Ethan After the emotionally exhausting encounter with our own mother, I was left with an oozing amount of rage that my system could not contain. At situations like this, I would either drink hard or pour it all on punishing myself at trainings. Unfortunately, I can't do neither of the two usual things I do. My heart will just feel heavy if I'll go to the secret training ground. Seeing that place will give me haunting memories of what happened in the battlefield. I remember that I haven't met my remaining warriors yet after the war. I heard they were taken to the hospital and are currently recovering. Hoping they can understand my current situation and take that as a valid reason for me to not pay them a visit. Ni hindi ko na rin alam kung ilan na lang ba silang natira. I should be

