“Enjoy life to the fullest, make it worthwhile”, that’s what they always tell me. But how can they expect me to enjoy life when even myself doesn’t even know the essence behind those words? When life to me means to make sacrifices, being unwanted and loneliness. But what if because of an unforeseen event, truth will prevail --- that the life I’ve known all my life was a lie? That I am someone who belongs up there and capable of having everything, not just a servant doing anything for someone. Will it answer all the sufferings I’ve endured? Or will it only add up on the burdens I have now? Will LOVE can get me out in this complicated life of mine? Or will happiness be able to find me? I hope so….