I went to school with a preoccupied mind so everything that all of the professors were saying went straight out of my ears. I couldn't understand a thing that they were saying but I wasn't panicking at all. I was just there sitting and staring into oblivion. Long until it was already lunch break but I couldn't find myself eating anything because unlike before when Ethan is in the house... He usually packs food for me but not now. He can never make me those kinds of meals again. I never ever tried to have breakfast a while ago since I saw that girl seated on the table. I don't want to see her in the house as much as possible which is why I avoided her as soon as my eyes see her around. Caroline who might have felt sorry and worried for me didn't bother to eat also. She just followed me o

