Romance of the Playboy

CHAPTER 10

CHELLERINE

Kailer step towards our door. He maybe have visitor. I just continue eating, siya ang nagluto at hindi ko ito puwedeng hindi kainin. He will tell me I'm wasting food.

"Who's that bastard?" Seeing his eyebrows going into straight as if he is not happy because someone is knocking and did not even gave any value welcome. What a cocky man.

"Bisita mo yata" Walang nagsabing may pupunta dito at pupuntahan ako. Wala rin naman akong sinabihan.

Iniatras ko ang upuan ko sabay tayo. Dala ang nakatabing sandwich na ginawa ko kanina ay nagtungo ako sa pinto. I know he is curious why his I can feel his presence behind.

"Kadyne, bag mo" Inirapan ko siya bago ko kinuha ang iniaabot niyang bag.

With his scruffy hair. I can see his eye bags too near for getting black color. Anong ginawa nila kagabi?

"Hindi kita mahintay sa harap, late na ako. Kanina pa ako doon, pero wala ka" Hindi ko naalala.

This is such a infidelity. What a phenomenon I did made ruined. I know Styno can manage his time. Just a bit of flirt among girls then passed.

"Enough" Kinuha ni Kailer ang bag na nasa akin at kaniya itong isinabit sa kaniyang balikat.

Define to his move is odd than then. Hindi ko na pinapasok si Styno, according to his complaint he is going late.

"Another guy" he frustrately said.

Yeah. And another unfortune day.

"Ang pangit" hindi naman. Wala lang sa ayos ang buhok niya. Siya wala na talaga sa ayos. Lumayo.

"Ang pangit mo?" dumiretso ako sa kusina kung saan ko iniwan ang pagkain ko.

"He looks trash" He turn his back on me while still my bag are on his shoulders hanging over plus the avoirdupois weight of it.

That conundrum will make my body be look hunchback. Kaya sa tuwing makakasalubong ako ng kahit na sino sa mga lalaking kakilala at kalapit ko ay sila na mismo ang nagdadala nito.

You look ditch.

Napatawa ako sa sinigaw ng isip ko. This is not a mere tease I treat is as a part of us. He may be that elusive on others, he may be fluent on his own words, he may be fond and meddling in my life. He can go with the flow in once in a blue moon.

"Asawa ko iyon, tapos ang lakas ng loob mong insultuhin siya?" I smack his side and and prick my middle finger on it to make him feel the pain.

Hindi siya natinang sa ginawa ko. I remove it and just sit on my chair to continue my appetite. I will go to school with this annoying guy and his disgusting face.

Ako dapat ang umiiwas pero ako pa mismo ang pumunta dito kagabi. I wish I can control what my body wants and what my feelings implying on.

Those are not the same, I could only entrust it to myself. No option or choices but the indeed and clear decision of mine I can explicitly see what will be the consequence.

There's still a point of planning to avoid him and just let him die due to his sickness I can't resist him. Hindi pa paparating and susunod na halalan kaya wala pa sa plano iyon.

"Don't touch me" He must.

If he is persistent to do this, the commoner are starting to plant a hunch and suspicion will lead first by what their emotion telling.

Apparently I can't be with him. He is a naughty not that obviously but by his acts are more words can tell that he will probably do that more often which I won't provide.

"A lady who already have a partner should not do the things they know it will lead to their relationship be down" he know it.

"Ask my ass" he tsked while shaking his head.

"Kung paulit-ulit mo lang iyan na ipaparating sa kahit na anong paraan, you know I Don't Care. You're my future by the way" ang hirap niyang sabihan.

Dragging the simple into complicated and perplex. That idea are forming into something baffling in my mind. That will really taboo to think that he is wanting to have his two girl.

He is including me. I can't include myself. I need to inform and notify him to stop and just focus his entire attention to his girl. That guy are ruining his reputation as an authority in our school.

Kaagad kong inilayo ang katawan ko nang akma ako nitong hahawakan sa kamay ko. Hindi na siya nadadala. Pinapahamak lang niya ako.

I will curse this guy once he break and constantly show his attention to me by secretly having an affect to my body.

I evade his glimpse and just act like I pass by and treat him like nothing. A wind and an air circumference upon us.

I prolong the distance between us and not intended to mind his voice keep calling me not my name but his endearment he usually used and relatively my body used to be it. Mas lalong naging mali.

Magaling na siya, hindi na siya lanta katulad kahapon, hindi na siya magulo tingnan. His decent aura will prove he can stand alone, he have his enough strength which was yesterday gone.

"Muse ko" another. Hievi, sinalubong niya ako at kinuha ang dala kong bag.

Usually, approximately it's now nine o'clock. Sumabay siya akin, Yiden is at our back. Wala pa si Yish, baka nasa loob na siya o kaya ay mamaya siya papasok.

"Yung bakla sinalubong kami kanina" Avis.

That Avis, hindi siya tumitigil. Palagi na lang sinusunod ang presidente nilang kumag. Somehow, I forgot to tell Kailer I won't accept the offer. He might find someone can be fit on that skills. I know nothing related on that but to eat and to taste foods. Free taste.

Iyon ang nakasanayan ko dahil lagi akong dinadala ng mga kasama ko mga lugar na may mga pagkain at may mga free taste. Thrifty as you see, but they're indeed wasting their money on buying toy cars, but too expensive.

"Drink?" I am with my own bottle, they should not saying that. I'll pry their mouth until they'll guess what I want.

Hindi ko siya sinagot at binuksan na lang ang takip bago ko ito ininom. Ihahanda ko pa ang mga notes para mag-aralan ang mga iyon.

Ability is not what I'm hanging on. I need to work hard and to know my pride aren't that high. I ever won't like to be in high. It's sucks!

"Bugoy" huh? Anong pinagsasabi ng lalaking ito?

It that a name? A things? His property? Or what. Claiming that as anything which may be can be possessed by him either cannot consider I can interfere and ask him, pero nababaliw na yata itong si Yiden.

"Anong Bugoy?" to support that Hievi 's curiosity made its own way to voice out.

"Huh? Anong Bugoy?" Yiden ask back.

May sira na. Siya ang nagsabi, his mind are wandering why he now into a deep thought but in this reality he is baffling what actually he told in absence. The serenity are good, the students are not around. Nasa klase na ang halos.

Yiden is just a lucky, no one is eyeing upon us. Umiling iling ako upang hindi na ako madamay sa kanila. Ngayong umaga abnormal ang naging simula.

Kung maiiwasan ko naman ang taong ayaw ko na munang makasalamuha ay mas magiging mabuti kahit na ang mga kasamahan ko ay ganito.

I am not in a mood to search about that sudden word Yiden spoke in nowhere to find the meaning behind.

Panigurado naka-upo na iyon sa kaniyang puwesto, while Jiara is there . They will giving each other company. Hindi ko obliga na isipin kung ano man ang ginagawa nila ngayon. Marahil ay may ginagawa o kaya ay nagsisingit pa ng oras nila.

"Jedd!" That varsity guy are running which made his fan girls particularlly screaming out his name, cheering, eavesdropping, having a moment to take out their phone just to shoot what is happening between to their idol and the situation currently happening.

"Kumusta ang reyna?" Tinagalog lang ang sinabi ni Avis.

"Okay siya" I answered. I glance at those people behind him and try to look at their deeds.

Mabuti na lang ang pag-aaral lang ang ipinunta ko at talagang plano ko. Ayaw kong magdagdag ng kahit na anong gawain na mas lalong nakakapagpabigat lang sa akin.

"Support mo kami sa araw ng laro ah. Hihintayin ko kayo" I nod. That phrase will be odd, this time I now can watch a game on crowded area.

Paghahandaan ko.

"Banner, pom poms, balloons, ano pa?" Supporting is not basing on what we decide to prepare. We need to be ready and shown that we trust the certain person we know they can do and overcome.

I will accept what will be their game outcome. It is not last forever, but just a practice, a beginning. Training is important to improve ourselves into a matter we are not aware and not ably to do as our life hacks.

"Wala pa, malayo pa" Hievi punched Yiden on his shoulder and heard his grimace but an act.

Taming the time is impossible. Hindi ko alam kung paano ako makakasunod at makikipag-negosasyon sa oras para lang maiwasan ko ang pagiging palpak.

I want to think about the time I am not with Kailer. We're just a mere stranger, we passed to each other like nothing. We don't know and that time my life are completely peace.

Peace with him, but still the pile problem from outside are still processing and gradually getting big.

"Pasok na kami" I smile as he did too. That wave can make him assured that I am glad he welcomed us with that excitement written to his vivid face.

Napaka-aliwalas ng mukha nito. Plus almost of part of him are covering with sweats. He desire to be MVP on that day. I will look forward into that time.

He can be when he trust his ability without letting negativity be in.

I remain silent as the process or walking are end. The line of our meeting time are now cut. Nagpaalam na rin ang mga ito na aalis na dahil may papasukin pa sila.

Napatigil ako sandali nng matanaw ko si Cyxie na naglalakad. He looks cool, his simple outfit matching his efortlessly making any expression are fits on him.

He have his blackish color circumference to his eyelashes. Hindi naman ito makapal, pero makikita ang pagiging itim nito na nagpadagdag pa sa kaniyang itsura. He looks a guy with potential, with his outfit. Is he varsity too?

Hindi niya ako kilala. Bakit siya huminto? He is beside me but not intended to look and give me a glimpse. I saw him release a deep sight before he speak.

"We need you there" Kung sa laban ang sinasabi niya ay naroon ako. Nasabi na rin ni Jedd iyan. Kung sa opisina ay hindi maaari. That's not appropriate to be there. Parang inaabuso ko ang pagpasok doon at hindi na ako nakakapasok pa sa mga klase ko.

Just sorry, Kailer is there.

Iyon ang alam kong paraan. Hindi ko siya kasabay kanina at tinangka ko iyon. Ayaw ko na muna siyang makita, ayaw ko na munang maging okupado ang aking isip sa kaniya. Gusto ko na munang maging ganito, ang makapasok.

I need to be sturdy and be firm as always. Frequently, I admit I can't perform that promise and will of mine. Pero kahit ngayon lang ay hindi ko na muna siya hahayaang pangunahan ako.

"You won't, you need something" Tumalikod na ako upang tuluyan nang makapasok.

Why do I feel something are happening? Parang may laman ang mga sinabi niya. Hindi ko siya pinansin at hindi ko nagawang magtanong upang maipaliwanag pa niya at maliwanagan ako.

That clue or maybe a warn? Bakit ako ang pinupuntahan nila sa tuwing si Kailer ang mag-uutos na papuntahin ako. Kung ibang tao ay mas magandang tignan, malaya siyang mag-uutos kung mahalaga naman sana ang kaniyang ipag-uutos.

"I'm going to excuse that girl, Sir" he did back just to pin point me and excuse.

That is a lame reason as I guess his needs. He want me to go to that Kailer and leave us again, the two of us.

Nakakasawa nang matawag ng ganito. Wala na akong naging matinong pasok nang dahil sa kanila. Jiara is there, bakit hindi na lang siya. Mas madali rin ang paraan na iyon dahil kasamahan nila iyon base sa kanilang posisyon at ang pinapasukan lang nila ay iisa.

Cyxie assured I cannot escaped from his dim glare after me. I know, I can feel it. He want involved his self into this ineffeble event even me can't control.

Hindi ko dinala ang bag ko at pinanatili na lang ito doon. Kung magtatagal ako ay siya ang pakukuhanin ko dahil siya ang kumuha sa oras ko.

If I ignored that, he will force his will. How can I not be provided by their order which them also who implemented.

I'll break his bone. That Kailer. Ano nanaman ang kailangan niya? Siguraduhin niyang hindi niya idadahilan ang pumanaw na niyang sakit. Hindi na siya mainit, hindi ko na rin nakikita sa kaniya ang matamlay niyang mga mata.

"Isasama kita sa mga dudurugin kapag walang kuwenta ang pupuntahan natin" mga malalaking hakbang at nakakasabay naman ako sa kaniya.

This is my first time to have an argument with him. Nanggigigil ang mga kamay kong nakayukom.

Sasabunutin ko muna si Kailer. Kung walang mga tao sa paligid niya. I will tell that he is wasting my time. Nagbabayad ako para mag-aral hindi para manakaw ang oras ko.

Peste! Hindi na sana ako sumunod. May mga estudyanteng naglalakad at napapatingin pa sa silid na iyon. This is a mess I guess.

"Napag-utusan lang ako, Ms. Tiamzon" he is making me more pissed off and feel the scorfulness.

Nagsibalikan ang mga estudyanteng kanina ay sumisilip sa bintana. That's are improper. They are conducting peek. The privacy of someone is important, pero kung ganiyan ang mga nasa paligid ay matatakot ka nang makagawa ng kahit na anong kapansin-pansin para sa kanila.

But the fact aren't still can be distance that they have no rights to utter disrespectful to the someone.

"You need here" as he told while ago. Inulit lang.

Pumasok ako pagkapasok niya habang nasa tabi ko siya at nang tuluyan na akong makapasok ay siya rin mismo ang nagsara nito.

Jiara is here. Bakit kailangan pa pati ako?

Sa susunod ay tatanungin ko na muna kung sino lahat sa mga kasamahan nila ang nasa loob aa tuwing iimbitahan nanaman nila ako.

I stand and not minding Jiara's presence. She have her rights to be here and me I am just been told and I need to obey but in not will way.

Kailangan lang dahil pinilit nila ako. I suddenly feel that hand grab my pulse and walk me. Inayos niya ang upuan at hinayaan na akong maka-upo.

"Hi Chelle" masiglang bati niya.

"Hello" ngumiti ako at tumango sa kaniya. Nasa tabi ko ang lalaking humigit sa akin kanina upang iupo. Cyxie is busy looking directly to Kailer.

Beside me, I am not in a event where I can easily show how bored I am. Narito ang iba pa. Mukhang mahalaga nga ang ipinunta ko.

"Ms. Tiamzon is here, you can now go out" ma-awtoridad na sabi nito. The colleague of him are hastily make a move and fix the office where their place located is.

Pati ang pag-upo ko ay napa-ayos. He summoning them to go out. I cannot feel that. Hindi ako kabilang sa mga pinapalabas niya. Akala ko ay nag-sisimula pa lamang sila, patapos na pala.

Even Cyxie casually stand up while handing the.monoblock he got in the mountain of chair have been fixed.

"I now can hear why you're evading to uttered out, hindi mo ako pinakinggang kanina" Akala ko may kuwenta ang pupuntahan ko.

"Sa pagkakaalam ko ay wala akong dapat na sabihin at ipaliwanag sa iyo. You're not holding my decision" I leer at him.

"You're making my overt live again" F*ck his self.

"You're ruining my life again" then I saw how his eyes directly looking at me. Lascivious.

Tumayo ako at sinundan ng tingin ang kaniyang paggalaw na papunta sa kinatatayuan ko.

He roll his arm to my waist and bounding it. Locked the space, his breathe made my bristle up.

Hinawakan ko ang dibdib niya upang maging suportan na hindi tuluyang makalapit ang kaniyang katawan sa akin. However, his body are already been closed the distance but his chest are remaining the enough meter from me.

"Chellerine Kadyne" husky but this time my body feel the quiver.

He touch my waist exact to its shape and moving it to my back and bring it to my spine. Para akong nag-aapoy! Sh*t!

"Stop, Kailer" I whisper to his chest. But he keep his hand not to be apart to my skin. I am wearing my school uniform but I can feel his hand.

F*ck this

The way he sway his hand at my back down to my waist and gradually moving. Napapikit ako ng hindi ko man lang nagawang ipaghiwalay ang mga katawan namin.

I am stopping myself to feel that certain and suicidal feelings. A blazing yet too bearing. I now can see that I am too weak to control and too stop for while this happening.

I move my hand to his chest to now on his shoulder, while the left hand are still on his chest. I need to find a way to stop this.

Flaming me with his touch, he close my body more to his and come to my face. He smirk, he insane for doing this to me. And my body are coward and too much not in a place for feeling his hand.

"Why would I stop while your body telling me to not?" napadiin ang pagkakahawak sa balikat niya nang mahawakan niya ang aking balat. My belly, he touch it too caring.

"You let Cyxie hold your hand" he stated between his deeds. He remain my position but he include his another hand now cause why I am in a hell.

Sumandal ako sa kaniyang dibdib nang halos hindi ko makayanan na kontrolin pa ang kaniyang malilikot na mga kamay. Every more he make its tickling me. It's making me more close to him.

I bear my hand and hang it to his nape as he roll his hand to my waist. Like we're dancing romantically.

"You'll hold my mark"