YVONNE
Nakaramdam ako ng sikip sa dibdib ko nang pinilit ko ang sarili na pigilan ang mga luha gustong kumawala. Bumuntong ako ng hinga na mas lalo pang nagpasakit nito.
It's been three weeks since the burial. So this is what it feels like to lose someone you loved. I just wished that I won't feel this kind of feeling anymore. It's horrible, it's the worst feeling ever. The emptiness after all that, and then came to the realization that she really is gone and then feeling empty again. It's horrible.
These days have been really horrible to me. There is no real word that can do justice to the definition of this hollow feeling. How do we grieve with a head filled with echoing memories? Everything I do reminds me of our memories together.
But I think I felt better than before and I than
