CHAPTER 10
FIERCE'S POV
Napatingin ako kay Cloak ng biglang may dumampi sa labi ko. For I don’t know how many times ngayong araw na to. Kasalukuyan kasi kaming nasa pent house ni Jarrice at nagbabasa ako ng mga tungkol sa kaniya.
"What was that?" tanong ko.
"A You're-Doing-Good kiss."
Napailing na lang ako. Ilang beses na niya yan ginawa ngayong araw na ‘to. Merong That's-Wrong kiss, We-Should-Eat kiss, Finish-Your-Meal kiss, Rest-For-Awhile kiss. Naadik lang sa labi ko?
Sabagay, nakakaadik din naman ang sa kaniya. Kung drugs lang ang halik ni Cloak baka matagal na akong adik at nagiistay na dapat ako sa rehab. Baka magkapitbahay pa kaming dalawa doon.
He love my lips and I love his.
Nag dikwatro ako at nagsimula na naman akong magbasa. Hindi ako matapos tapos dahil sa pang-iistorbo ni Cloak. Kanina pa kasi siya biglang nanghahalik. Actually wala pa naman kaming gagawin nitong araw na ‘to. Bukas pa. Iniintay pa kasi namin ang follow up report mula sa VEIL kung saan iniimbestigahan kung saan kami pwedeng magsimula dahil wala pa kaming makuhang clue.
Nilingon ko si Cloak na nakikibasa din. Mukhang seryosong seryoso siya pero base sa pagkakaangat ng gilid ng labi niya, nag-iisip na naman yan ng bagong dahilan para makahalik.
"Stop distracting me. Hindi tayo matatapos dito." Sabi ko.
"Wala naman akong ginagawa ah."
"Sus, wala daw."
".............."
"Silent type of guy ka na naman diyan. Alam ko namang may iniisip ka na naman na kalokohan."
".............."
"What kind of kiss this time? A Dont-Bother-Me kiss?"
"Pwede."
Tiningnan ko siya ng masama. Ngumisi lang siya. A boyish grin. Iyong parang ngiti ng binatilyo na nahuling may ginagawang kalokohan.
Napatingin ako sa T.V. tapos nakangiting tiningnan ko si Cloak. Pagapang na lumapit ako sa kaniya at sumiksik. Naramdaman ko na nanigas siya sa kinauupuan niya. I can't understand him sometimes.
Parang naiilang siya sakin pero lapit naman siya ng lapit sakin. Bipolar?
"................"
"Papayagan kitang halikan mo ko ng marami. Kung may gagawin ka para sakin."
"What?" tanong niya.
Napangiti ako ng mukhang excited na tumingin siya sakin. Lumingon ulit ako sa TV. "Cloak..."
"Yes?"
"Sing for me.” Sabi ko.
Napahalakhak ako ng bigla siyang nasamid. Nanlalaki ang mga mata niyang napatingin sakin at mukhang tinitingnan niya kung seryoso ako.
"A kiss for a song."
"B-But..."
"Hmm?"
Nakita kong bumuntong hininga siya at tumahimik ng ilang saglit. Pagkatapos ay tumingin siya sakin at nginisihan ako. A kind of grin na parang gusto ko ng kabahan.
"What?" tanong ko.
"I'll sing for you, kung papayag ka na halikan ka and a little more than that."
Napasinghap ako. "Cloak..."
"We wont do it all the way."
Napalunok ako. Pero gusto ko talagang marinig ang boses niya. Saka minsan lang siya magsalita ng mahaba. "Deal."
Ngumiti siya. Pagkatapos ay namumutlang tumahimik ulit at mukang nag-iisip ng kakantahin. Pagkatapos ay may kung ano siyang pinindot sa remote. Tumayo siya at may tinignan sa CD ni Jarrice. Nang matapos na siya at pinaandar na niya ang CD. Umupo siya sa tabi ko na ikinataas lang ng kilay ko.
"I-I can't stand to fly, I'm not that naive...I 'm just out to find, the better part of me. I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane, I'm more than some pretty face beside a train and it's not easy to be...me."
Napanganga ako. Now. That's something. He's singing Superman by Five For Fighting. what shock me the most is that he's really good.
"Wish that I could cry, fall upon my knees. Find a way to lie, about a home I'll never see. It may sound absurd, but don't be naive, even heroes have the right to bleed. I may be disturbed, but won't you concede, even heroes have the right to dream. It's not easy to be...me." Nakaangat ang sulok ng labi na tumingin siya sa akin. "That's long and I feel really tired so, I need to charge."
He pulled me closer to him and kissed me fully on my lips. I can feel him gently biting my lower lip then sucking it, his tongue flicking around. I moan when I felt his hand on my hips he pulled me on top of him until I'm straddling him. I can feel his hardness when he pushed me down.
I bucked lightly when i felt his hand snaked inside my shirt. Reaching for my peak, his magnificent hands unclasped my brassiere and pulled it off me.
I suddenly hear a tearing sound. I look down and saw my shirt, torn apart. He looked at me and smiled then he lick his way down to my breasts, flicking his tongue around one peak, gently grazing his teeth on it until it harden. I groaned when i felt him take one breast fully on his mouth. His other hand went down on my legs, parting my thighs lightly and thrusting his hands inside my skirt.
"Cloak..."
Just like my shirt, he forcefully take my skirt off. I tried to stop him from taking my undies but he just pushed my hand away. I can feel his kisses going down. and before I know it, he take me with his mouth.
I arched my back as he made love with me using his tongue, circling it around my femininity, probing. While his finger find its way inside. He thrust it slowly at first. Until I started to meet his move.
It's like I’m reaching for something so far away. And I wont have it if I don't move. I thrashed and wriggled. I can feel Cloak's gaze on me but I tried not to look at him. I can feel it. I’m finally getting near—
"Cloak...."
He suddenly stopped. "Look at me."
I cried out his name when I feel him move his finger again. I never had experienced this before. Not even with Harvey. But I like this feeling.
"Cloak...I want you..."
"Not now."
I bit his shoulder in exasperation.
I wrapped my arms around him and open my legs wider when I felt him move again. He's thrusting his finger, faster and faster inside me.
I arched my back and shouted his name when I reached my c****x. Cloak gently kissed my neck while I'm trying to steady my breathing. "What was that?"
"Orgasm."
Pinalo ko siya sa braso. "Its unfair."
"Why?"
"Kasi... Ano... Ako... Basta! Pa’no ka?"
I can see amusement in his eyes. He kissed me on my lips pagkatapos ay ngumiti siya sakin. "I’m fine. Did you enjoy it?" tanong nito na ikinamula ko.
"Ano..."
"What?"
"Ano kasi..."
"Hmm?"
"Yes."
Ngumiti siya pagkatapos ay umupo. Hinila niya ako papunta sa kaniya at mukang hindi niya alintana na wala akong suot na kahit ano. "I need to get dressed."
"Later."
"Pero—"
"I love your warm skin don't you know that?"
"Amm...No?"
Tumingin ako sa mga mata niya. He's smiling at me. Really smiling. Kahit ang mata niya parang nakangiti sakin, parang ang saya-saya niya.
"Cloak..."
"............"
"Why?"
"Why what?" tanong niya.
"Pwede ka ng mag take advantage sakin kanina."
"I can't."
"Why?"
"I don't know why...but I just can't use you that way."
"It's what you do. You know, play around. Iyon naman ang hiningi mo sa akin diba mula umpisa pa lang?"
"Something changed."