Here, Here In My Heart

5 years ago He does not have any sleep at all. He does not mind the tiredness after a long night. He was there in the place where his wife met with an accident. The rescuers are having difficulty because his wife’s car fell down a cliff. He is not a man of prayer, but that day he can’t count how many times he prayed already begging Him to save his wife. She is his life. He did not want to think that his wife would leave him this way. He does not know how to live without her. “Sir, we recovered the body and we saw this necklace down there.” Said one of the rescuers. He froze when he recognized that necklace he had given to his wife as a gift. It's his wife's crucifix gold necklace! All of a sudden, he felt so numb when he saw the dead body. He cannot even recognize the body because it was burnt! Automatically his tears rolled down his face. He couldn’t accept that his wife had left him already. Is he being punished by God? No! This is just a bad dream! His wife cannot leave him. This is not real! His wife is not dead! But once again he felt those tears roll down his face. Why does it seem like God does not want him to be happy? They had been living happily for almost one year. And in that one year, he tried his best to be a good man, a good husband, and a good father. One year was full of happiness and love, but now everything was taken away from him. How could he face life without his loving wife? And how could he start nursing their twins when his other half had left him already?