WAY BACK
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"HEY! Okay ka lang?" May nagtanong sa'kin. Tiningnan ko siya. Mukhang anak mayaman.
Pinunasan ko ang luha sa mata ko, tumayo at humarap sa kanya.
"Okay lang po." Ngumiti ako at umalis na. Nakipagsiksikan sa maraming tao dahil may parade nga dito. Hahanapin ko na lang si Mama.
"Teka..." Lumingon ulit ako at nakita ko na naman siya, hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at pinigilan niya akong umalis.
"B-bakit?" Tanong ko.
"Why are you crying?" Ano naman sa kanya kung umiiyak ako? Hindi niya parin naman ako matutulungan eh. Umiling lang ako at pilit na inaalis ang kamay ko sa pagkakahawak niya.
Pero ayaw niyang bumitaw eh, " I'll help you," he said with a sincere smile.
"Hinahanap ko ang Mama ko, naiwan niya 'ata ako eh," sabi ko na parang iiyak na naman.
Pag kasabi ko nun, may kinuha siyang bagay sa bulsa niya, cellphone. May tinawagan siya.
"Ano'ng itsura ng Mama mo?" He asked in the middle of the conversation with someone sa phone.
Deniscribe ko naman ang itsura ni Mama.
Tapos pinatay niya na ang cellphone niya. Hindi niya pa nga ako... Parang kuryente lang.
His lips touching mine.
I felt his tongue licking my lips for entrance. I let him in. His hands cupping my face while mine were on his chest. Parang milyong electric volts ang dumadaloy sa katawan ko, hindi ko maintindihan.
Bigla niya na lang akong binuhat.
"Tristan..." I can't help but moan. It felt so good. He started licking my neck habang binubuhat niya ako.
Nakikiliti ako nang maramdaman kong nilalagyan niya ako ng love bite.
"s**t, Tristan..." Pinalo ko pa siya sa likod habang natatawa na talaga.
"I'm marking my territory..." Pagkasabi niya nu'n binaba niya ako sa kama niya.
He unbuttoned my dress.
"Tristan are you sure?" I asked. Di ba ako dapat ang tinatanong ng ganoon?
Hindi niya ako sinagot. Tumayo siya sa kama tapos naghuhubad sa harap ko, he turned off the lights. For the first time, I saw all the the lust and love mixed in his eyes. His nakedness displayed for me, he is mine. All mine. I can't explain the feeling but I want him, I need him. He kissed me again. Hindi ko na namalayan that he was on top of me habang ako, naka-panty at bra na lang.
But I really don't care, all I want is him. I shivered when I felt my bra unclasped. This is it!
Hinalikan niya ako sa leeg pababa until he reach my breasts. He massaged them like an expert. Hindi ko na alam ang nararamdaman ko, parang sasabog na ako. It felt so good. He nibbled my left and his other arm feeling my core.
I felt his body against me.
"Tristaaannn..." I moaned when I felt his finger thrust in me.
It was bit painful, and I don't know, pero gustong-gusto ko ang feeling.
"Please..." Ano na bang pinag sasabi ko? I can't stop now.
"What do you want baby?" He said in a sexy voice while his fingers still thrusting in me.
"Tristan..."
"Say it out loud baby." He pecked my lips. Ugh! I hate this feeling.
"I want you," I moaned. Hindi ko na kaya!
He shifted his position and then he kissed me.
Akala ko 'yun na.
Pero lumapit lang siya sa'kin and looked at me in the eyes. Na-iilang na ako.
Look at me Celine." He said.
Tinitingnan ko naman siya.
I can't see any lust in his eyes anymore. I felt so secure in those deep dark pools.
"Do you really want me?" He asked.
"Yes"
"You don't know how hard for me stop myself at times like this, but I won't take your virginity Celine."
"Tristan..."
"Marry me Celine, Marriage before s*x. Let's get married." He looked at me straight in the eyes. Nagbibiro ba siya?
"Tristan..." Hindi ko alam kung ano'ng sasabihin ko. I mean, mahal ko siya pero..."...bata pa tayo."
Biglang nalungkot ang mukha niya, hinalikan niya na lang ako para matago yun.
Then he pulled away. Nasaktan ko ba siya?
"Let's sleep B2." Tumayo na siya tapos kinuha ang mga damit niya. Binalot ko naman ng kumot ang katawan ko. Tumayo ako at nilapitan siya.
"Tristan..."
He looked at me. "It's okay baby. I'll wait for you."
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