Adrienne
"It's good to know that you have career goals now, Adrienne. You don't have to worry about anything. I got your back, son. Daddy is so proud of you."
Napaismid siya sa sinabi ng kaniyang ama kanina habang kausap niya ito sa telepono. Sinabi niya ang plano niyang manatili sa Pilipinas para maisaayos ang kaniyang buhay.
Gusto niyang makapagtapos ng pag-aaral. Kaya naman ngayon palang ay inaasikaso niya na ang dapat niyang asikasuhin para makapag-transfer siya agad ng pag-aaral dito sa Maynila. Ang sabi ng kaniyang ama ay ito na raw ang bahala para mapabilis ang lahat.
Plano niyang bumalik muna ng States para kuhanin ang mga importanteng dokumento na kakailanganin niya. And he will also visit his grandparents tomb. Halos linggo-linggo niyang dinadalaw ang puntod ng yumao niyang lolo't lola.
Gusto niya ring makita ang kaniyang mga kaibigan. Makapagpaalam man lang siya sa mga barkada niya sa States. Dahil matagal-tagal bago sila muling magkikita ng mga ito.
Nakapagpa-book na siya ng flight at sa susunod na araw na ang balik niya roon. Nag-stay muna siya sa isang five star hotel dito sa Maynila. Sa hotel kung saan may nangyari sa kanila nang magandang babae na nakilala niya sa bar.
He wanted to see her before he left Manila. Ngunit imposible naman ang iniisip niya. Kaya pinawi niya na lamang iyon.
Laman pa rin ng kaniyang isipan ang babaeng iyon gabi-gabi. And it kills him. Dahil malabo ng magtagpong muli ang kanilang landas. Noong isang gabi ay nagbaka-sakali siyang makikita niyang muli ang babae sa bar kung saan niya ito nakita. Ngunit bigo siyang makitang muli ito.
Naka-receive siya ng mga messages sa kaniyang social media account mula kay Ellen.
Ellen: I badly miss you, babe. Enjoy your stay there in the Philippines. Hope you're having a great time, honey. But I wish you were here now. Ugh. I love you, handsome.
Ellen: Saw your new post on Ig. Ugh. Stop being so perfect! You're so gorgeous. I can't.
Ellen: Don't flirt with girls there, okay? But I know you won't. Asians were not your type, right?
He smirked.
Sino ang nagsabi sa kaniya na hindi ko type ang mga Asian girls?
In fact, he's Asian himself. He's partly Asian because of her biological mother. His father has an Asian blood too. But just a little.
He is of mixed race. He's American-British-Kiwi-Filipino-Singaporean. But he looks more white than Asian. Kapag nga sinasabi niyang may lahi siyang Asian ay hindi naniniwala sa kaniya ang kaniyang kausap.
What he don't like about Ellen is that she's f*cking racist. She's racist as hell. And he hates it. He f*cking hates racist people who's being mean to others. Ayaw niya na dini-discriminate ang ibang tao dahil lamang sa kulay ng balat nito. Wala siyang kaibigan na racist sa Amerika. Kahit na ang mga itsura ng mga kaibigan niya ay 'yung tipong hindi gagawa ng matino, mababait pa rin ang mga ito at marunong rumespeto ng ibang lahi.
He actually likes Ellen at first. She's pretty and hot. Ang buong akala niya ay si Ellen na ang para talaga sa kaniya. That he can finally replace Kendra in his heart. Because he's too broken.
Ngunit nagkamali siya. He's disgusted with her personality. She's not a girlfriend material.
Ellen's also possessive of him. And it pissed the hell out of him. She's just one of his fling. But she got attached to him. He can dump her whenever he wants. But she's clinging onto him tightly. Can't let him go. Because he got the looks and money.
Ellen is a BEAUT. She's blonde. Blue-eyed. She's tall. She's like a living doll. She has a f*cking perfect body. She got a perfect huge breast. She has a great butt. She's good to f*ck. But she's dumb as f*ck. And she's rude too.
Ellen also hates his ex girlfriend, Kendra. Because she's POC. She's not blonde like her. And she hates the idea that he's still not over Kendra. Kahit na alam nitong matagal na silang naghiwalay ni Kendra.
That's true. He's still not over her. Kahit na marami ng babaeng dumaan sa kaniyang buhay. Hindi na nga niya mabilang ang mga babaeng dumaan sa kaniyang buhay. He also forgot their names.
Hindi pa rin siya nawawalan ng pag-asa na babalik sa kaniya si Kendra. Kahit na masakit ang ginawa nito sa kaniya.
Ewan niya ba, pagdating sa babaeng iyon ay nagpapakatanga siya.
Why am I so fool when it comes to you?
He was blinded by his love for her. He think that she's not happy with Voltaire. That she's not happy with the consolation prize she has now. And she doesn't look as good as she is when she's with him.
Lahat ng kaibigan niya ay napupuna iyon. Maybe he made her do bunch of stuff. There are some rumors that he's abusing drugs. Ngunit pinabulaanan ng management nito ang allegations na binabato rito.
Ma-re-realized din ng kaniyang ex girlfriend ang halaga niya sa buhay nito.
He know he's being pathetic again. Because she's his weakness. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi niya pa rin binubura ang mga larawan nila na magkasama sa kaniyang i********: account. Baka kasi kapag nakita nito ang mga larawan nilang magkasama ay magbago ang isip nito at muling bumalik sa piling niya.
He hates to admit it, but yes, he's still holding on her. Longer than he could ever imagine. And it kills him every single day. He's still hang up with his first love. Laman pa rin ng kaniyang puso ang babae.
Nang makarating siya ng L.A. ay dumiretso na agad siya sa apartment na tinutuluyan ng kaniyang matalik na kaibigang si Charles. Matagal na siyang nakatira sa apartment nito kasama ang kaibigan. Simula nang maghiwalay sila ng kaniyang ex girlfriend. He stayed in Charles' place after they broke up.
Hindi niya kasi kayang tiisin ang kalungkutan. Lalo na't mag-isa na lang siya sa mansion na tinitirahan niya noong nabubuhay pa ang kaniyang lolo't lola. Saka marami silang ala-ala ni Kendra sa mansiyon na tinitirhan niya kasama ang kaniyang lolo't lola. Wala ring ideya ang kaniyang daddy kung bakit pinabayaan na lang niya ang kanilang family mansion.
He doesn't want to live in an empty home. He can no longer feel the warmth inside of their home.
Dinalaw niya kaninang umaga ang puntod ng kaniyang yumaong lolo't lola. May dala siyang bulaklak. Nagtagal siya ng ilang oras doon. Hindi pa rin niya mapigilang maging emosyonal sa biglaang pagkawala ng mga ito.
Pagkalapag ng sinasakyan niyang eroplano kagabi ay hindi na siya tinantanan ng tawag at text ni Ellen. Kaya naman pinapunta niya ang babae sa apartment ng kaibigan niyang si Charles.
Charles didn't mind if he sees him f*cking Ellen on his couch. He would f*ck her in the dining area, on the stairs, or wherever he wants. Sanay na ang kaibigan sa ganoong eksena.
He would f*ck Ellen in front of his three best friends. Charles, Cole, and Alastair wouldn't mind seeing him f*ck Ellen. But they would all tease him after.
Noong una ay hindi komportable ang babae sa ganoong sitwasyon. Kinakabahan ito habang siya naman ay chill lang kahit na nasa harapan lang nila ang kaniyang mga kaibigan. Ngunit nasanay na ito ngayon. She then find it exciting. He loves how adventurous she is.
His friends don't mind them. They were all used to that. They bed multiple women at the same time. They're all a f*cking manwhore. That's why. Their life wasn't centered on a single woman. They were just a group of young, horny dudes. They're having a good time.
It's not something he's proud of. You know, being involved with bunch of hookups. Gawain na iyon ng mga kaibigan niya kahit noong sila pa ni Kendra. His friends were all single. Wala pang naging seryosong relasyon ang kaniyang mga kaibigan.
But he was never involved with nasty hookups until Kendra broke his heart. She left him broken and miserable. She just toyed with his emotions. He's messed up. He was in a dark place for quite some time.
Lagi niyang tinatanong sa kaniyang sarili kung ano bang mali sa kaniya. Kung saan siya nagkulang.
He's not perfect. He knows that. But he's not trying to be one. What he ever wanted was to be her everything.
Alam niyang matagal ng fan si Kendra ng lalaking iyon. Hindi niya nga ma-gets ang obsession nito sa trashy singer na iyon. He creates trashy music. All of his friends never listen to that piece of s**t. Kung minsan ay pinagseselosan niya pa ang Voltaire na iyon dahil masyadong na-obsess ang kaniyang dating nobya.
And he found out that Kendra was one of his groupie before the two became officially a couple.
His friends can't do anything about his miserable state. And he won't let them help him. Hanggang sa napag isip-isip niya na tama nga ang payo ng mga ito sa kaniya noon.
Kaya naman para makalimot ay sinubukan niya ang mga bagay na hindi niya pa nasusubukan noon. Dala na rin ng impluwensiya ng kaniyang mga kaibigan. And he ended up being addicted to it.
"You don't have to be in a relationship to be happy."
Sabi iyon ng isa sa mga best friend niyang si Cole. Hanggang ngayon ay nakatatak pa rin sa kaniyang isipan ang sinabi ng kaibigan.
"Look at us. We're single and happy. Sleep with many hot women as you want. Just live and f*ck. There's no need to get depress over a breakup. You can get over it, dude. I'm telling you, you can do better," his friend Cole said.
Minsan hindi niya na kilala ang kaniyang sarili matapos siyang iwanan ni Kendra. Hindi niya alam kung masaya ba talaga siya sa ginagawa niya. He wasn't happy with his life for a long time.
He's not a superficial a*shole who only sleep with women. But he turned out like that. Heartbreak changed him completely into a different person. He's not the Adrienne people used to know. He felt numb.
He would let her friends f*ck Ellen. But she refused to f*ck his friends. Ang gusto nito ay siya lang ang makakagalaw sa katawan nito.
Ngunit lingid sa kaalaman ni Ellen na bukod dito ay meron pa siyang ibang babae. Because he's not serious with her. He's never serious with her. She's just a bed warmer in his cold bed.
Ellen won't let his friends touch her. Never. Charles and Cole wanted to get inside her. But she refused to sleep with his friends. Kahit pa magagandang lalaki rin ang kaniyang mga kaibigan tulad niya. And they were all giant. Lahat sila ay 6 footer.
He pulled Ellen into his lap. And pressed a hard kiss to her mouth. Nalalasahan niya pa ang makapal nitong red lipstick.
Ellen was wearing a plunging neckline beige dress which hugged her curves. Every cell in his body needed to f*ck her right now. Right on his friend's couch. He's almost painfully hard now. And he needed to get inside her that bad.
Gusto niyang pansamantalang makalimutan ang mga bagay na nagpapaalala sa kaniyang nakaraan. At ang babaeng naka-one night stand niya sa Maynila. Dahil ginugulo nito ang kaniyang isipan gabi-gabi. His emotions is in a chaos.
Hanggang sa bumaba ang kaniyang mga labi sa leeg nito. Patungo sa malalaking dibdib nito. She sucked in an unsteady breath.
"Hmmm..."
Hindi na siya nakapagpigil kaya pinunit niya na lamang ang manipis na dress na suot nito. Wala itong suot na bra. Hindi naman ito mahilig magsuot nu'n. Kaya naman tumambad agad sa kaniya ang malalaking dibdib nito.
Biglang nanuyo ang kaniyang lalamunan.
His mouth watered at the sight of the perfect view in front of him.
Napalunok siya ng sunod-sunod. Napansin niya ang pagngisi ni Ellen sa kaniya. Kabisadong-kabisado na siya nito.
She's trying to cover her naked body with her arms. She loves to tease him.
Agad naman niyang pinaghiwalay iyon.
"Stop teasing me, babe" he smirked. "Come on, don't be shy," kantiyaw niya sa dalaga.
She giggled.
She wasn't a virgin anymore. She's very experienced with this. That's why he's satisfied with her performance in bed every time they f*cked.
Nagmamadali siyang hubarin ang kaniyang suot na damit. Matapos niyang hubarin ang kahuli-hulihan niyang saplot sa katawan ay muli niyang pinaupo sa kaniyang mga hita ang babae.
He pulled her closer to him. Then he lowers his mouth to her left breast and tracing her pink, perky n****e with his tongue.
He moved his hand over her right breast, pinching the n****e, and going lower. Then he moved his hand again, caressing and massaging her breast.
His hands roamed over her flesh, squeezing and stroking. Her body was soft and curvy. He loves to squeeze and lick her breast. It's his favorite thing.
"Hmmm...Ahhh...It feels so good...F*ck..." she moans.
Pagkatapos ay bumaba naman ang kaniyang mga labi sa kaselanan nito. Isinandal niya ito sa upuan habang siya naman ay lumuhod sa harapan nito.
He roughly ran his hand down her body. He cupped her sensitive body part in a possessive manner.
She's already wet. He smirked.
"You're so wet, huh," he grinned evilly.
"Oh My God...Yeah..." she chuckled.
He licked her sensitive body part before he began to thrust harder and deeper inside her.
"Hmm...F*ck...Harder, babe...Please," she moans. "God. I miss this."
"Ahhh...Ahhh...Hmm...Adrienne..." she's whining in pleasure while he's f*cking her on the long couch.
Lumilikha na ng ingay ang couch dahil sa ginagawa nila. Marahil ay nabubulabog niya na ang kaniyang kaibigan na nasa loob lang ng silid nito. Kasama ang mga bago nitong chicks.
"Oh, f*ck...Yeah..." he moans. His voice hoarse. "Dammit."
He growled like a wolf.
"F*ck...It feels so good," he growled.
Bigla na lamang may nagsalita sa kaniyang likuran. Hindi niya napansin ang kaniyang kaibigan dahil masyado siyang focus sa ginagawa.
"Come on, dude. Give your best shot. Ellen wasn't satisfied. You're so lame," kantiyaw sa kaniya ni Charles nang mapadaan ito sa sala.
He chuckled.
Parang walang narinig si Ellen. Dahil hindi nito pinansin ang kaniyang kaibigan. Her eyes were glued at him.
Hindi naman niya nakalimutang magsuot ng proteksyon ngayon. He's always ready. Maliban na lang nu'ng nakipag-one night stand siya sa isang magandang babae sa Maynila. Ngunit nag-ingat pa rin siya.
Matapos ng pagniniig nila ay nagpahinga na muna siya sa kaniyang silid. Kakaalis lang din ni Ellen sa apartment ng kaniyang kaibigan.
He won't let her stay in his friend's apartment. Ayaw niyang malaman nito na may itinatago siya sa babae. Ang alam kasi nito ay ito lang ang babae sa kaniyang buhay. But he doesn't do relationships anymore. Ngunit nagkaroon ito ng feelings sa kaniya.
He clearly stated at the beginning that they can't be serious. But she felt that they could be more than a fling.
Siguro ay na-minterpret nito ang pagiging maalaga niya. He does care about her. But she doesn't own his heart.
He lied to her when he said that he's never involved with his friends nasty session with hot chicks
Makalipas ang ilang oras ay kinatok siya ng kaniyang kaibigang si Charles sa kaniyang silid.
"Do you want to join us, dude? The ladies wants to have a drink with you."
Niyayaya siya nitong mag-inom sa may sala kasama ang mga babae nito.
Ngunit tumanggi siya. Ayaw niyang makipag fivesome ngayon. Napagod siya sa ginawa nila ni Ellen kanina. At wala siya ngayon sa mood. May jet lag pa rin siya.
"Nah, dude. I'm tired."
Kinakantiyawan siya nito na hindi na raw siya ang dating Adrienne na kilala niya. Na game na game sa ganoon sa tuwing aalis ng apartment si Ellen. Ayon pa sa kaibigan ay wala sa bokabularyo niya ang salitang pagod.
Nagpunta lang daw siya ng Pilipinas ay nagbago na siya. Hindi siya nagpaapekto sa sinabi ng kaibigan. Gusto niya lang mapag-isa ngayon.
"Damn. Give me a break, dude," inis niyang tugon sa kaibigan.
Humagalpak lang ng tawa ang kaibigan.
At ang pinaka nakaapekto sa kaniyang mood ngayon ay ang bagong i********: post ni Kendra. Kaya naman bad mood siya ngayon. Sinira nito ang kaniyang araw. Just an hour ago ay nag-post ito sa i********: account nito na may caption na, "Living my best life. I love you, bubba. Happy birthday."
Kendra was only wearing a two piece bikini while holding a glass of champagne. Her skinny boyfriend looks so awful in the picture. Hindi niya nga alam kung bakit siya pinagpalit ni Kendra sa buto't balat na lalaking iyon.
Napaismid siya nang makita ang naturang post.
Living your best life, huh.
Are you happy now with your OH, SO FAMOUS boyfriend?
The "so-called" hot shot singer you used to bragged about.
Was he great in bed?
Napasalampak siya sa kama. Ipinikit niya na lamang ang kaniyang mga mata para makapagpahinga. Kung anu-ano na naman kasi ang pumapasok sa kaniyang isipan.
Why did you do this to me, Kendra? You know how much I love you. But you broke my heart. So bad...It f*cking hurts like hell!
Hindi na niya napigilan ang pag-agos ng luha sa kaniyang mga mata.