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"Happy 34th monthsary s***h 2 years and 10 months mahal! I love youuuuu!" at muli niya akong dinampian ng mumunting halik sa mukha ko hanggang sa labi. Napangisi din ako ng todo at humalik pabalik.
Hinawakan ko ang magkabilang pisngi niya. "Happy 34th monthsary din. Tandaan mo, mamahalin kita hanggang sa dulo kahit ano pang mangyari, mahal."
Abot tenga naman ang ngiti niya at sa mga oras na ganito, walang mintas ang pagsosorpresa niya sakin kahit may okasyon man o wala. Consistent kumbaga. Kitang-kita ko din sa mga mata niya na para pang kumikislap palagi sa tuwing magkasama kami. Tila ako lang ang babaeng nakikita.
Bigla na namang dumaan sa isip ko ang pagkalungkot. Hinila ko ang kamay niya para sumunod sa akin sa kwarto.
"Markus, mahal na mahal kita at ikaw lang talaga."
"Mas lalong mahal kita at hindi kailanman na mawawala ka dito." sabay turo sa puso niya at marahan akong hinalikan hanggang sa ang mga halik niya ay bumababa na sa leeg ko.
Sa mga oras na ito, ibinigay ko sa kanya ang pagkatao ko. Ang kauna-unahan naming gabi bilang magkaisa.
We made love.
Alam ko din na ako ang una niya kahit hindi na siya ang akin.
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Markus' POV
Makikipag-usap raw ang anghel ko ng masinsinan. Ano kaya yun? Baka siya na naman ang may sorpresa sakin. Hehehe. Walang sabi-sabing nakasunod lang ako sa kanya dahil gusto niya raw kaming dalawa lang ang magkausap. Hindi pa kasi nagsisimula ang graduation ceremony. Napahinto kami dito sa likod ng school. Bago pa ako makapagtanong, nagsalita na agad siya.
"Markus, itigil na natin 'to. Break na tayo." deretsahang sambit niya. Hindi nag-proseso ang sinabi niyang iyon.
"Hindi kita maintindihan mahal. Baka pagod ka lang. Balik na nga tayo sa ceremony." tapos akmang hahawakan ko ang kamay niya pero tinabig niya ako.
"Ano ba Markus. Ayoko na sabi sa'yo. Hindi na kita mahal."
'Hindi na kita mahal.'
'Hindi na kita mahal.'
'Hindi na kita mahal.'
'Hindi na kita mahal.'
Paulit-ulit na umalingawngaw sa isipan ko ang katagang 'yon.
"P-Paano..? Masaya naman tayo mahal. Bakit..?" andami kong tanong pero 'yun lang ang lumabas sa bibig ko.
"Pupunta na kami ng pamilya ko sa Manila at hindi na muling babalik. Masyadong maliit ang lugar dito sa probinsya at gusto kong tuparin ang mga pangarap ko doon."
"Hindi ba kasali ako sa pangarap mo? Kasi ikaw, kasali sa bawat isang pangarap ko sa buhay. Kasama ka sa lahat-lahat. Angie, wag naman ganito. Okay lang naman sakin maging long distance tayo eh. Meron naman ding internet o kaya pupuntahan kita doon."
Natataranta na ako sa bawat segundong lumilipas. Halong kaba, lungkot at pagkalito. Hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung saan ako nagkulang. Araw-araw ko namang pinaparamdam sa kanya na siya lang ang nag-iisang babae sa buhay ko at kahit isang sulyap ay hindi ko ginawa sa ibang babae. Kanyang-kanya lang ang buong paningin ko pero ba't ganito?
Umiling siya ng ilang beses.
"Ayoko Markus. Hindi ako pabor sa ganon at isa pa, nandito ang buhay mo."
"Ikaw ang buhay ko."
Angie's POV
Nasasaktan ako sa mga sinasagot niya na hindi ko na kayang suklian.
"Pakawalan mo na ako. Ayoko na talaga sa'yo." pero ang totoo niyan, hindi nabawasan ang magmamahal ko sa kanya. Sadyang malupit lang ang tadhana.
Bigla siyang lumuhod sa harapan ko habang unti-unting umaagos ang mga luha niya.
"Angie maawa ka sakin. Hindi ko alam kung paano magpatuloy ng wala ka. Hindi ko kaya, hinding-hindi. Please. Kahit anong gusto mong ipagawa sakin, gagawin ko. Gusto mo bang magpaalam ako kina Mama na sumama sa'yo? Mahal ka nun pati kay Ate, gustong-gusto ka nun kaya baka---"
"Markus tama na kasi! Ba't ba di ka nakakaintindi?!" saka ko siya tinulak kaya napaupo siya.
Napatalikod ako kasi hindi ko na din kayang pigilan ang kanina ko pang pinipigilang luha.
"Aalis nako at alam kong makakahanap ka pa ng iba bukod sakin. Tigilan mo na ako Markus." saka ako nagmadaling umalis doon bago pa siya makahabol sakin.
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Markus' POV
Nanatiling blanko ang paningin ko sa kawalan. Ginulo ko ang buhok ko ng paulit-ulit. Ang bilis niya akong sinukuan at hindi klaro sakin ang lahat. Gulong-gulo ang isipan ko.
Inis akong tumayo at iniwan ang toga sa damuhan at nagmadaling lumabas ng skwelahan.
Ano pa bang silbi ng lintek na graduation ng wala siya?
Wala na. Wala ng silbi at wala akong pakialam.
Ayoko ng mabuhay tangina.
Jolina's POV
Damn this life! Dad can't shut his mouth up scolding me again. Well, it's really not my fault that I was born filthy rich with a gold spoon in my mouth. I don't want to work for our freakin' company and all I want to do is party all night and shop.
"Jolina, this is the last time! How many thousands of dollars do you spend within a day? You can't even do a basic job!" he shouted once more for the nth time. I rolled my eyes.
"Come on Dad! I've been telling you a hundred times that I. do. not. want. to work! I'm sure we earn tons of cash daily so it's nearly impossible for me to spend it all!" Huh. As if he could win his.
"No matter how much we have right now, we really don't know what will happen in the future Jolina. You're already 25! And why did I even let you graduate Business management if you can't even handle our business! And you know what, it's not just that. You're spending the company's money!"
I stood up. These type of conversations are driving me nuts. We're just going in circles. "Whatever Dad. Bye."
"And where do you think you're going Miss Jolina Marie?"
"Anywhere away from you!" then I shut the door close. On my way out, I saw the secretary looking at me along with a few other employees.
"What?!" I exclaimed. They all bowed their head silently. I'd rather just go shopping or maybe chill. Better call my friends. I dialed Ally's number and it rang a few times before she answered.
(Sup Jols!)
"Want to hang out Ally?"
(Sure thing! Meet up----) I didn't heard everything when someone bumped into me. My phone fell!
"Hey! Watch where you're---- ohh." and wow. This man is drop-dead stunning. Around six foot or so in his black tuxedo. His dark hair is a bit messy but those grey eyes that's looking down at me. Oh my. Spell perfection.
"Uh, hi." I greeted in a low voice. He picked up my phone and lent it to me.
"Sorry miss. I'm running late for my meeting." then he passed by me and damn he smells nice. Here I am. Star struck.
(Hello? Jolina? You there?) And then I came back to my senses.
"Oh yes. Sorry. I just bumped into this very handsome man. Jeez."
(Awe. You should've asked his number.)
"Oh no darling, I do not flirt like that. Now just shut up and wait for me at your bar. Call Karla as well, okay?"
(Okay buh-bye. See ya!)
"Bye." then I hang up. Time to get dolled up first.
***
We've been here for hours already at a nightclub owned by Karla. How I love this kind of life.
"Girls, look at that guy over there." Ally caught our attention while pointing her finger to someone behind me. I turned my head and looked at the same direction she's referring to. There's a guy sitting alone in the corner wearing a black polo shirt with a few buttons in front opened. Talk about hot.
""And he's all alone. Oh wait.. that's him!" I chirped with excitement. They looked at me with confused eyes.
"The guy I bumped into!" I exclaimed.
"Ohh. Indeed he looks gorg. Go ahead girl! Make him yours!" I smiled and stood up.
"Okay then." I walked gracefully going to Mr. Hot Guy's direction and sat in front of him. "Hi. You alone?" I asked sweetly.
"Obviously Miss Montenegro." he answered without even smiling and his serious face is looking at me intently.
"So you know me huh?"
"Of course. The only daughter of the one and only owner of Montenegro Corporation."
"Nice. And you are?"
"Seth Parker."
"Let me introduce myself again. I'm Jolina Marie Montenegro. Nice to meet you Seth Parker." then I extended my hand and he shook it. What did I do next? I stood up not letting go of his masculine hand. He was about to stand up but I stopped him by signaling my other hand. I smirked and then.. I sat on his lap.
"This is a better area to sit. Do you mind?" then I wiggled a bit. I felt him stiff.
"Miss Montenegro... what are you doing..?"
"Just sitting on you." I shrugged innocently and changed my position in a side manner to have a better view of his lovely face. I gave him my flirtatious smile.
"You know what Mr. Parker? I find you attractive. Got a girlfriend?" then I moved my face closer to his. I can feel him tense up some more. He shook his head quietly.
"Good." I leaned forward almost closing the distance completely.
"Wait. This isn't right. I think I have to go Miss Montenegro." and he managed to get me off him and stood up but before he could turn his back, I pulled his arm towards me, grabbed his collar and kissed him on the lips.
Once our lips met, it felt like a magnet. I think I could kiss his soft and sweet lips forever. I wrapped both of my arms around his nape to deepen our kiss. Since I feel a bit uncomfortable with our position, I stood up and pushed him on the couch without breaking the kiss before sitting on his lap again with my legs wrapped around his waist. Our kiss became more intense. I felt him bit my lower lip.
"Mhm.." my mouth escaped a little moan and that's when he grabbed the opportunity to slip his tongue inside my mouth and tasted every bit of it. I could even taste the liquor that he was drinking a while ago.
He parted away from me. No!
"You know what Miss Montenegro? I'm not a saint. Just a plain human being and a man so if we'll continue doing this, I might not be able to stop myself." he said in a serious tone. For the second time, I smiled sweetly and slid my pointing finger seductively at his cheek down to his very kissable lips.
"No one is stopping you.." I whispered to him. He smiled back but more like a smirk.
"As you desire Miss Montenegro."
"Oh please. Cut the formality. Call me Jolina." then we headed out of the bar. We went directly to his car and right after the door shut, his lips is on mine again. Aggressive. I like that. I kissed back. Hard.
His other hand caressed my belly and slowly, it's going up until finally, it reached the top of my lace bra. He slid his bare hand under it and cupped my right breast. I moaned in pleasure.
He trailed kisses along my jaw line down to my neck and just above my cleavage. I closed my eyes. It's a bit ticklish but at the same time, he's kissing the right places for me to want more.
Seth's POV
Damn. She smells so good along with her sweet heavenly skin. The clothes are annoying me now. I ripped it and unhooked the strap of her bra and threw it off. I stopped for a second to appreciate the view.
"Very beautiful." I commented. She blushed and attempted to cover herself.
"No." then I kissed her lips again while both of my hands are working on her perfect breasts.
"Ahh..." this is going too slow. I took of my shirt fast and led her to lay down on the backseat.
"What are you.. oh Seth..." she didn't finish the sentence as I licked her right n****e and sucked it hungrily while my other hand is massaging her left breast. After a couple of minutes, I sucked on the left one. I know I'm very hard now. Junior is begging to be out.
I kissed her again while her hands travel from my chest, stomach, and to my arms. I pulled her skirt down. I came to halt to remove my jeans and left with my boxers. I couldn't get enough of her soft breasts caressing it and trailed kisses down her stomach, then I stuck my tongue out and licked, circling her belly button. I felt her hand pulled on my hair.
"That's it, baby. Feel the pleasure."
I ran my hands on the sides of each thigh and caressed her delicate part with my thumb. She's already wet.
"Ohh gosh.." I smirked. Common babe. Beg for me. She held the sides of my boxers but I stopper her hands.
"Oops. Not yet."
"What now? Just.. go on already!"
I smiled sweetly and directly pulled down her underwear. Now she's fully naked and I instantly got harder. Damn this hot woman. Without a warning, I inserted a finger inside her.
"Ahh!" she squealed.
"Wait.. are you a.. virgin?" she looked at me and blushed before nodding her head.
"Yes.. so take it a little bit slow."
I'm shocked of what I heard. I automatically took out my finger out of her womanhood.
"Then I can't have s*x with you."
Jolina's POV
I sat up straight. "What?! We're already at this point and you're telling me that?! You can't be serious!"
"You're a virgin."
"And so what?!"
"I'm sorry Jolina but I should not be that type of guy no matter how beautiful you are and we just met. I have no right to take away your virginity just because of an uncontrollable lust we have for each other."
Wow. I should be happy knowing that he is at least being a gentleman but now is not the right time. He's about to wear his jeans again but I took it away and threw it off the steering wheel.
Then I touched his hotdog.
"Ahh.. Shit.." and he was about to stop me so I kissed him again wrapping my arms around his neck and jammed my breasts to his chest. Give up to me.
"Mr. Parker.. I don't mind. Please?" I pleaded a whisper to his ear and nibbled his neck while my hand freely touched his sculpted abs. s**t. He's the hottest.
"As what I told you, I'm no saint." then he pushed me slowly to lay me down before removing his boxers. Woah. The size is impressive standing with all its might. I stared up to him with a shocked expression.
"Like it?" he asked sexily. Unconsciously, I moved my hand closer to touch it. No, gripped it.
"H..hey.. what are you doing?"
"Touching it? Wow. You're hard. I like how it feels on my hand." then I grinned when I see him closing his eyes.
He suddenly opened it again to look at me with much darker eyes. Very lustful indeed. He pushed me suddenly and spread my legs.
"I can't take it anymore. I'm going in." then I felt him slowly going in inside me while holding my waist. I closed my eyes when I felt a tingling pain.
"Don't worry baby. I'll take it slow.." then he leaned down at the same time to go a bit deeper and kissed me. Both his hands are on my breasts again. He's such a great kisser. I felt the pain fading away being replaced with pleasure.
Seth's POV
I slowly pushed myself in while observing every expression that her face shows. I doubted at first but I can't stop now. I gently pulled myself out and going in again lightly following the rhythm getting used inside her. s**t this feels so good.
"Seth.. faster.." she moaned my name sexily. Damn. How can I say no? I fastened my pace thrusting in and out while closing my eyes feeling the greatest sensation. f**k it.
A few more thrusts later, we both moaned with the mind-blowing pleasure and came together.
***
Jolina's POV
A week have passed since the night I've lost my virginity and did I regret it? A big NO. It was amazing. Now, it's my first day of work as a secretary of this guy I don't even know. I hate Dad for letting me work but I have no choice.
I went inside the elevator and pressed the button going to the 26th floor. Once I came out, I walked down the hallway to look for Room number 69. Yes, I know and then there I found it. I knocked.
"Come in." and so I did as told.
"So you're my new---- Jolina?!"
"Seth?!"
Jolina's POV
Oh my gosh! I can't believe this! I think I should thank Dad later for being a lucky girl. I smiled and walked up to his table to give him a peck on the lips.
"So.. you're my new boss? Well, good morning to you Sir."
"Good morning Miss Montenegro and is that how you normally greet someone? Giving a kiss on the lips?"
"Nah. That's just for you since you're special." I stated and winked. "So shall we start then?"
"Sure. Your table is over there. Good luck on your first day."
"Thank you, Sir." then I went to my table to arrange some of my stuffs. This job might not be so bad. My boss is undeniably hot anyway. Hahaha.
***
"Jolina, let's go. I have a meeting."
"Okay Seth-- I mean, Sir." He got out first so I followed his lead.
***
"That was exhausting," he stated while massaging the sides of his head. We just finished up the meeting and so now we're back in his office. He did most of the talking and all I did was observe him and there I realized how incredibly handsome he is. I stood up to sit on his table facing him.