“No,” marahas na sagot ni Jack. Kinulong niya sa nanginginig niyang mga palad ang mukha nito at sinigurong nakatitig ito sa kanyang mga mata. “No, Angel. You are not unworthy. You are not disgusting. You are not dirty.”
Pero parang hindi siya nito naririnig. “You know what’s worst? Gising man ako o tulog, laman siya ng mga bangungot ko. Palaging parang nararamdaman ko pa rin siya sa katawan ko. No matter how hard I scrub my body to wash away his presence, it never worked. Saka ko nakilala si Tristan. He showed me another way to forget. s*x, Jack. s*x saved me. I used s*x to erase the memories of his body against me. s*x made me forget his violation. Orgasm, no matter how short it is, can make me feel the peace of mind I’ve never felt since my parents died.
“Kaya sa tuwing binabangungot
