Isabelle
Booogsssssh!
Tunog ng pagkakatama ko sa lamesa.
"Oooucchhh! Can you please slow down?" I complained but Diego was busy kissing and touching my body na hindi na niya napansin na tatama ako sa lamesa.
"Hey! Hey! Stop nga muna," I said to Diego between our kisses. I prefer calling him Diego than Juan. It makes me feel comfortable when I call him that. I got reminded of my yaya who always tell stories about her son Diego.
This is also my first kiss. I don't know if I'm doing it right. I can sense that he's smiling.
"Sorry babe. I just can't control myself when it comes to you. f**k! You're so freaking gorgeous babe," medyo hingal pa niyang litanya nang isinandal niya ang nuo niya sa kanan kong balikat na ngayon ay wala ng tabon dahil natanggal na niya ang blouse ko. Marahan niya itong hinahalik halikan. Bago pa ako mawala sa aking pagiisip ay tinulak ko na muna siya.
We're here in his condo at ngayon ay nakasandal ako sa lamesa niya while only wearing a bra and my pants. And him, fully clothed. Ni hindi ko na nga namalayan na nahubad na niya ang blouse ko.
When he kissed me, nawala na ako sa aking sarili. I never expected na magugustuhan ko ang ganitong pakiramdam. What I am expecting is that, we will have s*x. Just pure s*x. No emotions involved.
But with him, I can feel something sincerity in his kisses. Ang sarap lang sa pakiramdam. If I have known na ganito ang pakiramdam, I should have tried it before. But then, will it feel the same?
I just remembered myself driving papunta sa kaniyang office sa pag-aari niyang hotel.
And then we talked about the terms na mangyayari. We will have s*x and after that we will wait for a month to know if I'm pregnant and then after that... end of our business.
Nilinaw ko na sa kanya na wala na siyang habol sa bata once na nabuntis ako. He agreed pero iba ang nase-sense ko sa mata niya. I'm not convinced sa pagsang-ayon niya. But well, bahala na. Basta't mabuntis niya ako, iyon ang mahalaga.
After our agreement, he showed me his check up that he's really clean. Nagulat nga ako kasi I never expected na may paganun siya. But I'm glad he did that at least safe. I assure him na clean din ako kahit walang proof and hindi naman ako nahirapang paniwalain siya. He just said, "I know. Don't worry."
And I was like, who are you really? He seems like he already know me at super comfortable with me but sometimes, he look shy and I also saw him blushing. And I find him cute. I smiled on my mind. I wondered, bakit sobrang komportable ko sa lalaking ito? Sobrang palagay ng loob ko sa kanya.
And after that he invited me to have lunch with him sa kanyang restaurant here in his hotel also. Actually it 's only a 5 star hotel having 50 rooms. His office is located on the first floor and hindi siya ganun kalaki. I find him a lowkey person, very humble. He is also the one who served our food. Sobrang close niya sa staffs niya. They are very approachable also.
He's a gentleman I can say. He pulled a chair for me and asked me what I wanted to eat and drink. As we eat, he ask me if we can talk while eating. And that is my first time experiencing that someone is considering your feelings. It's like I feel taken cared of which I haven't experienced for a long time.
Then he asked me anything about my self. And then I remembered hindi pa ako nakakapagpakilala sa kanya. And I don't have any plan on disclosing it to him and even my life. He respected it naman. Kaya siya na lang ang nagkwento. He told me he's living alone but has many friends and a best friend unlike me...
Yeah I have employees, but that's just it. I can say he has a happy life. I feel a bit insecure.
After eating, he invited me to watch a movie yet I don't want to at saka hindi pa ako nakakarating doon. That is why we ended up in his condo. He told me he has a spare room for entertainment.
Nabanggit niya din kanina na mahilig siya sa paborito ko ring series movie kaya pala iyon ang naabutan kong pinapanuod niya which is my favorite also. I love medieval movies. Kaso nga lang nagsisimula palang siya sa season 3 while season 5 na ako. But he has a full copy hanggang season 8.
While on our way to his condo, napaisip din ako kung bakit napakadali niya akong napasama. Is it because of the movie o dahil gusto ko lang which is so odd. I never go alone with strangers. Well anyway, he will be my donor so, it's alright. I think wala namang mawawala sa akin.
When we got in the elevator, malapit ng mapuno so we ended up in the corner. He entered 25 and then pumwesto siya sa tabi ko.
Kaso nga lang ang nasa likod ko ay lalaki at sobrang lapit na niya sa akin. Padagdag ng padagdag ang mga tao ng nasa 10th floor palang kami. Wala pa ding lumalabas. I'm starting to get irritated.
Diego sensed it that's why siya na ang pumwesto sa likod ko.
Well it's better this way. Another persons entered the lift kaya wala kaming nagawa kundi ang sumiksik ulit sa gilid so is Diego. I can feel his breathing on my nape since I tied my hair in a bun.
Aside from that, I can feel something on my butt. Me, being a not so innocent girl knows it already. Bigla akong kinabahan. It's my first time feeling it. My down there is parang nagigising.
At dahil dikdikan na talaga, he doesn't have a choice but to hold me on my waist para maprotektahan niya ako at hindi masyado madikdik. Then he whispered, "Sorry babe, I didn't know it will be like this. Ngayon lang to nangyari," bigla naman akong nakiliti sa paraan ng pagkakabulong niya isama mo pa ang magaan niyang pagakakakapit sa bewang ko.
Hindi nalang ako kumibo pero tumango naman ako. I know, it happens sometimes. Pero dahil may isa na namang nadagdag nuong nada 18th floor na kami, naggalawan na naman ang mga nasa loob at ganun din kami. At dahil dun, mas napadikit ang pwetan ko sa alaga ni Diego. Ngayon mas nararamdaman ko na ito.
Fuck!
Kinikilabutan ako sa nararamdaman ko. My down there is throbbing. I can hear his heavy breathing and the way he tightens his hold on my waist makes my knees weak.
I loved the feeling that's why I moved my hips a bit, and I heard his soft groan. His buddy down there feels so hard. I knew from it that's he's aroused already.
Mas hinigpitan niya ang kapit sa bewang ko. I continued doing it like nothing is going on. But Diego already lean his head on my nape as he murmurs soft curses. I can't understand myself also. I've never been intimate to anyone, just now. Kung mapaaga man ang aming napagkasunduan, it's a win-win situation for me.
He endured it for about 10 minutes I think. Galit na galit na ang buddy ni Diego. Patay na.
"Are we really doing it now? I feel sticky," medyo maarte at hinihingal ko pang sabi sa kanya. But Diego is busy kissing my shoulder blades. I hold his head for him to look at me.
"Now you have the guts to ask that after what you did to me a while ago? Babe, I will never forget it. You need to be punished," he said as he remove his t-shirt. I feel nervous yet excited with our situation right now.
Napalunok ako ng makita ang maskulado niyang katawan. Medyo nahiya pa akong tumingin ng masagi ng mata ko ang v-line niya hanggang pababa. Even if he's wearing pants, I can perfectly see his buddy na ngayon ay namumukol na ng bongga.
Nanlaki bigla ang mata ko sabay taas ng paningin sa kanya. Napalunok ulit ako.
Sinusundan pala niya ang paningin ko at nakita ko ang panghahamon sa mga mata niya, "See that? That's what you did. You waked it up. Do something about it," he seductively said as he searched for my hand and bring it to his hugeness.
"Feel that? That's the one that will enter you today." Then he massaged it using my hand as he kissed me hard.