It's been a week since Niccos and I last spoke to each other. Do I regret telling him things? No. Do I want to talk to him right now? Yes. I hate this feeling. It's making me uneasy everytime, ni wala akong magawa kun'di tumingin lamang sa cellphone ko sa malayo habang nakatalukbong ng comforter. This is ridiculous, why exactly am I expecting for him to text or call me when I was the one who technically pushed him away. But seriously though, I just wanted him to know what I feel. I didn't exactly mean na huwag na kaming mag-usap pagkatapo noon. Kaya naman... bakit hindi na kami nagkibuan sa wedding reception? "Malamang iniwasan mo siya noon." Umirap si Izzie nang ikwento ko sa kanya. "I mean...tama ka naman, pero does this mean he is giving up?" Saying it makes me uneasy, evem if it'

