My Trans Pagibig

Chapter 29: Airplane Playlist ng Magpinsan

CHAPTER 29: AIRPLANE PLAYLIST NG MAGPINSAN

SALLIE (POV)

Pwede niyo na raw pong i- skip ang chapter na ito sabi ni Neri The Writer. Break muna po raw. Big reveal kasi ang next chapter eh. Malalaman na kasi ang tunay na kaganapan sa pagitan namin ni Miranda. Bakit nga ba siya galit sa akin? Totoo ba 'yung sinabi niya sa nakaraang chapter na pinatay ko ang queen mother niya? Naku ayoko nalang talagang magsalita. So ayun na nga sa chapter na ito, nandito ang hugot songs namin ni Miranda na pinakinggan namin habang magkatabi kami sa eroplano. Naku clue ang mga kantang ito sa big reveal. Kaya kayo ang bahala kung gusto niyang magka- clue. Ganern!

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Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

Well that's alright, because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

Well that's alright, because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is

I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now there's a steel knife, in my windpipe

I can't breathe, but I still fight, while I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right, it's like I'm in flight

High off of love drunk from my hate

It's like I'm huffing paint and I love her the more I suffer

I suffocate and right before I'm about to drown

She resuscitates me, she f*****g hates me

And I love it, wait

Where you going? I'm leaving you

No you ain't, come back

We're running right back, here we go again

It's so insane 'cause when it's going good, it's going great

I'm Superman, with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane

But when it's bad, it's awful

I feel so ashamed, I snapped, who's that dude?

I don't even know his name, I laid hands on her

I'll never stoop so low again, I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

Well that's alright, because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

Well that's alright, because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much

You can barely breathe, when you're with them, you meet

And neither one of you, even know what hit 'em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills, used to get 'em

Now you're getting f*****g sick, of looking at 'em

You swore you've never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em

Now you're in each other's face,

Spewing venom in your words, when you spit 'em

You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em

Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments, when you're in 'em

It's the rage that took over it controls you both

So they say it's best, to go your separate ways

Guess that they don't know ya 'cause today, that was yesterday

Yesterday is over, it's a different day

Sound like broken records, playin' over, but you promised her

Next time you'll show restraint

You don't get another chance

Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave

Out the window, guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's alright, because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things, did things

That we didn't mean and we fall back into the same patterns

Same routine, but your temper's just as bad, as mine is

You're the same as me, when it comes to love, you're just as blinded

Baby please come back, it wasn't you

Baby it was me, maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems

Maybe that's what happens When a tornado meets a volcano

All I know is I love you too much, to walk away now

Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk

Don't you hear sincerity, in my voice when I talk?

Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball

Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the dry wall

Next time, there will be no next time

I apologize even though I know it's lies

I'm tired of the games, I just want her back, I know I'm a liar

If she ever tries to f*****g leave again

I'm a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's alright, because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

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Ang natutuwang baliw, yaman ay pinagyabang

Dahil ari n'ya raw ang araw pati ang buwan

May isang sa yaman ay salapi ang hinihiga'n

Ngunit ang gintong baul, panay kasalanan ang laman

Sinasambit ng baliw, awit na walang laman

Ulo mo'y maiiling, tatawagin mong hangal

May isang hindi baliw, iba ang awit na alam

Buong araw kung magdasal, sinungaling rin naman

Sino'ng dakila? Sino ang tunay na baliw?

Sino'ng mapalad? Sino'ng tumatawag ng habag?

Yaon bang sinilang na ang pag-iisip ay 'di lubos

Oh, husto ang isip, ngunit sa pag-ibig ay kapos

Ang kanyang tanging suot ay sira-sirang damit

Na nakikiramay sa isip n'yang punit-punit

May binatang ang gayak, panay diyamante at hiyas

Ngunit oras maghubad, kulay ahas ang balat

Sino'ng dakila? Sino ang tunay na baliw?

Sino'ng mapalad? Sino'ng tumatawag ng habag?

Yaon bang sinilang na ang pag-iisip ay 'di lubos

Oh, husto ang isip ngunit sa pag-ibig ay kapos

Sino'ng dakila? Sino ang baliw?

Dakila kang baliw

Sa kanyang kilos at galaw, tayo ay naaaliw

Sa ating mga mata, isa lamang s'yang baliw

Ngunit kung tayo ay hahatulang sabay

Sa mata ng Maykapal, s'ya'y higit na banal

Sinong dakila? Sino ang tunay na baliw?

Sino'ng mapalad? Sino'ng tumatawag ng habag?

Yaon bang sinilang na ang pag-iisip ay 'di lubos

Oh, husto ang isip

Kaya't sino, sino?

Sino?

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If you're not the one for me

Then how come I can bring you to your knees?

If you're not the one for me

Why do I hate the idea of being free?

And if I'm not the one for you

You've gotta stop holding me the way you do

Oh honey if I'm not the one for you

Why have we been through what we have been through?

It's so cold out here in your wilderness

I want you to be my keeper

But not if you are so reckless

If you're gonna let me down

Let me down gently don't pretend

That you don't want me

Our love ain't water under the bridge

If you're gonna let me down

Let me down gently don't pretend

That you don't want me

Our love ain't water under the bridge

Woaah, woaaah

Say that our love ain't water under the bridge

What are you waiting for?

You never seem to make it through the door

And who are you hiding from?

It ain't no life to live like you're on the run

Have I ever asked for much?

The only thing that I want is your love

If you're gonna let me down

Let me down gently don't pretend

That you don't want me

Our love ain't water under the bridge

If you're gonna let me down

Let me down gently don't pretend

That you don't want me

Our love ain't water under the bridge

Woaah, woaaah

Say that our love ain't water under the bridge

It's so cold out here in your wilderness

I want you to be my keeper

But not if you are so reckless

If you're gonna let me down

Let me down gently don't pretend

That you don't want me

Our love ain't water under the bridge

If you're gonna let me down

Let me down gently don't pretend

That you don't want me

Our love ain't water under the bridge

Say it ain't so, say it ain't so

Say it ain't so, say it ain't so

Say that our love ain't water under the bridge

Say it ain't so, say it ain't so

Say it ain't so, say it ain't so

Say it ain't so, say it ain't so

Say that our love ain't water under the bridge

Say it ain't so, say it ain't so

Say that our love ain't water under the bridge

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Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

'Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be

A murderer

I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek

As he reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be

A murderer

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore

Uh

Anymore

And I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

And every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be

A murderer

A murderer

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

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Heh, heh-heh...

Ang dami-dami kong kaibigang ganito

Ang dami, dami, dami, dami, dami, dami, dami

Ang dami-dami kong kaibigang peke (peke, peke)

'Kala mo tunay, 'yon pala ay hindi

Ang dami-dami kong kaibigang peke (right)

'Kala mo tunay, 'yon pala ay hindi (man, I'm gonna)

Ekis ka na sa 'kin, ekis ka na sa 'kin (ekis na)

Ekis ka na sa 'kin, ekis ka na sa 'kin (boy)

Ekis ka na sa 'kin, ekis ka na sa 'kin (brrruh)

Ekis ka na sa 'kin, ekis ka na sa 'kin

Mga 'tol, wala 'yan sa laki ng grupo n'yo

Kahit ilan lang basta bawat isa totoo

May kaibigang mabait lang kapag mayro'ng kailangan

'Pag wala, hindi n'ya kilala ang 'yong pangalan

And'yan sila 'pag mayro'n silang napapala

'Pag wala, parang sila, biglang nawawala

'Pag nanghiram ng gamit, halos ayaw nang magbalik

'Pag kinuha mo na, naku po, s'ya pa ang galit

May kaibigan na mabuti lang 'pag iyong kaharap

Pero ubod ng sama sa 'yo 'pag 'di mo kaharap

Dahil sa kagustuhan na makaangat sila

Maninira, mangungutya, mananapak ng iba

'Pag may nagawa kang mali, itsi-tsismis nila

'Pag may tama kang nagawa, ililihim nila

Sino'ng 'di mababadtrip sa pekeng kaibigan?

Sobrang peke, parang mga dedeng hinanginan

Ang dami-dami kong kaibigang peke (peke, peke)

'Kala mo tunay, 'yon pala ay hindi

Ang dami-dami kong kaibigang peke (right)

'Kala mo tunay, 'yon pala ay hindi (man, I'm gonna)

Ekis ka na sa 'kin, ekis ka na sa 'kin (ekis na)

Ekis ka na sa 'kin, ekis ka na sa 'kin (boy)

Ekis ka na sa 'kin, ekis ka na sa 'kin (brrruh)

Ekis ka na sa 'kin, ekis ka na sa 'kin

May kaibigan na pasimpleng didiskarte sa 'yong nobya

'Pag wala ka sa tabi, s'ya ay pasimpleng mambobola

Mga tablado masyado, nanggagago ng tao

'Di na tayo mga bata, boy, magbago na tayo

May kaibigan ka na sobrang kasundo mo noon

'Pag may hassle, dalawa lagi kayong tumutugon

Biglang 'di ka na n'ya kilala no'ng s'ya ay nagkasiyota

No'ng naghiwalay, tropa ulit kayo? 'Nak ka ng...

Matanong ko lang sa 'yo, hoy, ano, tunay ka ba?

Plastic ka pala, eh, ba't hanggang ngayon, buhay ka pa?

'Pag dina-down ka na nila, umaangat ka na

Mahihila ka lang pababa 'pag tumataas ka na

Pero sige lang nang sige kasi 'pag nando'n ka na

Magugulat ka, lahat 'yan ay nangangamusta na

Nakakasama ng loob, pero 'di bale na, p're

Alam kong 'di aasenso mga diskarte n'ya kasi

Peke, peke, peke, peke, peke, peke, peke, peke

Peke, peke, peke, peke, peke, peke, peke (whoa)

Peke, peke, peke, peke, peke, peke, peke, peke

Peke, peke, peke, peke, peke, peke, peke (whoa)

Ang dami, dami, dami, dami, dami na nila (ang dami na)

Ang dami, dami, dami, dami, dami na nila (ang dami na)

Ang dami, dami, dami, dami, dami na nila (ang dami na)

Ang dami, dami, dami, dami, dami na nila (ang dami na)

Ang dami-dami kong kaibigang peke (uh-huh, uh-huh)

Ilong at ang pisngi pati ang dede (uh-huh, uh-huh)

Ang dami-dami kong kaibigang peke (uh-huh, uh-huh)

Ilong at ang pisngi, pati ang dede