Someone Better
Cyril
I never thought I’d end up here like this…staring at my own shattered reflection in a club mirror, the echoes of my heartache muffled by the thumping bass of the music that surrounded me.
The velvet ropes and flashing lights did nothing to hide the deep emptiness gnawing at my insides.
I should have been the one having fun tonight, laughing with friends, drinking cocktails, forgetting about Joel, about the tears he’d left in his wake. But the sting of betrayal was too fresh, and no amount of distraction could erase the images of us, crumbling in my mind.
I took a sip of my gin and tonic, its sharpness trying to cut through my foggy thoughts. I watched the crowd move, their bodies swaying to the rhythm of the DJ’s set, but I couldn’t join them.
Then among the crowd… I saw him.
Joel.
The same Joel who just days ago had kissed me like I was the only one in his world, the same one who swore he'd never hurt me, yet ended up telling me we were over without giving a reason.
He just broke up with me like I was never meant to be in his life at all.
And while I wallowed in the pain of the heartbreak, he was here, in front of me, a perfect picture of freedom…his carefree laugh echoing through the air as he danced with another girl.
She was blonde, younger, with a body that practically screamed available.
My throat tightened.
I should have been angry. I should have felt betrayed all over again, but instead, there was only this gut-wrenching sense of humiliation that surged through me. Joel, my ex, the man who’d left me for someone else, seemed to be having the time of his life. While I wallowed in pain, he was swaying like the world had moved on, leaving me behind like a forgotten promise.
I wasn’t going to cry. Not here. Not now.
So, I turned away from the sight of him, and the pulsating lights tried to drown my thoughts. A man approached me, his smile bright, his intentions clear.
“Want to dance?” he asked, his hand outstretched.
I glanced up at him. He was cute…tall, with dark hair and a mischievous grin but his presence did nothing to lift the weight pressing down on my chest. Still, I gave a slight nod and allowed him to pull me onto the dance floor.
I wasn’t dancing for him. I was dancing to forget.
The man’s hand slid to my waist, and I allowed it. I was playing the game now…letting myself believe that I was fine, that I didn’t care about Joel.
I gave him a flirty smile, keeping my movements slow and calculated, knowing that if I let myself go, I’d be back to the same raw pain I’d been in all week.
From the corner of my eye, I could see Joel. He hadn’t noticed me yet. His arms were wrapped around the girl, his lips brushing against her neck, and I couldn’t stop my heart from sinking even deeper.
I needed this distraction. I needed to pretend. To prove to myself that I could have someone else…someone better than him.
The man’s hand moved lower on my waist, pulling me closer. I wasn’t sure if he thought this was going anywhere, but I could feel his breath on my neck, the heat of his body pressing into mine. I stiffened, but tried to hide it.
Then I heard a low, threatening voice from behind me, cutting through the music.
“You’re with him now?”
I froze.
The air seemed to crackle, a familiar perfume wrapping around me like a heavy fog. I didn’t even need to turn around. I knew who it was.
“Joel,” I whispered under my breath, my chest tightening.
In one swift motion, he pushed the guy away from me. The force of it knocked the man off balance, and he stumbled back, his hands raised in defense.
“I think she said no,” Joel growled, his voice cold and clipped.
The crowd scattered as Joel’s fist came down, connecting with the man’s jaw with a sickening crack. The punch was brutal, primal, and everything in me tensed, my heart pounding painfully in my chest.
“Joel, stop!” I gasped, grabbing his arm. But he didn’t look at me. He was too focused on the man, his eyes wild, almost feral.
The scene had caught the attention of security. Two guards rushed toward us, but Joel didn’t seem to care. He pushed past them without a word, his grip on me tight as he pulled me away from the chaos.
“Let’s go,” he muttered, his breath ragged, his body trembling with anger. But I didn’t speak.
I couldn’t.
My mind was a whirlpool of emotions…confusion, anger, longing, pain. The man I loved was standing here, fighting for me, yet it felt like it was too late.
He led me outside, past the flashing lights, into the cold night air, and all I could feel was the lingering sting of his presence.
My pulse quickened with every step, my heart racing for reasons I didn’t understand.
And then we were in his car.
The drive was silent, the only sound was the low hum of the engine.
I wanted to say something…anything…to break the tension, but I couldn’t. I didn’t know what to say.
What could I say?
He had destroyed me, and yet here he was, acting like nothing had happened, like he could just show up and fix things with a punch and a ride home.
I wasn’t sure if I wanted him to fix it. I didn’t know what I wanted anymore.
When we reached my house, I felt a sick twist in my gut. I wasn’t ready to face my father, especially not like this, with Joel by my side.
But there was no turning back.
As soon as we got inside, my father was there, standing in the hallway, his eyes narrowing as he saw us.
“Cyril, what the hell is he doing here?” My father’s voice was low, his words like a thunderclap. I could see the fury in his eyes, the way his fists clenched at his sides.
Joel opened his mouth to speak, but my father didn’t give him the chance. With a speed I didn’t expect, he launched himself at Joel, landing a punch right to his face. The sound of the blow reverberated through the house, and for a moment, everything was still.
“Dad, stop!” I cried, but my voice came out small and weak.
“Don’t you dare, Joel,” my father spat. “You think you can break my daughter’s heart and waltz in here like nothing happened?”
Joel stumbled back, holding his face where my father’s fist had struck him, but there was something in his eyes something that flickered, something darker than I could understand.
I stood frozen, my chest tight as I watched the scene unfold. My father wasn’t done. “You’re not welcome here. You never were.”
And then, as if to punctuate his words, my father pushed Joel back, sending him stumbling out the door.
For a moment, it was just me and my father.
I stared at him, confusion clouding my thoughts. What just happened?
“Cyril, you’re drunk,” he muttered, his voice softer now, but there was a hint of disgust in his tone.
I blinked, trying to focus. I wasn’t drunk…not really…but the room was spinning.
“You can’t even walk straight,” my father added, his hands at my waist, guiding me toward the stairs.
I didn’t resist. My thoughts were far too lost in the chaos. As he helped me into my room, he stopped at the door, his hands still resting on my waist.
“Dad,” I mumbled, my voice slurring just a little, “don’t you think I’m… beautiful?”
His eyes softened, and for the briefest second, I saw something flicker behind them, something more than fatherly affection.
And then, just like that, it hit me.
My father loved me. Not the way a father should. Not the way I’d ever thought.
He loved me in a way that was out of this world.
A smile tugged at the corner of my lips. I had never felt more victorious.
This was exactly what I wanted.
I've wanted my father inside since I knew what s*x was, and this slight crack in him has given me the idea I needed.
He placed a stray strand of hair behind my ear, his gaze lingering too long before he cleared his throat
“Oh baby, you're the most beautiful lady I've ever seen.”