The Sub Rosa [Completed]

He loves me not.. He loves me.. He loves me not.. He loves me! Sa tuwing uunahin ko ang hindi niya ako mahal ang ending ay He loves me pero kung ito ang nauna ang huli ay He loves me not. Marahas akong napabuga ng hangin medyo naiinis ako dahil maski sa flames parang ayaw kaming dalawa. "Hija, why are you still awake?" Nakatayo sa labas na pink na pinto ang mukhang striktiko si Dad. He never laid his hands on us. He never hurt us. Umupo ito sa upuan ng study table ko at tinignan ang mga bungkos ng bulaklak, pirapiraso ang ilan at gutay gutay. I lose my temper dahil hindi kami pwede ng mga crush ko. "Dad I'm not pretty po ba?" Naiiyak na tanong kasi bakit naman wala akong friends and my crush doesn't like me back. Nakita ko ang pagtingin nito sa flames and Dad was kinda amuse when he saw three names of boys and mine. "You're so pretty anak higit pa sa inaakala mo. If boys don't like you now hayaan mo once you grow up they will chase you. Ikaw naman ang huwag magka-gusto sa kanila." Inaalo siya ng ama pero hindi parin niya magets ang sinasabi nito o pinupunto. "I can't understand you Dad." Curious man pero atleast gumaan ang loob niya. "You're too young for love, enjoy muna sa pagiging bata." Sumimangot ako dahil ganiyan madalas sabihin sa akin, kaya ko na kayang pumunta mag-isa sa school. Hmmp! "But I'm 7 years old." Tumawa ang ama at umiling sa kaniya. He tuck me in bed and read me my favorite Disney stories. Tinulog nalang niya ang inis at pagkabigo sa mga crush. One day you'll see. We support my father's candidacy for running as a Governor. Sweats are all over our head, back and chest but we didn't mind it because the love we are receiving from the people gives our father a strength and power. We love helping people with all that we can. I was now 12 years old but still playing Barbies and Legos. Tumigil kami sa bahay ng crush ko. I'm excited to see his face specially his dark green orbs, it's so mysterious. I can distinguished what's gwapo lang and what's handsome and Hot. Candy magazine didn't help my mind about it instead I learned it from social media sites. It's super accessible and easily to use. Yung crush ko, well according to google and this hotmensites.com pasok siya sa Handsome and Hot. I always felt this tingling sensation in my stomach whenever I saw him walking around. Lagi akong sumasama sa business trip ni Dad or sometimes to my Kuya Tage, andoon din kasi siya he's been trained to handle business at the young age. He have 6 siblings, almost all boys buti nalang they had sister. They're all good looking but my eyes are set for him. I never had a chance to interact with him hindi dahil I'm shy but my father made me promise to never entertain boys, pag 18 nalang daw ako. Matagal pa iyon baka mag-asawa na siya! Thinking about it makes my blood boils. "Congratulations Tito!" Nakipagkamayan siya rito kagaya ng nakagawian nila. Close ang Dad ko sa father nila. I never saw him smile again kahit madalas ako sa bahay nila hindi na. The last time I saw him smile when he was with this girl. I have to thank all the saints na wala na ito. I'm an evil child? "It's too early to celebrate but thank you Hijo." Matagal na noon pinakilala nila ako rito but the only response I've got from him is nodded and Hi. Unlike his brothers na carefree at masasaya he was quite. I guess being the oldest child carried all the responsibilities? I walk towards them wearing my short summer dress. Napapayag ko si Mom to wear this muntik pa nga sila mag-away ni Dad but she said something that made my father loosen up. Ayun nag kiss pa sila. I interrupted their conversation by saying good evening. Napadako ang tingin niya sa suot ko. Naka lantad ang maputi kong hita at legs. Naka sneakers naman ako para ready makipagtakbuhan kay Khalista mamaya. She spent her vacation in Argentina. I miss here so much kaya bonding later. Tumingin ito sa akin and kagaya ng madalas na gawin he just nodded his head. Though I notice his eyes, parang nag dark lalo ang dark green orbs niya lalo nang pasadahan nito ang damit at lantad na hita ko. I saw him licked his lips. Gosh he's too hot! Lumipat ang atensyon ni Dad when Congressman Richard approached him. Kapatid ni Tito Richmond. Parang ngayon ko lang nakita ang dalawang lalaki na katabi ni Tito Richard. I felt their dark auras same with Azrael. Colder stares. They almost look exactly the same kung hindi lang sa mas lighter ang skin ng Isa. Tinatatya ko ang height nila pero kagaya sila ni Azrael. Hindi ako aabot sa dibdib nila. What am I thinking? Yung crush ko nasa harapan! Amastrise! "Change your dress, wear something longer than that." I was shocked na hindi pa siya umalis tapos kinausap pa ako! Namilog ang mata ko na sinipat siya baka kasi aliens are controlling him! Tumaas ang kilay nito ng hindi ko sinasadyang dumako ang mata ko sa umbok ng slacks nito. May tatlong katanungan ang pumasok sa isip ko. # 1. Why is it big? # 2. Why is it big again? # 3. Why the heck it is big? "Eyes up kiddo, it's not my fault if you corrupt your own mind." He smirked at me? I want to cry. Hindi ko na napigilang umiyak bigla na siyang kinataranta habang hindi alam ang uunahin kung saan ilalapag ang kopita ng alak o kung paano ako papatahanin. "Hey! I didn't do anything." Humihikbi akong nakatunghay sa kaniya. Hindi namalayan ang paglapit noong dalawa. "What's happening here?" Luhaang tumingin ako rito. Yung moreno ang nagtanong. Kinausap niya si Azrael at nalaman ko ang pangalan niya Ptolemy. Ang may kaputiaan naman ay naglabas ng panyo at binigay sa akin. Hindi ko sana tatanggapin pero sa itsura niyang madilim parang galit pa ata sa akin nanginginig ko itong kinuha. "Lysimachus stop it! You're scaring the kid." Awat ni Azrael nang akma kasing ito ang magpupunas sa luha ko. Nailang ako rito ng bahagya lalo pa't hindi ko kilala. Yumuko medyo si Azrael para pumantay ang mukha sa akin. Dahil pilyang bata ako pumasok ang isang kalokohang matagal ko nang inaasam. Saktong nakayuko si Azrael para siya ang mag-alis ng mga luha ko ay ginawa ko itong opportunity para mabilis siyang halikan sa labi! Gamit ang maliit kong kamay hinawakan ko siya sa ulo at hinalikan. Bigla akong tumakbo papunta sa Mom ko. Nakita ko pa ang pagtawa ng pinsan niyang kambal at ang mga taong nakapansin sa ginawa ko. Halos gusto ko nang lamunin ng lupa dahil hindi na ito nakaimik sa tawanan. Humingi ng paunmanhin ang Mom ko sa mommy nila. I'm so embarrassed to face him and his family. I was fidgeting my own fingers when I heard how Tita Aurora and Mom talk about it. They said I'm just a kid and nothing wrongs about it. Sa akin may malisya. Nanalo si Dad as a Governor and we celebrated it sa aming lugar. According to my source yung kambal na lumapit sa akin during the campaign are Azrael's cousin, legit pala talaga. No one knows kung nasaan ang mama nila. Whenever I tried to go near Azrael kusa siyang lumalayo sa akin. Nagagalit ako roon kaya sometimes my parents grounded me for being a bad kid. Naivevent out ko ang inis ko sa ibang tao. Bullying is not okay, it will never be right. Nagtanda na ako nang hindi ako pinalabas for 6 months. Na home school tuloy ako ng wala sa oras. "Khalista what are you watching ba?" Naiinip na kasi akong nakahiga sa kama niya. Sleep over ko ulit dito. Naka head set ito at nakatutok talaga sa pinapanood. She's sweating pa and parang tulala. Kumunot talaga ang noo ko kasi hindi niya ako pinapansin. "Girl!" Hinablot ko ang tablet niya at nagulat ako sa movie na sinasabi niya. Namutla itong tumingin sa akin aba'y dapat lang! "Is this! Omg it's a porn!" Kinuha nito ang gadget niya at pinatay agad. "Amastrise, please huwag mo akong isumbong!" Parang naiiyak na. Kinuha ko ang tablet niya at binuksan. "Hindi kita isusumbong, I'll join you nalang." Umupo kami sa kama niya at hindi na nag headset but we locked her door para no one can enter and scold us. At first it was so disturbing, like how can the girl scream like she's in pain but smiles at the end? Khalista explained to me that the girl is pleasuring her self. Masarap daw. Kinilabutan ako nang lumapit yung malaking lalaki sa babae, same built like my crush Azrael tapos hawak nito yung ay. "What's he's holding up and down?" Ngumisi sa akin si Khalista. "That's his dick." "What? It's big and parang hotdog." Sabay kaming tumawa. Simula noon sabay na kaming nanonood ng porn and our favorite scene are mostly foursome or gangbang. I don't know it's not disgusting for me. I never judge people in the porn industry, that's their chosen job they earned from it. Work nila yan wala akong ambag bukod sa premium membership namin ni khalista. We are not using any s*x toys to pleasure ourselves. Takot kaming ma devirginized gamit ng mga yun. When I reached fifteen lagi ko nang sinusundan si Azrael kahit ibang bansa pa yan. Kahit lagi akong pinapagalitan sa ginagawa ko. Tumigil lang ako ng isang linggo when I met again his twin cousins. "How are you love?" He kissed my neck and massage my boobs. Kumuha ako ng litrato namin sa salamin. Mirror shots. His bare chest have thin hairs. Dinama ko ang mala Greek features niya lalo na ang matigas na 8 pack abs. We kissed and was interrupted by his brother Lysimachus. "Ptolemy." I gasped for air. Ayaw ko ng sharing but I'm starting to doubt my decisions. Azrael Salem Lysimachus Salem Ptolemy Salem Fuck bakit kasi ang Hot ninyo! Hello! This the third book of T.H.E Series. I hope you will support Amastrise Hassan.