CHARLES
It's been two or three weeks, I don't know. I felt like it was just yesterday. The days seem slow and dragging. Every day is just torture. I feel like I'm healing but then the next day or just a few minutes I feel like dying of the pain. Is this how it feels to lose someone? If I lose my parents, would I feel the same as I'm feeling right now?
I'm sitting at the bench that I found after jogging. I'm glad that my feet have healed. I was so preoccupied that I didn't even realize where I am now and it's dark already.
But no matter how much I was trying to be occupied, it didn't help. I did jog, I even went to the movies to watch horror movies and even movies that were different from my taste, the disturbing movies na iniiwasan ko pa noon.
I did so much today, but it was no use.
