Yohan's POV
I woke up the next day with a woman sleeping on my chest.
I tried my best to move without her waking up. My Isabel is really sound asleep.
I kissed her head and smelled her hair.
God, I love her smell.
I want my morning to be like this always. Gusto ko na sya ang una kong makita paggising ko sa umaga. I'd been in a few relationships before but I never felt the way I feel for her.
She amazes me even on little things that she does. She's my inspiration. My motivation to be a better person. She brings out the best in me.
To be honest, hindi ko kakayanin ang magpatakbo ng company kung wala sya na naka- suporta sa akin. She's always there to cheer and support me. She's never been toxic to me when it comes to my work and time for her. She never demanded too much attention though I know that she deserves it, she's just there to understand me.
I closed my eyes as I tightened my hug to her.
‘I love you so much, Tams. I want to take you home and be mine in this lifetime.’
I opened my eyes and reached for the cabinet of my bedside table using my left arms.
‘s**t, I should be careful not to wake her up.’
I struggled to get the strip inside it but after a few minutes, I was successful in getting it.
‘Yes!’ I screamed in my head when I finally got it.
I looked on the strip that I am holding. It’s color white, if not for the small numbers embossed on it, you will mistakenly see it as cable loop ties.
It's a finger gauge. I'm going to get the size of her left ring finger.
Dahan dahan kong inangat ang kanyang kaliwang kamay na nakayakap sa akin saka ipinulupot ang strip.
I bit my lower lip and held my breath as I adjusted the size.
One wrong move and I'm totally fcked. I'll ruin my proposal to her.
Konteng adjust pa, it should not be too tight and not too loose.
Nanigas ako nang bigla syang gumalaw para ayusin ang pagkakahiga nya sa aking dibdib. Nabitawan ko ang kanyang kamay dahil inayos din nya ang pagkakayakap sa akin, naiwan doon sa daliri nya ang finger gauge, napapikit ako sa dalangin na sana ay huwag muna syang magising na nasa daliri nya pa ito.
She rubbed her leg against my leg so we'll be closer to each other.
We are both naked underneath the blanket and kill me now because the skin contact abruptly sent shivers down my spine.
I'm getting a hard- on because I can feel her center on my thigh! Fckin s**t. I need to focus!
I inhale and exhale gently to get a hold to myself.
‘Focus, Yohan.’
Muli kong kinuha ang kaliwang kamay nya at muling in-adjust ang strip.
Kinagat ko ang nang madiin aking labi na para bang doon nakasalalay ang aking kapalaran na huwag magising si Isabel.
Nang makuha ko ang tamang size ay saka ko naman dahan dahan inalis iyon sa kanyang daliri.
‘Gotcha, babe.’
Malapad ang aking ngiti nang matagumpay kong naialis ang strip sa kanyang daliri at ibinalik ito sa loob ng cabinet.
I kissed her head once again.
I just need to contact my jeweler so that I can give it to him and discuss the design that I want for Isabel's engagement ring.
I want it to be personally made by me because she means the world to me.
Nakausap ko na din sina nanay at tatay tungkol dito nang makabalik kami galing Singapore at doon nagpalipas ng gabi sa kanila.
I formally asked for their blessings. Of course at first, they're contemplating especially tatay and I fully understood.
Nag- iisa nilang anak si Isabel not to mention na naghirap sila para pag- aralin ito para mabigyan ng magandang kinabukasan. So, kailangan kong makuha ang approval nila sa pamamagitan nang pagpapatunay sa kanila na mapupunta sya sa tamang kamay.
I have a good amount of savings for our future but if she still wants to work for her parents, I will allow her. Susuportahan ko nalang sya kagaya nang pag- suporta nya sa akin. I will let her grow in her own way, ika nga nila, kahit nasa isang relasyon ka dapat meron pa ding individual growth. And knowing Isabel, sigurado akong ayaw din nya na masyadong dumepende sa akin. She's fierce and independent. She has a mind-- a smart mind of her own and she will not like it if you control her.
She moved again but this time, she's really awake.
Her eyes were half closed when she looked at me. Her hair is messy but I still find her beautiful. Sya ang pinakamaganda babae sa aking mata kahit na anong mangyari.
"Good morning," I greeted.
She's leaning her hand on my chest.
"Morning," she greeted back, still sleepy.
Napatawa ako nang mahina. She's cute. I hope our future children will be looked like her.
"What time is it?" She asked. I glanced at the digital clock on my bedside table.
"6:30am it's still early, you can go back to sleep. I'll wake you up at 7:30am,"
Her eyes were closed but she nodded, "I don't want to sleep," so her nod says the opposite.
I smirked, "But you're still sleepy,"
"Wake me up," she softly requested in raspy voice,
Napangisi ako, may pumasok na naman na kapilyuhan sa isip ko, "Like how? Like this?" I rubbed my leg at the center of her thighs that earned a gasp from her.
"You liked that, babe?" I teased her but it was more to myself.
Seriously, since the day that she gave herself to me, there's not a single day had passed that I didn't think of her. Especially the nights without intimacy with her. Hinahanap- hanap ko sya that she even appeared in my dreams, naked.
Fck, I wonder if she also feels the same.
Lalo na noong buong isang linggo kamig hindi nagkita, I would die thinking of her while jacking off every damn nights. I'm so addicted to her, that I would really beg just for her to have s*x with me.
"I like it," she said while smiling sexily,
Damn.
Hindi na ako nagpatumpik- tumpik pa. I held the back of his head and pulled her close to me. I owned every corner of her mouth as if I will never get a chance to kiss her again.
To be honest, her kiss felt so good. Nakaka- relax, nakakawala ng iniisip sa negosyo.
Sumaklang sya ibabaw ko but I rolled her down so that I can be on top of her.
I won't allow her to be top of me, yet. Baka mawala ako sa katinuan kapag sya ang umibabaw.
My kiss went down to her jaw and neck.
She moaned sexily when I sucked his b00b and played my tongue on her n****e.
"Ahhhh, Yohan,"
Hearing her moan is really igniting the fire inside me. Mas lalo akong nag- iinit, mas lalo akong ginaganahan.
I rubbed her labia sensually.
It's already wet... dripping wet, just for me and only for me.
It's really my pleasure to take her in every way possible. I am her first and I will forever cherish every making love that we shared.
I directed my length on his entrance and penetrated.
Oh s**t, ang sarap.
I couldn't help but also moan in pleasure.
Her tightness and wetness are really driving me crazy. I started to grind and we both moan in unison, responding to each other's hot kisses.
Damn, I really love Isabel.
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Isabel's POV
Muntik pa akong madulas sa pagmamadali ko na makalabas ng banyo papuntang kwarto.
Anak ng kamoteng hilaw, mali- late na ako!
Nakatapis lang ako, basang- basa at tumutulo pa ang buhok pero wala na akong pakialam. Mabilis akong nagpalit ng uniporme at saka isinilid sa bag ang kahit na anong bagay na makita ko, hindi na ako nagdalawang isip kung kailangan ko ba ang mga ito para ngayong araw.
Hindi pa ako nakakatapos magsuklay pero lumabas na ako ng bahay at dumeretso agad sa sakayan ng jeep papuntang school.
Good thing, isang sakay lang ako ng jeep para makarating sa school.
Wala si Santos, he's out of town for three days, you know, CEO thing. But happily, ito na ang last day nya at magkikita kami mamaya after class.
Nakaluwag ako sa paghinga nang mapansin na hindi masyadong traffic. Hopefully, makaabot ako sa first class ko.
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Lunch time. Mabuti nalang at hindi ako na- late kanina, mas maaga pa din ako ng 5 minutes sa prof namin.
Inilabas ko ang inihanda kong baon na tanghalian. Hindi ako kumakain sa canteen kasi medyo mahal kaya nagbabaon nalang ako. Usually pag nandito si Santos, dino- doble ko ang baon ko para share kami, mas gusto daw nya ang luto ko kesa sa pagkain sa canteen.
Hay, namiss ko tuloy bigla si Santos.
Nilanghap ko ang aking baon na adobong manok at agad namang kumulo ang aking tiyan. Nagugutom na ako.
"You're alone,”someone said in his manly tone,
Napalingon ako sa nagsalita, he is smiling from ear to ear while holding his black lunch pack.
Pinanliitan ko sya ng mata. Sino nga ulit sya?
"Kevin?" I'm hesitant but I still asked.
Mabilis na napawi ang kanyang ngiti sa kanyang mga labi.
Ooopss, hindi ata sya si Kevin.
Bumuntong hininga sya dahil sa pagka- dismaya, "Marco, Isabel," pagtatama niya na may halong pagtatampo sa boses dahil hindi ko natandaan ang pangalan nya, pero sa totoo lang hindi ako masyadong apektado kung magtampo sya or hindi. I’m not making friends, anyway.
"Sorry," sa halip ay sinabi ko pa din, baka naman isipin nya na napaka- suplada ko.
Ngumiti ulit sya, "It's okay. You're alone, can I sit here?" Tanong niya na ang tinutukoy ay yung upuan sa aking harapan. Kung saan madalas na umupo si Santos.
"Ahh... yeah, it's okay,"
"Thanks." Umupo sya at inilapag angkanyang lunch pack. Binuksan nya iyon at katulad nang nauna ay mga dahon dahon ulit ang lunch nya. This is the time na pinagmasdan ko ang katawan nya. Kahit nakasuot sya ng uniform, kitang- kita mo ang magandang hubog ng kanyang katawan, he has a broad shoulder and muscular biceps. Makinis din ang balat marahil sa kanyang kinakain.
"Nasaan nga pala yung lalaki na palagi mong kasama?" ngayon ay usisa niya,
So I think he’s referring to Santos, "Ahh... he's out of town," hinid ako masyadong komportable na makipag usap sa mga bagong kakilala lalo na sa schoolmates kasi nasanay ako na mag- isa sa loob ng apat na taon. Kung hindi ko nga lang naging boyfriend si Santos, malamang ga- graduate ako na loner, pero ayoko din naman dedmahin itong si Marco.
"Boyfriend mo?" tanong nya habang binubuksan ang kanyang lunch pack.
"Oo," mabilis kong sagot.
Tumango- tango siya. "Pano kayo nagkakilala?"
Napataas ang aking kilay pero hindi naman nya ito nakita dahil nakatingin sya sa kanyang pagkain.
"We're classmates,"
"Oh, I see." Tinusok nya ng tinidor ang kamatis saka kinagat iyon. Ngumiti sya sa akin bago marahan na nginuya ang kanyang pagkain.
Hindi na sya nagtanong pa ulit at nagpatuloy nalang syang kumain. Ganoon din naman ang aking ginawa.
Sana wag na syang magsalita hanggang makatapos sya. Pero napangiwi ako nang bigla ulit syang magsalita.
"You want to try?" alok ni Marco
Iniabot nya sa akin ang isang tinidor na may lettuce.
Bahagya akong lumayo at minuwestra ang aking kamay na ayaw ko.
I just gave him a polite smile and he just nodded.
Ilang minuto pa at naubos na nya ang kanyang pagkain. Niligpit nya na din ang mga gamit nya at saka bumaling sa akin.
"Thank you for eating lunch with me, Isabel. I'll just see you around," tumayo sya sa kanyang kinauupuan saka tumalikod. Hindi nya na ako hinintay na makapagsalita.
Naiwan ako na napakurap ng ilang beses. Saka ko na- realize na parang tinupad ko yung hiling nya na sabay kaming kumain ng lunch.