RAGE AND PASSION (TAG-LISH)

CHAPTER 4

TRAVIS' POV

"Pasensya po talaga, Sir Tristan."

Dannelle broke the deafening silence inside of my car. I'm driving and she's beside me at the passenger's seat, we are on our way to her apartment.

She doesn't have any idea that I was the Mr. Ylvania that she was looking for, I'm still not ready to introduce myself to her, so I pretended to be someone I am not. What the hell! Tristan? Seriously?

Unconsciously, a smile formed on my lips the moment I remember what had happened a while ago. We stumbled down together and she falls on my naked body, her sweet, smooth lips collided with mine, and there's more, I felt her lap touch my private part and I'm sure she felt that too.

"I'm fine, Dannelle. Stop apologizing, it's not your fault, okay?" I smiled, looking at her. She is so timid and shy.

She nodded. "Alam niyo po ba kung saan ako nakatira?" she asked. I was stunned.

Of course, I do, I was the one who paid that apartment for her. Thomas paid her employer to let her stop working and all the stuff that her boss gave her, actually came from me.

"N-No, I don't, why?" I lied.

"Akala ko po alam niyo, kase napansin ko lang parang kabisado niyo po ang pasikot-sikot."

Shit! I am such a careless moron.

"Lumiko po kayo sa kaliwa," she added. I felt relief when she didn't dig any further.

"Maraming salamat po, Sir Tristan. Sobra na kitang na abala. Hindi na po ba masakit 'yang sugat sa labi mo. Ang tanga-tanga ko talaga! Kung nag-iingat lang ako hindi kita mababangga at hindi ko masisiko ang labi mo tapos na aksidente pa kitang nahalikan tapos nadaganan pa kita at ang matigas mong-"

She suddenly shut her mouth when she realized what she was talking about. Even I got shocked which made me hit the breaks with too much force.

"Pa-Pasensya ho!" She shamefully covered her blushing face with her both hands.

There was a moment of silence... And then a weak laugh came out of my mouth until slowly, it gets louder and louder. little tears began to cloud on my eyes from too much laughing and I can no longer stop myself. Dannelle's innocence can effortlessly bring too much joy.

She then giggled with me and together, our chortles echoed inside of my car. This was the first time I ever laugh again after so many years since my parents past away. She has no idea how she made my day so bright and colorful.

We arrived at her apartment and she invited me to come inside. She offered me a drink and then sat down on the vacant side of the sofa near me with a little distance between us.

"Sir, mabait po ba si Mr. Ylvania?"

A sudden weak cough burst out of my mouth. I didn't expect that coming. Seriously? I know myself and I was known for being a ruthless asshole. Should I tell that to her?

"Ayos ka lang ba pa, Sir?" she asked worried, she then gave me a paper napkin to wipe my lips.

"Ang ibig ko pong sabihin, kung madali po ba siyang mapakiusapan? Alam ko pong mabait siya dahil marami po siyang natutulungan, tulad ko," she added.

"Of course, he's the kindest person I ever met. Napakabuti niyang tao," I lied again.

"Ano ba ang gusto mo? I can give it to you in no time," I added.

"Ikaw po?" she asked confused. My eyes widen in realization. I am such a stupid.

"I mean, Whatever you ask for, will definitely reach him."

She laughed weakly. "'di bale na ho," she said abruptly.

"Come on, don't hesitate to ask anything, Mr. Ylvania loves to help people," I lied once more. She had really no idea.

"Talaga ho?" She suddenly leaned in front of me. Unconsciously resting her palm over my lap.

Our faces were only a few millimeters away from each other and I could feel her warm breath and it smells so good. My burning face was starting to form beads of sweat on my forehead and I swallowed the lump that was forming in my throat. I turned my gaze avoiding her dazzling amber eyes. I never felt this intimidated by someone except for her.

She really has no idea how much pressure she was putting on to me right now. I felt so awkward, but she seems comfortable talking with me right now and I think, that's a great start.

"Kasi po... Mayroon akong kaibigan, si manang Pasing, yung janitress sa eskwelahang pinapasukan ko. May katandaan na po kase siya at may hypertension. Ngayon po, nalaman kong ire-re-locate ang bahay ng pamilya niya at ang iba pang mga residente dahil lupain daw po pala ni Mr. Ylvania ang lupang tinitirikan ng mg bahay nila at plano daw po ng YGGC na patayuan ito ng gusali, kaso malayo po ang re-location site sa trabahong pinapasukan ng ilang mga residente, kaya po marami po sa kanila ang napilitan mag-resign na lang. Sana po kung ililipat sila ay mabigyan din sana sila ng kaunting tulong upang mabawasan po ang gastusin nila sa paghahanap ng bagong trabaho malapit po sa lilipatan nila para sa magandang panimula, lalo na po dahil maraming mga bata at matatanda, karamihan din po ay may sakit na."

When I heard all the stories from Dannelle, I felt the urge to do something. I was born with a silver spoon-a diamond spoon rather... And she made me realized that I was lucky more than enough to indulge all the privilege in life.

I was never wrong about my first impressions towards Dannelle, from the moment I read her letter to the first time I laid my eyes on her at her school and up until now. She never failed to amaze me with her innocent charm and kindness. I am getting to know more of her, she is indeed warm, compassionate, and pure. How can I not fall for this beautiful creature?

"Sir," Thomas whispered at me with full manners as he tried to snap out of my trance.

I got startled when I realized that I have been unconsciously smiling in front of the other board members. I was distracted as I remember the time I spent with Dannelle yesterday, it was a wonderful day that I ever experience in my life. That was our first meeting. Finally, after months of just looking at her from afar, I was now able to have a good conversation with her.

We were in the middle of a board meeting. I didn't realize that people had been staring at me. I was kinda bit embarrassed so I cleared my throat as if nothing happened.

"Is there anything else you would wish to say before we end up this meeting regarding the Y-TelCom's construction site, Sir?" Thomas asked.

Y-TelCom is one of YGGC's business subsidiaries, it is a global telecommunications and digital services provider that will soon be expanding, so we have to construct another headquarter for it and my team decided to put it up at to one of my property sites which Dannelle asked me to consider by giving assistance for her re-locating friend and the entire residents.

"Make sure that we provide sustainable welfare for all the re-locating households. Allocate a fund for them and make sure it is enough for them to begin with. If no one has anything else to add, then I think the meeting is adjourned." I said.

"El diablo esta enamorado," Enzo said trying to annoy me. He walks beside me as we were leaving the boardroom. I glared at him.

"You're improving well! This was the first time you considered other people's feelings. Ever since we were young you give no mercy to anyone even if they would lose everything just for your own benefit. But look at you now, Impressive!"

Enzo was right. Since I was younger, I raised and taught myself to be a wise, ruthless person, I have to be like that in order to survive. My real parents died when I was only eight years old and my uncles who fostered me were nothing but a piece of avarious shits. So, I have to be fearless and heartless to protect myself. If you're kind, they will take advantage of you.

"Ano ba ang nakain mo?" Enzo asked, puzzled.

"O baka naman, SINO ang nakain?" He added, sounding a bit of a tease.

"Shut the f**k up, you piece of s**t!"

"Dude! There's nothing wrong with falling in love, you're just a human being, you have feelings too... But, bear in mind that both of you came from total opposite worlds. If you truly love her, you won't let her suffer because if you do, she must endure the cost of loving you."

Enzo was right, I now realized the impact of what that asshole wanted to imply. As I traveled back to that memory from six years ago, everything made sense now. Dannelle is now paying for it. Does she really need to do that?

"Dannelle, I am so sorry!" I uttered. We were both lying on the bed in a spooning position giving her some gentle sniff kisses.

She turned around to face me and then she cupped her palm on my face as her thumb fondles against my cheek. "I love you, Travis." Her voice was soft and passionate.

We both kissed until it went deeper and hotter. Her sweet mouth was intoxicating.

"hhmnn," a moan escape from her mouth as I suck her tongue.

I felt a spark rising up through me which ignited the heat of my body as it was flaming with passionate desires.

I move up on top of her without breaking our kisses. My hand finds its way as it freely entered under her shirt, gently roaming over her delicate skin. My fingers slid inside her bra, finally getting access to her smooth breast, and then my finger moved in a circular motion against her n*****s as I softly massage her mound.

My kisses went down to her lavender-scented neck, brought by the aroma of her hair. I planted little sniff kisses on her milky skin.

She then spreads her thighs for me. Suddenly, I pulled out my body away from her when I realized that we are about to cross beyond our limits.

"I-I'm sorry, babe," I uttered.

Dannelle values her body so much, she said that our body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, and she will only give herself to her husband; I want to be her husband so I proposed to her many times already, but she told me that she's still young and still not ready to settle down, and I respect her decisions, besides, I love her and I am willing to wait for her until she's ready no matter what happens. We make out most of the time and indulge ourselves with it so much but we never go beyond our limits. She was so pure and innocent, that is why I could hardly believe why did she end up cheating on me. I snap the thoughts out of my mind. I must now stop thinking of that nonsense stuff.

"Please, don't stop," she begged.

"Dannelle, babe, do you really want this?"

She nodded. "Travis, angkinin mo ako at burahin mo ang lahat ng mga 'yon,"

She was probably referring to those immoral deeds that I had done to her. I felt a sudden pain in my chest as guilt starts to hit my conscience.

"I love you, Travis."

"I love you too, babe."

I continued. I lustfully unclothed her, and I was welcomed by some dark discolorations all over her body, which came from my beatings.

"I'm so sorry, Dannelle." My broken voice was filled with shame and regret.

She pulled me and we kissed again. "Hhmn," she moaned.

The hickeys I left on her neck a while ago was now visibly growing into circles. I felt her hands trailed from my neck down to my chest until it reaches down my pants. She unbuckles my belt, and after that, I quickly took off my shirt and my pants.

I stroke my hips in between her thighs and I could feel our private parts were now touching against each other with only the thin cloth of our underwear was in between us.

My mouth went down to her mound and I suck her n*****s gently. My left hand cupped the other side of her breast as I begin to squeeze it softly.

"Oh, Travis," she whimpered with her innocent seductive voice.

"I love you, Danelle," My voice sounds steamy.

"Ugh! I l-love you too." Her fingers nails were intensely piercing against my back.

I played my tongue with her pinkish t**s, nibbling and gently bitting it, savoring every part of it.

My tongue traveled down her womanhood. I inhaled the scent of her v****a, it was heavenly addicting. I troke my finger against her c**t together with my tongue until slowly it gets faster.

Her whimpers and moans sound delighted to hear. She jerked-up feeling every sensation.

"T-Travis, Ugh!" Her body trembled the moment she exploded. I sucked every drop of her juice.

"A-ano 'yon? Ba't ang sarap?" she asked innocently.

I smiled. "You've had your orgasm, babe," I answered.

I excitedly took off her underwear and so as my boxers, and my hard member quickly pops out. It erected mighty.

She gasps as her eyes widen in awe when she saw my c**k. "Tr-Trav... Ipapasok mo 'yan? Ang Laki," she asked worriedly.

"You can still quit if you think you can't, babe," I said, hoping she won't.

"Ituloy natin, please?"

I smiled in relief. "Your wish is my command," I said flirtatiously.

I stroke the head of my p***s in between her folds. "Hmmn! B-Babe, a-ang sa-sarap! Hmmn!" She was indulging in the pleasure I am giving her.

I positioned the tip of my c**k to her opening before I carefully lowered my hips to penetrate her. The tip of my c**k slowly slid inside her as her body jerked intensely and she cried out, gasping. I held her still for a moment to help her adjust. She bit her lower lip and some tears spill out of her eyes as I slowly come inside her, totally invading the inside of her. I began thrusting slowly.

"Ugh!" We both groan together in pleasure the moment we finally get united as one. She is adjusting, little by little.

She's so warm and tight, I could barely move, but being inside her felt like coming home. Dannelle was like the best reward that I'd ever received in my entire life for restraining myself from lust and temptation. For six years, since I met her I stop meeting other women for s*x because of my great devotion to her. And whenever my s****l needs arises, my palms were the only aid that could ever rescue me.

This wasn't the first time I entered her but it felt like it is. I can't remember what happened to those nights when I forced her. I was so wasted during those nights, but I know I did it. I saw bloodstains on the butt part of her white dress when I woke up that day. Once again, I snap those bad thoughts out of my mind.

The vase on top of the bedside drawer fell down and shattered as the bed shakes, producing a squeak din.

The room was filled with our moans and groans. It was so intense and passionate. We became wilder and hotter as we marathon from our own moans. I could feel my orgasm building up with every stroke until eventually, I exploded inside her.

"Aagh! s**t!" I groaned, dropping my satisfied body from consuming to much pleasure.

I wrapped my arms on her delicate, thin body. I spooned her massaging my one hand on her breast and the other on her p***y. I planted soft lick kisses on her nape and earlobes. We cuddled until our eyes closed to sleep with a smile on our faces. Our sleep comes deeper and our dreams brought us back from one of the happy memories we have together from the past.

"What is that?" I asked as I came close to her and snuggled her from her behind.

Dannelle was busy with her new hobby- painting. "La hada de la estrella y la luna," she said still fixed with her painting.

"Ayon sa mga kwento, ilang daang taon na ang nakakaraan. May isang napakaganda ngunit misteryoso at mahiwagang babae ang pinaniniwalaang diwata ng mga bituin at ng buwan. May isang lalake ang humiling sa diwata na gawin siyang isang tanyag na pintor. Ipinangako ng diwata na tutuparin nito ang kahit na anong hiling sa isang kondisyon. Gamit ang kanyang salamangka gumawa ang diwata ng napakalaki at tagpi-tagpi na canvas na parang isang jigsaw puzzle. Inutusan niya ang lalake na pintahan ang mga iyon ng image ng nakikita niya sa kalangitan. Lumipas ang napakahabang taon ngunit hindi parin ito matapos-tapos ng lalake. Sa mga huling hininga nito at sa kagustuhan matupad ang pangarap ay tinapos niya ang kahuli-huling piraso ng pinta gamit ang kanyang sariling dugo. Tuluyang pumanaw ang lalake dahil naubusan siya ng dugo. Lumipas ang napakahabang panahon dito sa kasalukuyan, nadiskubre ang kanyang likha at ngayon ay kinilala ang pintor bilang pinakatanyag sa lahat ng tanyag na pintor sa mundo. Ang kanyang likha ay tinawag na 'La hada de la estrella y la luna'. Nasa museum ng Spain ang kanyang likha at marami na ang mga gumawa ng kanikanilang bersyon. Ginagawa ko naman ang sarili kong bersyon."

"Why? Do you have a wish?" I asked as I put little sniff kisses on her temple. She nodded and smiled.

"Tell me, what is your wish?" I was curious. I, myself would grant it for her whatever she would ask for.

She stops what she was doing and then she turned around to face me. She gave me a tender smile, cupped my face, and then her thumb caress against my cheeks.

She sighed dearly. "I just want us to live a happy and content life, together. Just you and me with our sweet little cute children, Forever."

Dannelle is so pure, and she never failed to make me fall in love with her, deeper, over and over again.

"I love you, Dannelle." I hugged and kissed her.