"Calm down, Tricia!" Carl said. I've been roaming around my living room like million times! "How can I calm down, Carl?! You're asking me to go back to the Philippines with you. No way!" I said, full of frustration. Hindi naman sa ayaw ko siyang kasama… pero iba na kasi ngayon. Looking back, I am eager to go back to the Philippines. Kung tutuusin, kaya ko na ngang umuwi doon kahit ako lang mag-isa. But, things have changed now. Wala na kaming… akong buhay doon. Nagkikita rin naman kasi kami ni Jess tuwing nagbabakasyon sila dito sa States. Kaya… wala na talagang dahilan para bumalik pa do’n. "Come one, Tricia. I need you there…" Carl pleaded in front of me. "I don't even know how to speak Tagalog." "That’s not my problem," I sighed frustratingly. "Besides, you can talk to them in Eng

