I breath out seeing the fog of cold, I pull my jacket closer and feel my throat dry a bit, and I'm kind of wet because a sudden rain come outside, I'm walking on the open hallway of the hospital in California. Far from what I expected but the latter have its way to creep my first wet winter here. Dagdagan pa na pagod ako and I don't have much sleep these days because Dad has started his treatment and I'm still running my flower farm. 5 months after we flow out of the country, mahabang gamutan ang ginagawa for him to be fully heal. Chemo after Chemo for 4 months, I don't know the other procedures, but it makes me drain out when I saw how my father so tired and hurt after. Feeling ako, parihas kaming pagod pagkatapos, because I catch his emotions every time.
I remember the first time I sa
