be gone for a few days. I told him that it was needed, but he needed to take care of himself and be careful all the time and I sent him the text message. After sending him the message, I put the phone down on my table and was surprised by Pyong who is just sitting on the chair in my office and was just looking at me. He smiled after seeing that I had already seen him. "Oh, did I surprise you?", "No, It's okay." and I replied :anything you need?" he replied instead" Nothing I am just leaving these papers that I have already finished." and he paused and look at me " That is the case of Mr. Lim and we won that case. You can take a look at it and can file it I guess.." and smiled sheepishly again. This is what I like about Pyong . He was always the best-hearted man I have known since college. The person that can always make and turn things lighter for me. He is a very loving and good-natured person. I just hope that he will soon find the person who will love him. I know that he has always shown his love to me. He was trying to open up to me but I was the only one who was just trying to avoid the idea, because we are good friends and I don't want to stain or destroy that relationship. No way!

And besides, Yun has returned. He is here now and I can never be or will never be swayed by anyone. Pyong tapped me on my shoulder. " Yaah! Sunnie! what are you thinking of?" and continued saying : I thought you were trapped in a deja vu". "Oh .. no! I was just wondering so many things. That's all it!" and I went beside him and pushed his back outside and gave him the new case he needed to study. 'Okay then take this file, it's a new case you need to look at, okay?' . After closing my office door, I heard another beep and the phone rang. I took my phone and went to my table to answer the telephone that is ringing. " Hello, Sunnie's Office", "Hi, it's me.. I forgot to ask if you are busy tonight? I want to take you out for dinner... I was going to tell you something." it was Pyong. Why did he not tell me all about it earlier... " Mr. Lee," and I laughed and immediately asked him" Why didn't you tell me that earlier?". " Oh. I was shy and I don't want you to feel embarrassed about it.'. I told him " I am just fine having dinner but not tonight sir " I was teasing him and I giggled " I'll be... " "leaving Yun will be picking me up today and we will be having dinner before he leaves for his outreach program. " , " Oh, okay." he said and he continued.. "Will Friday be a good day then?", "Yes, I am free Friday night." and he replied " Okay then, see you in the office and dinner on Friday okay?" I replied " Alrighty, Mr,. Lee". and he put down the phone and I felt something at that time, but I don't want to encourage the idea. I finished all my tasks for today and left the office at 5pm. I went to the ladies' room to refresh myself. I just put on a little lipstick and powder and I left the building. I went down to the lounge and waited for Yun's call.

I saw all the employees leaving the office. It is usually jampacked with employees outside going home or just walking and grabbing a meal outside before going home or going to the bus stop. I even said bye to some of my office mates and I saw Mr. Lee, who is Pyong's father, is the owner and CEO of the whole building. Pyong was actually a low-key rich person. I saw them going to the parking area and after that I saw Pyong holding his jacket and his bag waving. He was a funny person though. How can a rich man be as simple as him? Well, that is one of the things I like about Pyong and I waved back. My phone rang and it was Yun. He told me to just wait there and he would just go there. I immediately saw his car, that shiny red which suits his personality, being a very mysterious and loving man. He went out and he smiled at me, calling my name. He was walking slowly or is how I just picture it. The wind was blowing his hair and his jacket, and there were showers or cherry blossoms on him while he was walking. I closed my eyes to check if I was just dreaming but the scenario I was seeing. I saw his smile... he smiled at me with his eyes closed and you can't see anything but just one line. That is his signature smile. I stood up and moved to where he is before coming near me. He held my hand and led me to the car and he opened the door. "Where are we headin' mister?". I wanted us to watch a movie. I have reserved a ticket for two but it is still showing 4 days from now. So, maybe we can just eat first and I want to show you something. We went to a restaurant and ate our dinner. After that, we went to this park that had just opened ready for winter. We are just strolling and walking slowly while sharing what happened at our work. He slowly took my hand when it bumped while we were walking and held it tight, kissed it and put it in his chest right where his heart. He said that after this outreach he wanted us to be on the first snow together and he would tell me something.