CONFESSION 1 UNFAITHFUL MARRIAGE
CHEATING CONFESSIONS 1
UNFAITHFUL MARRIAGE
(one shot story)
WARNING!!
THERE ARE SCENES AND LANGGUAGES THAT ARE NOT SUITABLE FOR MINOR READERS. PLEASE BE ADVISED.
It was already seven in the evening. I've been here for almost half an hour waiting for Carlo and yet, no sign of him. By the way, name's Liza, twenty eight years old and married.
Cris and I got married four years ago. Apat na taon na kaming kasal pero hindi pa rin kami nagkakaanak. At our first year being a married couple, we were still happy, so in love with each other and so deeply commited with our relationship. But then, after that, I felt my husband suddenly changed. He began to come home late at night. Or di kaya naman hindi siya uuwi ng 3 to 4 days kahit malapit lang naman ang location ng trabaho niya. He's a field engineer. Ang paalam ay marami daw silang tinatapos at laging may overtime. Nagsimula akong maghinala. So as I wife, I began to spy. Nangialam ako sa mga gamit niya to check if he's having an affair with someone. His phone, his laptop, his jean's pockets and everything. Pero wala pa rin akong makitang ebidensiya na may babae siya. Puro tungkol sa trabaho ang laman ng laptop niya. Ang cellphone niya puro tawag at mensahe ni Dave ang laman. Dave's his bestfriend at kasamahan na rin niya sa trabaho.I started to get bore in our relationship. Datnan iwanan na lang niya ako sa bahay. Even though I have a job, I still feel bored, lonely and miserable. That was the time Carlo and I met again. Carlo's my ex when I was in college and one of my husband's closest friend too.
At first naging boyfriend ko si Carlo when we were in college. But when I met Cris, I fell in love with him instantly. So pagkatapos naming maghiwalay ni Carlo because of some misunderstandings, naging close naman kami ni Cris. Inamin niya na may gusto rin siya sa akin kaya days after naging kami na. There were times na ginugulo pa rin ako ni Carlo. He wanted me back he said. I love Cris but there's something with Carlo that Cris never have. I just couldn't say no to him. Theres a part of me that still longing for him. Dahil diyan natukso akong patulan siya ulit kahit kami pa ni Cris. Nagsimula akong mamangka sa dalawang ilog. For two years naging two timer ako at hindi iyon nalaman ni Cris. Pero alam ni Carlo but he said its fine with him kahit kami pa ni Cris basta balikan ko lang siya ulit. Pagkatapos naming ikasal ni Cris, I cut off my sinful deed to Carlo. Thank God! Naintindihan naman niya. He leave the country afterwards. Nagtrabaho sa ibang bansa. Ipinagpasalamat ko na rin iyon para maiwasan ang gulo. I love my husband. I don't wanna cheat on him anymore lalo na't kasal na kami. Pero ng mag-umpisang magbago ang asawa ko at balewalain ako, iyon naman iyong time na nagkita ulit kami ni Carlo accidentally. Pagkikita na nasundan nang nasundan hanggang sa magkaroon kami ulit ng patagong relasyon. I began to cheat on my husband again. Hinahanap ko na kay Carlo ang mga pagkukulang ng asawa ko na naibibigay naman niya. Sobra-sobra pa nga. Until now nagkikita pa rin kami.
Getting back to the present, ilang minuto pa ay natanaw ko na mula sa entrance si Carlo. Just like before, he looks dashing and gorgeous as ever. God! I miss him!
"Hi! Matagal ka na ba?" he asked nang tuluyan na siyang makalapit, giving me a kiss on the cheek.
"Yap. Almost one hour na nga ako dito eh", I answered.
"Sorry. Sobrang traffic eh." he grabbed the chair beside me and sit.
"It's ok", I answered flashing a sweet smile.
"Kumain ka na ba? Nagugutom ako. Kain muna tayo bago umalis."
"Sure. Gutom na rin ako. Inaantay lang kita."
He called the waiter and ordered something to eat.
Habang kumakain kami ay panay ang kuwento niya about his seminar. Galing kasi siyang Thailand, umattend ng business seminar. Almost two weeks din siya doon and I missed him terribly. Pagkatapos ay kinumusta naman niya ako. I started to confess with him. I started to tell him how bored I was. How miserable I was. How I missed him so much and our intimate moments together. Told him how selfish my husband is. How our s*x life has gone down from zero to negative mark. Ang boring na s*x life namin ng asawa ko ay mas naging boring pa. He's selfish. He never let me finish most of the time. Basta nakaraos na siya he would just left me undone and go to sleep. f**k my s*x life literally! Tao lang din ako. May pangagailangan. As a wife@ I wanted to be sarisfiy in bed too. And thats the one my husband is lacking at.
But with Carlo, napupunan ang mga pangangailangan ko. He satisfies me more than I satisfy him. He's the only one who can ease my cravings.
After finishing our meals, we exited the vicinity immediately. Ginamit namin ang kotse ko. Nagcommute lang kasi siya. We went to his condo right away.
All of a sudden, my phone rang. It was my husband calling. Geeeezzzz! What doeas he want?!
"Hello?" as I answered the phone.
"Hi hon! Nasa bahay ka na ba?" he asked.
"Yup!" sagot ko naman. But of course, that was a lie.
"Baka late na ako makauwi. Huwag mo na lang akong hintayin", paalam nito.
"Ok", maikli kong sagot. I'm beginning to feel pissed again. As usual, same old same old f*****g alibis of him. Im tired of it.
Carlo suddenly came behind me and groped my boobs and planting wet kisses on my neck. He was also licking my earlobe in the process.
Marami pang sinasabi ang asawa ko sa kabilang linya pero hind na nagsisink-in sa utak ko dahil sa ginagawa ni Carlo. "Take care ok? Lock the door while i'm not home", bilin pa niya.
"Hhmmmm...ok honnn", pigil ang ungol ko. f**k! It's really turning me on.
"Bye hon. I love you", last words from my husband.
"Byeee..", answered then throw my phone on the couch quickly.
Humarap ako kay Carlo. We kissed, locked lips and engaged tounges. Ramdam kong gumapang ang kanang kamay niya pababa sa gitna ng hita ko. When he reached my spot, he gave it a gentle brush using his finger tip. I'm still wearing my skirt yet tumatagos ang init ng kamay niya sa telang suot ko.
"Ooohhhhhhh!" a long moan escaped from my mouth. Couldn't help it. f**k! I miss this so much! Hindi pa siya nagsawa, he started squezzing my left boob with my clothes still on. Lalo akong nabaliw sa pagnanasa. I disengaged my lips on his then guided his head down to my breast instructing him to suck it. Naintindihan naman niya ang gusyo kong mangyari. He unpatiently takes my dress off then quickly sucked one while his right hand left my p***y then went on pinching my other nip.
"Uuummmppphhh! Ohhhhh! Ahhhhhh!" series of moan came out from me pulling his head tighter to my breasts encouraging him to do me more. Ramdam ko ang mainit na buga ng kanyang hininga sa balat ko. That drives me more to do sinful deed with him.
Maya-maya pa ay bahagya ko siyang itinulak para mapaupo sa sofa na nasa likuran namin. After that, I kneeled in front of him then unzippped his pants. Pulled his d**k out then I started to stroke it with my hands. At first it was sleeping, but not for too long, it reaches its full potential. Quickly, I put it inside my mouth, encircled my tounge on the tip of his d**k then sucked it hard as I can. I felt his legs hyper-extending because of what I'm doing.
"Tang inaaahhh! Lizaaaaa! Namiss ko yan!, he exclaimed with roughness of ecstasy on his voice.
I look up upon his face and I can see he's enjoying much the pleasure I was giving him. The best blow job of his life. Lalo akong na-excite. My sucking method became stiffer, harder and deeper na halos maulol siya sa ginagawa ko. Hindi niya malaman kung saan ibabaling ang mukha habang nakapikit at ninanamnam ang ligayang pinapadama ko sa kanya.
"Uummmpphhh!", impit niyang ungol guiding my head to make my strokes bolder and wilder. My salivas were all over his thing. Tasted some of his precum but I didn't mind.
Nang magsawa na siya, bigla niya akong hinila patayo telling me to sit on his lap. I responded. I held his d**k and guided it inside me.
"Uummpphhhh", panabay pa naming ungol ng tuluyan siyang makapasok ng buo sa sinapupunan ko.
Shiiit!! He's big and long and I can feel him hitting my G-spot. His was way above average! Tang ina talaga!
I started to dance my hips away. Sideways, upwards and downwards like a cowgirl riding a horse. He, in the process, agressively grabbed my waist then hungrily sucked my nip while giving the other a sensual massage.
"Oohhh Godd! Carlooo! Ang sarapppp!" I screamed on the top of my lungs appreciating what he's doing. Grabbed his head and pull it tighter to my breasts so he can chow in harder and stiffer. My n*****s were hard as a rock it brushes off Carlos' teeth. I felt my love juice rushing inside me. I was about to c*m so my pounding method on his d**k became harder, deeper and faster like a train locomotive. Shitt! f**k! The feeling was sky-rocketing I couldn't even explain. I feel like im gonna explode. I wanted to reach something na hindi ko mawari kung ano.
"Aahhhhh! Oohhhhh!", my moan became louder and louder.
"Carlooo! Hayan na akooo!" urging him to help me c*m out.
Lalo naman niyang diniinan ang pagkain sa dibdib ko. Sinasalubong na rin niya ang bawat ulos ko.
I was like a lap dancer in a pub maximizing a costumer's money. s**t talaga!
A couple of this and that before I felt my juice totally came out filling Carlo's d**k.
"Ahhhhhhhhhh! Fuccckkkkkkkk!" I collapses on top of him because of that heavy orgasm. I was breathing hard catching my breath and so does he.
Pagkatapos ng ilang segundong pahinga, without disengaging his manhood from me, he reversed our position. Siya naman ngayon ang nasa ibabaw ko.
He started to pound in and out of me. Kumapit ako sa likod niya.
"Oohhhh pleaseeee! Harder Carloooo!" enticing him. Of course I'll also make sure that he'll be satisfied with me also.
His thrust bacame faster, harder and deeper like a drilling machine.
"Ummpppphhh! Ahhhhhhh! f**k you Lizaaaa! I'm cummingggg!" he yelled with so much delightfullnes in his voice. Both our eyes were rolling in deliriousness. Para kaming nasa porn movies. Ungol dito ungol doon. Satisfying each others' needs, filling each others emptiness.
We were like in a sauna bath. The room is smooking hot. We are sweating hard and we were so heated up.
"Sige paaaaa!" coaxing him this time beacuse I felt I was about to reach my climax again for the second time. I can't belive it! Ngayon lang nangyari 'to!
Tumugon naman siya. He grabbed my ass, spread my legs wider so he can penetrate me deeper. Dahil naglalawa na ako sa baba, hindi na siya nahirapang maglabas-masok sa akin. My honey served as a lubricant in his penetration.
A couple more hard pounding then he finally reached his orgasm.
"Shhheeyyyyytttttt! Lizaaaa!" he screamed. I felt his c*m feeling my innermost. Unti-unti siyang nanghina sa ibabaw ko. Pareho kaming hingal at nakayakap sa isa't-isa.
"Wow Liza! Ang sarap nun." he complimented after we kissed.
"Thanks Carlo. You always drive me crazy as well", tugon ko naman.
Pagkatapos ng isang oras na magkayakap lang kami ay pumasok na ako ng banyo to clean myself up. I need to go home dahil baka nasa bahay na ang asawa ko.
After saying our goodbyes and take cares, I went off to home.
Nang makarating ako sa bahay, I saw my husband's car on the garage. So, dumating na nga siya.
Pagpasok ko sa kuwarto namin, I heard him on the bathroom talking to someone on his phone. Bahagya kasing nakabukas ang pinto.
"Yes Carlo. Naihulog ko na sa acc mo ang pera mo. Thanks again", I heard him say.
Whos Carlo? f**k! Biglang binundol ng kaba ang dibdib ko.
Saw some papers on the bed. Pinag aralan ko iyon. Mga papeles na nagsasabing nagdeposit ang asawa ko sa acc ng nagngagalang Carlo Meneses. s**t! Carlo Meneses! Sa lalaki niya. But why? Couple of questions running in my head na asawa ko lang makakasagot.
Bigla siyang lumabas galing banyo. He saw me holding the papers.
"Liza?" Nagulat niyang sambit. Parang ibinabad sa suka ang mukha niya.
"What is this?" I asked him, looking dead straight in his eyes.
I saw him swallowed a couple of times. He can't even open his mouth to answer me.
"Bakit ka nagdedeposit ng pera sa acc. ni Carlo?" asked him again. Controlling myself not to burst out. Ayokong makipag-away ngayon sa kanya but I need answers. Bahala na. Labasan na ito ng baho. I know there's something fishy going on here. Hindi niya lang masabi.
Hindi pa rin ito sumagot. Instead, he walks towards the closet to grab some shirt.
"Bakit Cris?!" napasigaw na ako.
Humarap siya sa akin. Napabuntung hininga bago nagsalita.
"I know your affair with him", he started.
Napalunok ako pero mas nangibabaw yung tanong sa isip ko na bakit hindi siya galit kung ganung alam na niya ang tungkol sa amin ni Carlo. Everything is becoming weird.
"What was that had to do with the money?"
Napabuntung-hininga ulit siya. Parang ayaw na namang sagutin ang tanong ko.
"Tell me Cris!" I shouted.
"Ok!" sigaw na rin niya sa akin. He paused for a while then continue. "I'm paying him to sleep with you", there he said it.
"Whattt???!!!!" I was shocked. I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time. I can't still believe what I heard. My husband is paying someone to f**k me. Kung ganun alam na niya sa umpisa pa?
Napahilamos ako sa mukha. I dont even want to look at him. Tahimik lang siya. Sinong matinong asawa ang ipapagamit ang asawa niya sa iba tapos babayaran pa?! f**k my life literally!
"Whyy?!" I asked him ng nakakunot-noo. Punong-puno ng katanungan sa isip ko at hindi ko siya titigilan upang malaman lahat ng kasagutan sa lahat ng ito.
Tumalikod siya. Pagkatapos ay humarap sa akin tapos tumitig sa aking mata. "Liza, I'm gay", he confessed in a low voice pero parang bomba iyon sa pandinig ko.
Awang ang aking mga labi. Pakiramdam ko naglock ang panga ko dahil hindi ko na maisarado iyon. Gusto kong tumawa ng malakas in disbelief. For how many years, ngayon ko lang nalaman na bakla pala ang asawa ko. Putang ina talaga!
"B-bakit hindi mo na lang sinabi agad sa akin?" basag ang boses na tanong ko. I really dont know how to react with all of this. Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ba ako dahil hindi ko na kailangang makonsensiya sa panloloko sa kanya na siya pala ang may kagagawan. Or I should feel sad because this man that I loved is a gay.
"Because I dont want you to leave me Liza. Sa iyo lang ako nagtatago mula sa panghuhusga ng ibang tao. I don't want anyone to think that Im gay kaya pinakasalan kita", he said.
"Haha!" pagak kong tawa. My eyes began to leak. Ang akala ko miserable na ang buhay may-asawa ko. Dahil sa rebelasyon niyang ito, pakiramdam ko my life with him for how many years were just a trash. Full of bullshits and everything. All the love, lust and lies happened between our relationship has to be forgoten because it's not worth remembering.
That was my last conversation with him. From that night after we talked, I left him immediately then after two days or something I asked for an annulment. I maybe a naughty wife, a bad girl but what they did to me is unforgivable. They make me feel like an idiot BIG TIME. I was so disgusted by them three, Cris, my ex-husband, Carlo, my ex-lover and Dave, my ex-husband's boyfriend now.
So this is life! Expect a lot of shits to happen!
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