CHAPTER 26
People don’t understand my pain! And they will never be! It’s only me and myself who can understand what I’m totally feeling.
I cut my connections with Zaydel dahil ayaw kong malaman niya ang nangyari sa ‘kin and for me to mourn and move on to what happened to my Lolo-Dad. I need my healing for the pain it cause me kaya nagawa ko ‘yon.
Awang-awa na ‘ko sa sarili ko at hindi ko makakayang kaawaan niya pa ‘ko. I hate pity. Pero mas lalong hindi ko makakaya na maging dahilan ako para masira ang pag-aaral niya, na masira ang pangarap ng Mama niya sa kanya.
But despite of it? There’s a part on my heart where he lies. May parte sa ‘kin na patuloy pa rin na umaasa sa huli niyang pangako sa ‘kin. That he will come back for me after the cutting of connections.
But now? Naglaho ang p
