Chapter Seventeen
1390 Words
*Trisha Pov*
"Aaaaahhhhh!
sigaw ko sabay hagis sa basong may lamang wine na iniinum ko.
"this is bullshit!
napahilamos nalang ako sa mukha ko at umupo sa kama ko. seeing kenneth with the other girl it's like I wanted to kill someone!
my people send me a lots of picture of kenneth with this girl named alex. they're having a good time and eating that street foods! and how can kenneth eat those kind of foods! that's gross!
Ugh!
naiinis ako! nagseselos ako!
Para nya akong sinaksak sa mga sinabi nya kanina. halos mag makaawa na ako sa harapan nya pero mas pinili nya yung cheap na babaeng yon!
*Flashback*
Andito ako sa restuarant na pag-aari mismo namin para antayin si kenneth. I ask tita Kaye (kenneth's mother) for help para pumunta dito si kenneth at makapag-usap kami. knowing him di nya matatanggihan ang mommy nya.
Talagang nag-ayos ako sa sarili bago ako umalis ng bahay. I even check myself again in the powder room when i arrived her sa resto. I wore a blue off shoulder dress na above the knee. hapit na hapit ito sa katawan ko kaya litaw na litaw ang curve ko. ilulugay ko sana yung mahaba kung buhok na may curl sa dulo but i decided na iponytail nalang ito.I put light make up with red lipstick. mas lalo akong tumangkad dahil sa high heels ko. sinadya ko talaga mag ayos ng ganito para mas lalo akong gumanda sa paningin ni kenneth.
"what is this all about trisha? - bungad nya sakin ng makarating dito sa table namin.
"ken! Oh God, you came!-agad akong tumayo at bomeso sa kanya. seryoso lang syang nakatingin sakin.
"let's sit down first! ahm waiter! - tawag ko sa waiter ng makaupo na kami.
"Stop this nonsense trisha! I have no plan to eat her with you! just spill it! 'cause I still have important to do! - deretsong sabi nya sakin.
"Please ken, just now please. kahit ngayun lang maging maayos naman yung pakikitungo mo sakin. please just now. - pakiusap ko sa kanya.
hindi ba sya nagagandahan sakin?
galit parin sya hanggang ngayun!
I know it was my fault!
hindi sya sumagot at nag order nalang ako.
"how about you sir? - tanong ng waiter sa kanya pero di nya ito sinasagot nakatingin lang ito sa plato nya. kaya ako nalang ang nag order para sa kanya.
hindi parin sya kumikibo kahit dumating na yung mga pagkain nilalaro nya lang ito.
awkward naman kumain kung yung kasama mo walang gana.
"ken. - tawag ko sa kanya at dun lang sya nag angat ng tingin sakin.
"Are you still angry with me? - Sa tingin nya palang alam ko na ang sagot!
"I'm sorry ken. please let's just forget about the past. hindi pa huli para satin, we can start again! please baby. - pakiusap ko saka ko hinawakan ang mga kamay nya pero inalis nya agad ito.
"Forget? do you know what you are saying? you cheated on me! and for all men trisha sa pinsan ko pa! you know whats hurt me? my couzin died because of you! I even fight for you that time, pinaniwala mo ko na ako ang nauna, and my couzin was just obssess with you! But I was wrong ako pala yung nang agaw! ako pala yung pangalawa mong pina-ikot. we're just f*****g one year in a relationship while you and glen are 5 years of being in a relationship! Until now I'm still blaming myself for doing nothing! for not doing anything to stop him! - galit na galit nyang sabi sakin. napahagulgul nalang ako.I know It's my fault hanggang ngayon pinagbabayaran ko yun. but what can i do? I'm just being inlove with kenneth.
"I know It's my fault! and until now I'm still suffered because of what happened to him. But what can I do ken? I'm just follow what my hearts says. Is it my fault to fall in love with you? kung kaya ko lang pigilan yung nararamdaman ko sana hindi kita pinili at sya nalang but I can't cause you're the one that I love the most and you are the one that I choose! - paliwanag ko sa kanya habang walang tigil sa kakatulo yung mga luha ko.
"Yeah! I'm the one you choose and that led him to commit suicide. But if you really love me you should tell me about you and him! I asked you trish if who he is in your life,did you know him, why he knows alot about you. and you answered me, you don't know him and you don't know why he knows a lot of things about you. I even hurt him for the taught that he wanted to steal you from me. - seryoso nyang sabi.
"Hindi mo naba ako mapapatawad? please ken I'm still inlove with you. I love you so much, and I always will. please come back to me baby please. - nagmakaawa na ako sa kanya. I know I look desperate now but the hell I care.
"It's been 2 years trish! To tell you frankly I already moved on and I don't have any feelings with you anymore. - deretsong sabi nya na syang nagpagulat sakin. No!
"No ken! sinasabi mo lang yan kasi galit ka sakin. pag nawala nayang galit mo I know ako parin ang mahal mo. - Oo ako parin, ako parin please ako parin. iyak lang ako ng iyak sa harapan nya. I can't live without him!
"I'm telling the truth! yeah maybe I am still angry with you but I didn't care with you anymore. It's been one year that I moved on over you. yes for f*****g one year I really moved on with you. At mas lalo kong napatunayan ngayon na wala ka na talagang halaga sakin.
because I'm inlove with someone else! - at doon ako natigilan. no way! kenneth is mine di ako papayag.
"No kenneth! I will do everything just to win you back! even if i have to fight that girl you talking about then be it! I won't give up without giving a fight! You are mine kenneth! only mine! just accept it! - sigaw ko sa kanya!
"I am not yours trisha! at subukan mo lang galawin ang babaeng mahal ko kahit ni katiting ng daliri nya masaktan mo ako mismo makakalaban mo at sinasabi ko sayo ngayon palang kahit babae ka hinding-hindi kita papalampasin! hinding-hindi tandaan mo yan! - galit na sabi nya sakin sabay tayo.
"And one more thing don't use my mother ever again para lang masunod ang gusto mo kung ayaw mong malintikan sakin! - dagdag nya sabay alis palabas ng resto.
Bullshit!
iyak lang ako ng iyak ni hindi ako tumayo at wala akong pakialam if tinitignan ako ng mga tao! the hell I care of those stupid people! all i want is kenneth!
dahil sa kakaiyak ko di ko namalayan nasa harap ko na pala si lucas.
"here take this malinis yan. -sabi nya habang inaabot yung puting panyo nya. ayuko sanang tanggapin pero sabi naman nya malinis kaya tinanggap ko nalang.
"hey what happened? -tanong nya sakin pero di ko sya sinagot. umupo na pala sya sa tabi ko at hinahagod yung likod ko.
"You know what you should stop crying na!
A beautiful woman like you should not cry. sege ka papangit ka nyan.
Come on!
I think you need to go home trish. come I'll take you home. - I know pilit nyang pinapagaan yung loob ko. tumayo sya at inabot yung kamay nya para alalayan akong tumayo. tinanggap ko naman ito at sumama sa kanya.
*End of Flashback*
pagkadating na pagkadating ko dito sa bahay agad kong tinawagan yung Private Imbestagator namin para manmanan ang bawat kilos ni kenneth at para alamin kung sino ang babaeng umagaw kay kenneth saakin.
and it turns out na bestfriend pala ito ni lucas.
Lucas is a good guy and I admit it! he's hot. when we're at the bar, I enjoyed kissing him and I liked it. kung pwede na sya nalang sana but I can't my heart and soul really wants kenneth.
Sorry for that poor lucas dahil gagamitin ko sya!
I know mapapakinabangan ko sya!
At walang makakaagaw kay kenneth saakin! no one!
"Kenneth is mine, only mine and mine alone!
- Writer
