A long sounds of silence filled in the two of us after I declared what I wanted. Next to that, Winston keeps on asking me how should I do it but I still gives the same answer, I still do not know how to execute it. I surely do not know how to do it but that time when he asked me that was the only thing I want to be happen. Kung pwede lang magawa ko na doon pa lang sa oras na iyon. However, right now that he’s here in front of me I feel like my emotions reciprocate and I do not want him dead. Tila umatras lahat ng lakas ng loob ko para gawin iyon. Maybe I really want him to be gone… forever. But things turns out differently as what we expected. He sipped on the coffee I made for him as he is standing there – on the back door, watching the beautiful scenery of the cliff. Wala siyang

