Embracing His Wrath

Chapter 6

Klein's Poin of View

I was left literally dumbfounded after what happened. He pushed me and talked back. Ganun ba talaga ang nangyari ngayon lang?

Hindi makapaniwala akong napasinghap at napatawa. I clenched my fist as I felt the cold floor. Damn that woman.

I stood up and was about to go up and follow her. But then I stopped myself. I shut my eyes so tight because of iritation.

Fuck! f**k her!

Sa inis ay malakas kong sinipa ang sofa dahilan para tumagilid ito. I want to squeeze the hell out of her. Ano? Lumakas na loob niya? Ang lakas niyang sumagot ah, tinulak pa nga ako.

Imbes na sayangin ang oras ko sa pesteng bahay na 'to ay naisipan ko na lang na umalis. If I won't be able to take myself away from that girl, I could probably commit crime by killing her.

Damn she's always getting in my nerves, tsk, maybe she's already stuck in it. She always pisses the hell out of me. Putangina, mukha niya pa lang sarap ng bigwasan.

Ang tanga niya pa para tumakbo sa pangalawang palapag. Her room is right in this f*****g first floor. Tangina, ano bang iniisip niya?

I took my keys and walked out of the house. Mabilis kong pinatakbo ang sasakyan ko. Kulang na lang ay mag-apoy ang daan sa bilis ng pagpapatakbo ko.

Every car that I pass by or overtaken horns. Wala akong pake. Mabangga na kung mabangga, mas mabuti na iyon kaysa matali sa babaeng 'yon habang buhay.

I didn't expect her to talk back like that, it's the first time she complained about how I treat and say bad things to her.

She deserves every beating that I give her, even those words that I say. She's nothing but a desperate b***h to me.

And she proved it earlier by letting a total stranger drive her home. She's such an easy target, or should I say, a desperate opportunist w***e.

Just who in their right mind will let a stranger bring them home? What if may ginawang di maganda ang lalaking iyon sa kanya? Kargo de problema ko pa? Oh baka naman intensiyon niya talaga iyon para makakuha ng affection? For sure, they did something on their way.

At sa lahat pa talaga ng laaking pwede niyang idaan sa kalandian niya, ang lalaking iyon pa. Ang putanginang lalaking 'yon pa talaga.

Biglaan kong kinabig ang manubela patabi ng daanan dahilan para magreklamo na naman ang mga kotseng nakasunod sa akin. I then punched the steering wheel so hard that my hand started to feel numb.

"f**k! f**k! f**k! "sunod-sunod kong mura dahil sa inis. Inis kong sinandal ang katawan sa upuan. I really hate this feeling! Everytime I see her. Everytime I feel her. It's making me want to hurt her to death.

I just finished compiling the unfinished files that I'm going to bring tomorrow. Tangina, I took the day off but still, I need to do work.

Isinandal ko ang katawan sa swivel chair ng study room, I did nothing but sit and compile files for hours but damn, it feels like I did triathlon. Even my butt hurt like hell, kulang na lang ay mabutas na ng tuluyan ang inuupuan ko dahil sa init ng pang-upo ko.

I still can remember how this happened. How my life started to f**k up and how my parents decided and took over my life with her.

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"No!" I wasn't able to hold myself back. "You can't do that, you can't just do this!" 

"Son, calm down." Mom held my arm. 

"No, ma, please..." 

I'm in my parents mansion, they called me to discuss something with them. After a year of letting me party up all night, they called me out of the blue. 

I did not hesitate to go since I know it's important. I just graduated from college last year and is waiting for my father's go signal for me to waork at our company. At habang hindi pa iyon nangyayari, I enjoyed my free life. No more studies and classes. I escaped from that brutal years of mine as a student. 

"After all those years that you let me enjoy my life," masama kong tinignan si Dad. "Now you want me to go and marry a girl that I don't even know? Ano? Hinayaan niyo ako para magamit niyo 'ko kalaunan?!" 

Dad clenched his jaw and looked at me, even worse. He's mad, he's big time mad. 

"Klein Sage Montero, you will marry who I want and do what I want!" mautoridad niyang sabi. Naririnig niya ba ang sinasabi niya? 

"Brandon, let's talk about this in a nice way." Mom tried to calm both of us. 

"Nice way? Look at that arrogant and self centered bastard!" dinuro ako nito. "Do you think he will open up and listen? Huh, Calli?!" 

Ha! Ako pa? Ako pa talaga yung problema dito? They were the one who wants set me up in a f*****g marriage! Tapos ako pa talaga? This man is unbelievable! Akala niya nasa kamay niya ang lahat. Hell no! 

"If you don't want to be an outcast of this goddamed family," tumayo ito. "Follow my orders." Dad walked out and left me and Mom behind. 

Napasandal ako sa sofa at tumingala sa kisame. What the f**k. Just why the f**k are they doing this to me?! 

Marrying someone that I don't know? For sure it's for business purposes and it's a no! No way. Ayaw kong makasal sa taong hindi ko kilala at mahal. One more, I'm not yet ready to get laid. 

I don't wanna marry a girl that isn't her... 

"Son," tawag sa akin ni Mama. Hindi ko siya inimik, ngunit nang marinig ko ang paghikbi niya ay madali ko siyang tinapunan ng tingin. 

"Ma," I held he shoulders. "Mom, don't cry, hey." I moved closer to her wiped her tears dry. 

"I'm so sorry anak, hindi naman namin intensyon na kontrolin ang buhay mo," patuloy sa pag-iyak si mama at patuloy ding pinipiga ang puso ko dahil sa nakikita. 

I embraced my mother and caressed her back. Mom's always been my kryptonite, I can't stand watching her cry, specially when it's my fault. 

"I'm sorry Ma," I rested my head on her shoulders. She then pulled me away and cupped my face. 

"Anak, intindihin mo na lang muna kami ngayon ah? Sundin mo muna ang ama mo. " 

Papalag na sana ako nang pigilan ako ni Mama mula sa pagsasalita. 

"We have reasons Klein, sa ngayon hindi muna namin pwedeng sabihin sayo." patuloy niya. 

I let out a deep sigh. I can't do anything but to f*****g follow, huh? Gaano ba kaimportante ang rason nila at kailangan talagang sundin? 

"I don't know Ma, I hate it."  

—

We're in a restaurant right now to formally meet the dela Fuentes and their daughter that is soon to be my wife. f**k that. 

Ilang minuto na kaming nag-hihintay sa pesteng restaurant na 'to, hindi pa rin sila dumadating. Ayoko talaga sa mga taong pa-importante. I'm not good at waiting.

Nakakapagtaka nga si dad dahil nagagawa niyang maghintay ng kalmado. His temper is not goo too when it comes to waiting. Sa kanya ako nag mana ng kaatatan. Siguro ay importanteng mga tao itong kikitain namin. Mga taong kilala at siguro rin ay mas mataas pa kesa sa amin. 

"f**k this." mahina kong bulong na hindi nakatakas sa tenga ni mama. Masama niya akong tinignan. I immediately mouthed sorry and even smiled at her awkwardly. 

Maya-maya lang ay natanaw ko ang mag-asawang papalapit sa amin. Malayo pa lang ay tanaw na tanaw ko na ang blangko nilang mga mukha. I looked around them to see who's I'm going to marry. 

Tumayo si mom at dad at nakipagkamay sa kanila nang tuluyang makalapit ang mga ito. 

"Good evening Mr. And Mrs. dela Fuente," my parents greeted. 

"Please have a seat," my mom said. 

Nagkasalubong ang mga tingin namin ng mga dela Fuente. I stood up and fixed my coat. 

"It's nice to meet you, Klein Sage Montero." inilahad ko ang kamay sa harap nila at tinanggap naman nila iyong dalawa. 

Umupo sila sa kabilang bahagi ng mesa kung saan kaharap nila ang mga magulang ko. Habang nakaupo naman ako sa dulo. 

"I'm sorry, our daughter is coming in a second now. She just needed to use the bathroom." the fine and sophisticated woman said. 

"It's fine," my mom smiled then called the waitress'. 

Patago akong napairap nang dahil sa katagalan. I'm also starting to geth hungry. Bakit ba ang tagal nila? I just want this to end and go home. 

The waiters placed the ordered foods. The four of them chatted while I stayed quiet while tapping the hell out of my phone. My friends doesn't stop sending messages, they're asking me for updates about my current situation. 

Gwapong Nilalang

"O ano? Nakilala mo na? Maganda ba? Sexy?" 

Clean and Claude

"Are you dead, yet?" 

God of liquors and shit

"My bar is open 24 hours for you Klein, pwede mo ilugmok sarili mo dito. " 

Gwapong Nilalang 

"Pass her to me, akin na lang pag di mo gusto. XD" 

Damn they're more excited about it while I'm already cursing whoever the girl is inside my mind. Kahit naman na umayaw ako dito ay wala pa rin akong magagawa, dad threatened me that he'll cut ties with me if I don't follow. Tangina lang? Saan ako pupulutin? Dad can and will absorb all that I have in just a snap of his fingers.

All I hope right now is that she's not older than I am. I don't want that. 

"Oh, heto na pala siya." 

I alerted myself after hearing what the woman said. I simply followed where they're looking at. Just a simple glance and I immediately turned away. 

My heart started to pound. It's as if hundreds of horses were running around. I don't know where this feeling is coming from. Just a glance and I started to feel like this. I could feel my hands and feel getting cold. What the f**k is happening to me? 

"Pa-pasensya na po," a feminine voice said. I gripped my phone tight. I started to feel goosebumps, for unknown reason. 

Get yourself together Klein. I said to myself. 

I tried my best to pull myself together. Relax, Klein. Hindi ito ang unang pagkakataon na haharap ka sa isang babae. 

I tried my best not to look at her when she sat in front of me. Right in f*****g front of me. 

"Okay, before we start talking about the marriage, let's eat?" aya ni mama. 

We started to chew on the served food. While eating, I can't stop my self from taking a glance at her. Whenever I see her face, there's this unusual feeling that scares the hell out of me. She looks like someone I know, I just don't remember. Everything about her is so familiar that it's causing me goosebumps. 

I shut my eyes tight and tried to play it cool. Buti na lang at kahit papaano ay magaling ako pagdating sa bagay na 'to. I can't let her or anyone here see that I'm losing my self. 

The woman in front of me right now is somewhat getting into my nerves. Just to think that she agreed to this, already pisses me off. Is she a kind of opportunist? 

In all fairness I'm not disappointed, she looks quite good. From the simple and fit dress she's wearing, I can tell that she has this curve. Her face also looks so simple that it's so effective and can really wake a man's interest. But I'm sure that it's just one of her make believe prompts. 

"Okay, so, let's introduce the two of you to each other." Mr. dela Fuente stated. 

"I'm Klein," inunahan ko na. "Klein Sage Montero." 

Nakita ko kung paano napalunok ang babaeng nasa harapan ko. She looks nervous and...scared? 

"My name is Luna S-shye dela Fuente—" 

"Montero." I cut her that made them look at me. "Luna Shye dela Fuente–Montero, suits you. " patuloy ko pa. 

Less than a second after I said those words, she turned into a ripe tomato. Goddamn, did that make her flush in red? Look at this easy girl, right here. 

"You look beautiful Luna." I complimented. "I'm looking forward to getting along with you." 

I saw how mom and dad smiled because of what I said. This is what they want huh? Then fine, I'll give it to them. I looked at Luna again, damn even her name is familiar. She's blushing red while looking down. 

I'm never gonna give what this woman wants and expecting. I'm gonna give what she deserves, that she'll eventually, regret. 

I clenched after reminiscing how my life started to run like this. Ha, after that dinner, whenever saw each other nor talk. I didn't attend nor help her preparing the wedding. Yeah, I heard she was so hands on. All I did was to get high and enjoyed the last days of my single life.

And then boom, we met again, and it was on our wedding day. That's how our so called love story in hell started.

I started the car once again and then hit the road. I need to ease out. And there's only one only place where I can find peace and good vibes at the moment.

Full of drunk, dancing, high, and scandalous people. Yan ang sumalubong sa akin sa labas pa lang ng The Oxford. Dang, this bar never loses costumers. Kahit sa labas ay mayroon pa ring nagpa-party at inuman.

I easily walked in since the bouncers and guards already knows who I am. Who wouldn't know who I am? I'm here almost every night. This bar never fails to ease what's on my mind.

"Klein, baby! "

I rolled my eyes after hearing a woman's voice calling me. I'm not in the mood to hang out with anyone right now. All I want is to drink and to talk with my guys.

"f**k," I cursed after she jumped on me with a hug. "Go away. "pagtataboy ko.

"Aww," she pouted. "Why ka naman ganyan?"

I walked pass her not minding how she reacted. That's how it is right here. Pagpapasok mo pa lang, may gusto nang kumama sayo. Whether it's also a customer or the bar's hoes. And it's not like I just use s*x to relieve my stress, I only do that when the horn is out of control. Isa pa, sila ang lumalapit.

"Grabe ka naman, "without looking, I already know from who's voice it is. "You really are an asshole aren't you?"

Sinabayan ako nito sa paglalakad papunta sa area naming apat.

"f**k you, Gaze. "iritado kong sabi sa kanya.

"Chill, God, you're so mainit," iiling-iling niyang sabi at nilagok ang laman ng hawak na baso. "By the way naghihintay na yung dalawang totoo assholes dun. "patuloy ng ka-conyo-han niya. This b***h really is an insult, nakakahiya ang pananagalog niya, so slang.

Both of us headed to the north-west part of the bar where our section is located. Of course we have a private section, kasama sa blue print ng building na 'to ang parte ng bar na' to na para sa aming magkakaibigan lang. That's one of the advantages of having a friend that owns a high class bar, even the drinks is almost free fo us.

"Heyo, Klein!" ani Bryant na halatang nakainom na.

Hindi ko sila pinansin at diretsong umupo sa couch, sa tabi ni Claude. While Gaze joined Bryant on the other side.

"Problema mo?" Claude asked without looking.

"Hulaan ko..." parang bata na nag-isip si Bryant. God! Whenever this man gets drunk, he'll start to act like a boy. Problema na naman 'to mamaya. "Asawa mo, no?"

Sinamaan ko lang ito ng tingin. Yes, you hit the target. Ang asawa ko ang problema ko.

"Tumahimik ka nga. "nakatanggap siya ng batok mula kay Gaze.

"Ano ba?! Masakit, putangina! "reklamo ni Bryant at napahawak sa likod ng kanyang ulo.

"Putangina mo rin Sean. "ganti naman ni Gaze.

Claude chuckled when Bryant showed Gaze his middle finger. After that, the special child ran because for sure, Gaze is going to beat the hell out of him. With that, they left me and Claude alone.

"So what's up with your wife? "hinarap ako ni Claude na kakatapos lang tumawa.

"I saw her. "sabi ko at nilagok ang isang basong tequila na nasa harap ko.

"Naturally because you have eyes. "he told in sarcasm.

"f**k you, I'm serious. "mura ko at masama siyang tinignan. "I saw her with another man. "

Parang wala lang sa kanya ang sinasabi ko. I know they're already tired of me, whining about my wife and our marriage. But this one's not like the same thing I talk to them about.

"Ooh, looks like your wife's awoken from a deep sleep of loving a heartless man like you," he smirked.

"I saw her not just with other man, Claude." itinabi ko ang baso. "I saw him with Justin Ford Villanueva. "lintaya ko nagpatigil sa kanya sa akmang paglagok ng alak.

"What? What the f**k!? "he exclaimed and put the shot glass away. He then faced me with this surprised reaction of his.

"Nakita ko silang magkasama ni Luna sa mall. Hinatid niya pa sa bahay. "I clenched my fist because of the thought.

Yeah, i saw the two of them. I was in the middle of fixing some documents for work in the study room when I realized what time it is. Eight f*****g o'clock, and still, my wife is not yet home. I decided to follow her on the mall she texted me. It's not because I care or scared that something might have happened to her. It's just that I don't want to be the one to blame if ever something happens to her.

And there, there I saw my wife trying to reach tissue rolls from a high shelf and Justin approaching her and even helped her. I followed them all the way to the cash register. At talaga hindi nilayuan ng hinayupak si Luna hanggang sa labas.

I was about to come go and pick her up when the asshole showed again and gave her a ride. Kaya mabilis akong umuwi para dun na lang siya hintayin at komprontahin.

"Justin is back? "biglang biglang sumulpot sina Gaze at Bryant. Tumabi ang lasing na si Bryant kay Claude at yumakap sa bewang nito.

Yes, Justin Ford Villanueva is back. The one and only man that I yearned never existed and came back. The man that's also behind my misery. Isa siya sa mga rason kung bakit nagkanda-letse-letse ang lahat. Sobrang laki ng ginawa niya sakin, hindi lang sa akin kundi rin kina Claude.

He's not supposed to be here, he's not supposed to come back.

"Looks like he aimed at his next target Klein, "nakangising sambit ni Bryant sakin na nagpalingon sa akin sa direksyon niya. What he said did not immediately sink in inside my head. Nakaramdam ako ng inis dahil sa klase ng pagkakangisi niya sa akin.

"What do you mean? "kunot noo kong tanong at tinanggal ang likod mula sa pagkakasandal.

"You know heh... "he hiccupped. "He's going to aim for your wife, just like what happened to—" natigil ito nang masama ko siyang tignan.

"Just shut up Bryant," Claude rolled his eyes when Bryant hugged his waist tightly. "Tangina, lakas mong maka-bakla."

"Heh..." tawa nito sa kanya.

"Stop drinking, that's enough. Sabog ka na," inilayo ni Claude ang basong akmang aabutin ni Bryant.

I bit my inner lip because of what Bryant said. Aiming for my wife, huh? Just like what he did last time. 'Yan ba ang dahilan kung bakit siya bumalik, no, kung bakit siya umaligid kay Luna? He's really something, damn ang bilis niyang kumilos. I didn't even see him coming.

The last thing I know about him is that he left the country after his stupidity. What I know is that he started to rule their family's business.

"Subukan niya lang. "I said out of nowhere and chugged down the bottle of tequila.

"God, slow down Montero," Gaze interrupted, but I didn't listened. "That will kick the s**t out of you. Vi-video-han kita mamaya, tequila will surely make you twerk." tatawa-tawa nitong sabi.

Ano? Mang-aagaw na naman siya? Tangina di pa ba sapat ang nakuha niya sa akin noon? Lakas ng loob na umisa pa.

"Ano na naman kayang kagaguhan ang nasa isip niya? After all, bigla na lang siyang sumulpot." bumakas ang inis sa tono ni Claude. "Naisipan niya pa talagang bumalik. "

"We don't know what's up in that moron's mind." prenteng umupo si Gaze sa one seater na couch. "We don't know, he's just here purely for business purposes. I heard he has a project here."

"Di rin naman pwedeng coincidence lang ang nangyari kanina, "mahina akong sinuntok ni Claude. "Maybe Bryant is right, he's aiming for your wife."

Napangisi ako dahil sa sinabi ni Claude, it's purely impossible. "Luna's head over heels for me. Hindi niya papatulan ang lalaking yun." I confidently said.

"We're not sure about that Klein. You don't even know your wife, all you know is that she loves you. "Claude emphasized. "Baka ang malala ang asawa mo pa ang kusang sumama. "dagdag pa nito.

"I don't care. "I firmly said ang continued to chug the tequila.

"You don't care but you're acting like that? You look like a jealous husband. "tinapunan ako ni Gaze ng yelo, sapul sa mukha. Peste nabasa ako.

"s**t," reklamo ko dahil sa lamig na tumama sa pisngi ko. "I'm not a jealous husband's, f**k that. "natatawa kong tugon sa sinabi niya. I'm not a jealous type of guy, even if I am, I'll only feel that towards the one I want.

"Hindi daw, pero galit nung nakita si Luna at si Justin na magkasama. Lokohin mo si Luna, yun maniniwala. "sabi nito at humalakhak.

"Hindi nga. "tanggi ko. Dahil hindi naman talaga.

"Sige, sabi mo eh. "nakitawa na rin ang gagong si Claude.

I don't know if this guys is a really my friends. The know me better than anyone else, ayaw pang maniwala.

"Ang gusto lang naman naming sabihin Klein, tigilan mo na ang pananakit mo sa asawa mo. " sumeryoso at dumiretso ang tagalog ni Gaze.

"Kahit na love for humanity' man lang ibigay mo. Wag mong kalimutang babae pa rin siya. Dapat nirerespeto." pangaral niya.

"Mahal ka ng tao pero sinasaktan mo lang. Huwag mong antayin dumating ang araw na mapagod 'yan at iwan ka, baka pagsisihan mo. "Claude second the motion.

"Treat her better and try to love her hangga't nasayo pa. "gusto kong matawa sa mga sinasabi nila, specially ni Gaze. Pinipigilan ko lang ang sarili, this man's worse than I am. Pati pananagalog niyang natutuwid niya lang pag seryoso. Ang lakas niyang magpayo pero hindi naman ma-apply sa sarili, everyone knows that he's a fuckboy.

"Try to love her. Maybe she's worth it. "Claude said and fixed the sleeping position of Bryant.

However, their words surprisingly has something to tell. They're right that i don't know Luna and I can't just chill while Justin's around. She might really go with him if ever Justin does it, again, just like what Samantha did. Nagpadala rin kay Justin.

But Luna's somewhat different, it's already been almost three years since we married. At sa loob ng mga taong 'yon, walang araw na hindi ko siya sinasaktan o pinagbubuhatan. And yet she's still with me, until now.

Is it really possible that she'll get tired of me too? That she'll also leave me?

—

I got off my car, at last, I'm home.

"Oh, oh! Tangina mo bagsak. "ani Gaze.

Fuck, I tripped. f**k tequila, my head's spinning.

"Ginawa niyo kaming taga-hatid, tangina niyong dalawa Montero. May duty pa ako bukas. "Claude said and picked me up from the ground. "Kaya ayokong umiinom pag kasama kayo ni Bryant eh. "

"Heh." I responded and hiccupped.

Gaze and Claude managed to bring me and my car back home. Convoy sila gamit ang isa pang kotse na hindi ko alam kung kanino.

Akay ako ni Claude paakyat sa hagdan papasok ng bahay. I entered the password of the house and opened it. It's dim inside.

"I'm good," sabi ko at lumayo kay Claude, muntik pa uli akong matumba pero nagawa ko namang ibalik ang balanse. "Go, I'm good."

"You sure? Want me to call your wife?" Claude asked.

"No! Shh! Oh..." natuwid ko ang pagtayo nang na-realize ko ang isang bagay. "She should be waiting for me here, that b***h—"

"Just go inside, dami mo pang sinasabi." tinulak ako nito papasok. "Go to bed, clean yourself, sleep, when you wake up drink meda and eat up."

"Yesh doctor!" I saluted.

Inirapan ako nito bago umalis ng tuluyan. I closed the door and walked to the kitchen's direction. I want to drink water so bad or maybe vommit?

Pagewang-gewang akong naglakad papunta sa kusina. Before I could reach the kitchen, I passed by the living room. There's where I saw Luna, lying on the sofa, sleeping.

Slowly, trying not to make any sound, I walked towards her direction. When I did I sat on the floor in front of the sofa.

Why the f**k are you sleeping here? Tanong ko sa isip.

I looked at her intently, and then Gaze and Claude's words started to recall. Why do I feel troubled about it? Dang, am I being affected?

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang magmulat ito ng mata at gulat na tumingin sa akin. f**k.

"K-klein!" gulat nitong sambit. Yumuko ako dahil sa hilo. "Okay ka lang? Lasing ka na naman ba?"

She helped me sit on the sofa and made me lean my back. Nilagyan niya pa ng throw pillow ang unan ko.

I caught myself looking at this woman in front of me. Why...is she doing this? After all those years of hurting her, just why? Why does she look like her, a lot?

"Why? Huh?" I asked that made her stop on what she's doing.

Nag-iwas ako ng tingin. I can't stand seeing her face. It make me feel angry, sad, and f**k, I don't know. I don't understand.

"H-ha?"

"Why do you look like her?!" napataas ang boses ko. Kahit hindi ko nakikita ang mukha niya ay alam kong natahimik siya dahil sa sinabi ko.

"Why did you show up in my life and ruin it? Just why did you..." nangilid ang mga luha ko. Before it could escape my eyes, I immediately wiped it away. "Why did you leave?" I looked at her with such longing reaction.

"Klein, hindi ako si Sam—"

"It's so hard without you here. I've been trying to forget you but our memories still keeps on hunting me," my vojce cracked so as my tears started to go down.

I've been missing her you so much. Even if it's hard for me to remember, everything is still here. I can't forget the feeling whenever you're near me, you're still...here.

"Klein, umakyat na t-tayo."

I tilted my head after I saw her tears falling. Why is she crying? Is it because she also feels the same? If she does then, why did she leave me like that in the very first place?

"I miss you," I pulled her close to me and rested my head on her chest.

There I could feel it again. Yung pakiramdam na sobrang tagal ko nang gustong maramdaman. Yung pakiramdam na miss na miss ko.

I felt her hand on my back and other on my head, "Shh, I'm so-sorry."

I embraced her waist. I can feel her warmth that is calming me. The warmth that always comforts me.

"I love you so much."

I said those words from my heart and means it. I miss her and love her very much. All I want is her, to be back in my arms more than anything and anyone.

"I love you too, Klein."