I stare myself in the mirror. I fix my bangs before getting my shoulder bag. Javon is here in California. I've become busy these days that I forgot that he wanted to visit this week. Tito contacted Dad for awhile now, hindi sya makapunta dahil sa trabaho at layo, Mom's older brother is turning 70's so it's hard for him to travel now. Kaya si Javon ang pinapunta, they are planning events and gathering these coming months. I don't have a choice but to do so, wala rin naman saysay kung tatanggi pa ko.
I open the bathroom door and saw Dad, there's a nurse on his side. I smile on the nurse, and she return it back, I go to Dad and kiss his forehead, and hold his hand on his side where the dextrose located.
"I'm going back with Javon later" I whispered to his left ear, but all I have was sile
