Reckless

Chapter 58

I’m wondering if he did it with his last girlfriend. I can’t ask such embarrassing question. I know it’s not really a big deal kasi hindi naman kami nun pero pag iniisip ko kay parang hindi ako makahinga.

“Does that guy likes you?” Tanong nito.

How can he ask me such question when he’s putting his finger on me? I can’t focus. Feeling ko ay umiikot ang mundo ko sa sarap.

“Y-Yes,”

“Mhmm… then do you like him?”

Hindi ako sumagot. Hindi ko alam. Gio’s good to me and he takes care of me, pero hindi ko masabi kung gusto ko ba siya or I’m just swayed by how he takes care of me.

He’s the only one who cares about me ever since mother died.

“You’re not answering my question,”

“N-No… I don’t know,” Sabi ko at napapaliyad na sa ginagawa niya sa’kin.

He sat behind me. Sumandal ako sakanya at nilagay niya ang dalawang kamay niya sa harapan ko.

He’s playing with my c**t as he put his finger on me. f**k. He’s doing it again. He used to do this to me before when we were still together.

It feels so good that I don’t want him to stop.

“I missed you.” Sabi niya.

I bit my lower lip. Hindi ko magawang magsalita pa dahil pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko na umungol.

He’s moving it faster than before.

I kept flinching. Hindi ako mapakali sa kinauupuan ko.

“Ahh…” I said and he stopped.

I felt the warm release from my body. Hinihingal ako ng sobra at napapapikit na.

He lay me down and got on top of me. He removed his pants and boxers. s**t. He’s so hard. He touched me once again to make sure that I’m wet enough.

“Can I?” Tanong nito.

Why is he still asking me that? Hindi ako nagsalita at tumango lang. He slowly entered me and I felt like my pearl was ripped.

It hurts so damn much.

“Ah!” I moaned out of pain and pleasure.

“Does it hurt?”

“A little.”

It’s normal. It’s been a long time since something that big got in me.

I’m pretty sure he can feel how tight I am because it’s hugging his manhood.

“Ah.. f**k…” He whispered.

“I-It hurts. Can you move slowly?”

Binagalan niya ang pag labas pasok. Ramdam na ramdam ko siya. s**t. Why is his c**k this big?

I clung both of my hands on the back of his neck and he’s slowly getting faster,

His moves are going smooth.

He’s still as good as before. Hindi ko mapigilang mapapikit at mapahaing sa bawat pag bayo niya.

I don’t know what the hell am I doing, but I don’t care anymore. Bahala na. I’ll just go with the flow and figure out what should I do or what will happen.

Tumigil siya at pinadapa ako. He entered me from behind. Humigpit ang hawak ko sa bed sheet. Feeling ko ay masisira na ‘to sa higpit ng hawak ko.

“Ah f**k. You’re so tight…” He said with his husky deep voice.

I can’t help but to moan. The pleasure he’s giving me body and emotionally, I can’t handle it. I can’t stop myself to get so horny.

After a few minutes, we both got what we wanted.

Parehas kaming hinihingal. He dropped his body on top of me and rolled to the side.

Oh s**t!

“You didn’t wear condom?”

I looked at his manhood and it doesn’t have any condom. Medyo matigas pa din iyon. Agad akong tumayo at pumunta ng cr. I washed mine thoroughly.

I didn’t use pills. This is how Brion was created. We had s*x and he didn’t use condom. Tinignan ko kaagad ang period calendar ko at malapit na din pala ako magkaroon.

Sabi nila kapag malapit ka na magkaroon and you had unprotected s*x, ay hindi ka mabubuntis. The chances are low, pero may chance pa din. f**k. I'll still go see my OB tomorrow.

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko isisingit 'yun without Gio knowing. Hindi muna sivuro ako papasok ulit. That would be more reasonable.

"Should we buy an emergency pill?" Tanong niya.

"What's that?"Sabi ko.

"I just heard it from my friend last week. His girlfriend used it after unprotected s*x so that she won't get pregnant."

"I want that, but I have to consult to my OB to make sure of it." Sabi ko. I put on a shirt and the underwear that I got from my closet.

"Oh baby, why are you dressing up? You think we're done?"

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I woke up and it's already dark outside. Ang aga naming nagsimula ni Louis. I thought we're just gonna have one riund, but we f*****g did five rounds until afternoon! I don't know where he got his stamina.

He wasn't like this before. We would have two rounds and he's gonna be super tired and his d**k doesn't get big or hard anymore. I asked him about it after we had s*x.

Ang sabi niya sa'kin ay matagal na siya hindi nakakapag s*x. He had s*x with a girl months after we break up, pero once lang. He realizes that he doesn't want to do it with other girls other than me. Hindi ko alam kung totoo 'yon pero that's what he said. Louis is not the type to lie. He will tell you the truth if you ask him directly.

Iyong walang paligoy ligoy. Tinanong ko din kung hindi ba sila nag s*x ng last girlfriend niya. Sabi niya hindi daw. The girl was conservative and she wants to give her virginity after the wedding and Louis respected that. But that means he tried to do it with her. Nainis tuloy ako. But he has the right to do whatever he wants.

He's single and we're not together anymore. It's not like may karapatan pa ako para pigilan siya sa lahat. Even now, we don't have any label nor made up. He can still entertain or f**k other girls after this and I hope he won't dahil ayoko. I don't want Louis to be with other girls. Gusto ko sa'kin lang siya. Tinignan ko siya na mahimbing na natutulog ngayon.

Well, he got tired after five rounds. Reasonable. My down there is a bit painful because of what happened earlier. Sinubukan ko tumayo para mag cr, pero masakit talaga sobra. Halos nanghihina din ang mga tuhod ko. Ang tagal na simula nung last ko na s*x tapos hard s*x pa ang bungad.