MY DESIRE

chapter 8 SPG

she gathered her courage and

asked, "So, do you want to know?"

Nagtatakang napatingin ito sa kanya. "Know what?"

Napangiti siya sa inosenteng tanong nito. She

wanted to tease him. Kagaya ng ginagawa nito sa kanya.

Inilapit niya ang mukha niya sa tainga nito at ibinulong,

"What I taste like."

Napanganga ang nobyo sa sinabi niya. Tuluyan

na siyang napatawa. Naintindihan niya ang reaksyon

nito. Ngayon lang kasi siya nagbanggit ng tungkol

dito. Ngunit tila seryoso itong malaman kung ano ang

ibig niyang sabihin. Hinawakan nito ang magkabilang

pisngi niya at tinitigan ang mga mata niya.

"Seryoso ka ba sa sinabi mo, Shine? Alam mo ba

ang ibig sabihin n'on?"

Sumeryoso na rin siya. She nodded. "Yes, berly. I'm

ready." Hindi na siya nagkunwari na hindi niya alam ang ibig sabihin ng tinatanong nito. Alam niyang

matagal na itong naghihintay. Hindi ito ang tipong

naghihintay, pero ginawa pa rin nito iyon para sa kanya.

At buo na ang desisyon niya na itigil ang paghihintay

nito.

Wala na itong inaksayang panahon. Hawak pa

rin

ang magkabilang pisngi niya, hinalikan siya ni

berly, doon mismo sa kitchen counter. And this kiss

was different above all their previous kisses. This was

mixture of lust and love.

Halos matunaw ang kanyang mga buto dahil sa matinding

sensasyong nadarama. The kiss was intense and seemed

to consume her very soul. She moaned in pleasure.

At inasahan ni berly ang reaksyon niyang iyon.

Because when she opened her lips to breathe, he thrust

his tongue in and further deepened the kiss. Napakapit

siya sa mga balikat nito dahil pakiramdam niya ay

bibigay na ang mga tuhod niya.

well as

Pumaikot naman ang mga braso nito sa baywang at

likod niya, hugging her closely to him, her body pressed

between the kitchen counter and his body. She felt his

erection beneath his slacks.

"You taste so good, my sweet," narinig niyang sabi

ni berly. And then their lips were once again locked in a

fierce kiss.

Hindi na namalayan ni Shine na binuhat na siya

nito at dinala sa kuwartong dinisenyuhan niya rin

kanina. Naramdaman na lamang niyang ibinaba siya

nito sa gitna ng kama.

Iminulat niya ang mga mata at nakita itong

hinuhubad ang polo shirt nito. She saw the tight

muscles in his abdomen and biceps that reminded her

why he's so strong. He had a glorious body. And then

he was joining her on the bed, lifting her shirt off her.

Then he released the snap of her jeans to take it off as

well as she rid his slacks of him. They were almost

naked except for their underwear,

Ngunit bago nito tanggalin ang natitira niyang

kasuotan, tinanong siya muli ni berly, "Is this really what

you want, Shine?"

Binibigyan siya nito ng pagkakataong umatras kung

gugustuhin niya and how she loved him for it. "Yes, I

want this, tugon niya. Now more than ever. Just this

once.

Sa pagkarinig ng sagot niya, berly quickly removed

their underwear and at last, they lay stark-naked,

feeling each other's heat and their own desire to

become one. Hinalikan ito ng dalaga, hungry for him at waiting for him.

Naramdaman niyang naglakbay ang mga kamay nito sa

katawan niya.

From her back, she felt his hands reached for her

breasts, felt his fingers caressing, pinching her aching

nipples. She arched in pleasure. She was out of breath

when his lips left hers and travelled down to her jaw

and lower.

She swore she saw stars when she felt his lips on

one of her breast while his fingers still teased the other.

His mouth sucked her n****e hard. She couldn't do

anything but to accept the pleasure. And when he was

finished, his lips moved to the other and did the same

"berly..." she tensed when she felt him moved lower

teasing.

his destination unmistakable.

"Shh... it's okay." His breath was within inches of

her womanhood. He lifted her legs and set them apart

while he settled between them. She felt his fingers

lightly touched her s*x, now soaked with her juices,

wet." And then he devoured her.

Hindi na maipaliwanag ni Shine ang init na

bumabalot sa katawan niya dahil sa ginagawa ni berly, bago ito sa kanyang pakiramdam.

His mouth was licking, sucking her while his hands

were on her thighs, keeping her from closing them.

There was so much pleasure she knew she was going

crazy.

She tried to escape the growing sensations but his

hands were firm, his mouth never leaving her core.

" berly sandali lang naiihi ako, shine said

ohhh God

" sige lang ilabas mo lang at hihigupin ko lahat sabi ng binata.

Then she felt herself going higher and higher until she

exploded into a billion pieces, her first orgasm shocks

the hell out of her.

Oh, God!

"berly..." pagtawag niya rito. Iniangat nito ang ulo

mula sa hita niya at nginitian siya. She smiled in return and said

"Thank you."

"You're welcome." His eyes mirrored his desire.

Inipon ni Shine ang natitira niyang lakas upang

umupo. "Wait." Hinawakan niya ang mga braso nito

at inihiga ito sa kama. She moved on top of him.

Nagtatanong ang mga mata nito. Inilapit niya ang bibig

tainga nito at ibinulong, "My turn." Then she licked

his ear, she felt him stiffen.

Again, she sucked and licked his ear, wanting his

desire to grow. Then she trailed kisses on his jaw down

to his neck and moved lower. Naramdaman niya ang

paghahabol nito ng hininga.

When she reached his broad chest, ginaya niya ang

ginawa nito sa kanya. She sucked his n****e but gently

then moved to the other one. Then ever so slowly, her

going lips moved lower until she reached his manhood, now

standing proud.

Hindi na siya nagdalawang-isip pa sa balak gawin.

She licked the broad head and heard his moan, his hip

rising to once again feel her lips. She loved the taste of him, salty and manly.

Just before he came, he said, "Enough." Then he

gently held her head, freeing his member from her

mouth. Then he lay her on the bed and positioned

himself above her.

Nakita ng dalaga ang pag-aalangan sa mukha ng

kaniig at naintindihan niya ang dahilan. Inalis ni Shine

ang pangamba nito. "I'm on the pills," sabi niya at totoo iyon. Pinaghandaan niya ang araw na ito. The day that

she'd give her virginity to him.

With that said, he lowered himself, placed the

swollen head at her entrance and gently pushed in.

So good...

She had never felt this so much pleasure in her

entire life. Inch by inch, his manhood went in deeper

until her barrier ripped open and he was buried deep

within her, they both groaned in ecstasy. There was n

pain. That was what she realized.

I love you, berly.

He leaned on his elbows to once again suck her

nipples until she was panting for more. Then he began

to move and she went out of her mind. She felt him

withdrew only to thrust again inside her. Withdrew

then thrust again, faster and faster.

Shine felt her peak getting closer and closer with

each measured thrusts until all she could do was to

cry out in total abandon. She came with a shattering

few more

intensity while he continued to drove inside her. With

thrusts, his body shuddered as he came

inside her. Exhausted, he moved and lay beside her

enveloping her in his arms.

"I love you, berly," sambit ng dalaga. Thank you for

this wonderful night.

Lalong humigpit ang yakap nito sa kanya, "And I love you too, Shine." He kissed her forehead. She smiled.

"Rest, my love."

Within minutes, nakatulog na si berly ngunit si Shine

ay nanatiling gising. Nang masigurong tulog na nga ito

ay maingat niyang inilayo ang katawan sa kasintahan at

umalis sa kama. Dali-dali siyang pumasok sa banyo at

ini-lock ang pinto.

Nangilid ang luha sa mga mata niya. Natapos na

ang magandang memoryang hiniling niya kanina

at oras na upang gawin ang nararapat. Kailangan na

niyang iwan ang pinakamamahal.

Stop crying! utos niya sa sarili.

She hardened her resolve. Kailangan niya na munang makaalis nang hindi nalalaman ni berly,

then she would have all the time in the world to

with cry later. Pinalis niya ang luha sa mga mata at nag-umpisang mag-

shower, washing away the traces of their lovemaking.

Pagkatapos ay maingat at tahimik siyang kumuha ng

ilang damit mula sa cabinet at inilagay sa isang bag.

Kumuha siya ng isang papel at ballpen at isinulat,

I'm so sorry,berly.

Iniwan niya ang papel sa bedside table kung saan

madaling makikita iyon ng binata. Alam niyang mag-

aalala ito na baka may mangyaring masama sa

kanya

kung basta-basta siyang aalis kaya sa ganitong paraan

malalaman nito na kusa talaga siyang umalis.

Bago lumisan, hindi napigilan ni Shine ang sariling

muling pagmasdan ang natutulog na kasintahan.

Nilapitan niya ito at luhaang hinalikan sa pisngi.

Mahal na mahal kita.

Kinuha ni Shine ang bag at lumabas ng silid.

Pagkasara niya sa pinto, mabibilis ang hakbang na

lumabas na siya ng bahay without looking back. Dahil

alam niya, kapag lumingon siyang muli ay hindi na

makakayanang umalis pa.

And with an empty heart, she left, vowing to

disappear from his life.

" im sorry love this is my only way for me to atone my sins''