I’m learning against his hard body,our eyes locked and lost in the moment,his breath suffocating my space in an amazing way. Diamond by Beyonce is playing" He looks at me and smile, and im thinking " damn i got my own handsome man".His smile is one i cannot erase, it haunts me even in my dreams. I hate to say it but i love this boy, but im not sure if right now loving him is the best thing.Him: care to share your thoughts with me ???I fake a smile a littleMe: It late, I’m sure our parents are wondering where we are.He comes closer and i dont hesitate kissing his pink lips..I’m drawn to him by his perfume, he grabs me and make me sit on his lap...in no time we kiss like there's no tommorow.Him: i love you my heart. Me: i love you too baby.A few minute later we part ways. Im outside our yard, i could hear the giggles from my house." i wonder what we celebrating now" i sigh getting in. My parents are well known business people, they got tenders everywhere and own a few businesses too.I’m their only child and that how it gonna be like forever since my mom tied her tubes.Mom: At this time Emily??She looks at me sipping her wine.Me: Nina needed help with Accounting.Dad: you should stop lying, it doesn't suit you, and leave that boy alone..He said the last part already on his way out to join his business-mates.My father is calm , but In his calmness there is that dark emotion he shows whenever he is serious and right now he was more than serious. I blink twice and look at mommy who continues giving me the " dont you even try" look and already i feel defeated.Mom: your dad is right, and you know it.I struggle to say anything, i knew from the start that falling in love with James was a bad idea, but how could i defeat my heart when he is the only right thing in my life. By the way my name is Emily Brown.My parents are from different races so yeah im a coloured, mom is African while dad is white. Im in grade 12 and in love with the son of my father's enemy.I dont know what the history behind them is but im convinced it pretty bad.Im 18 while James is 19. Tag along with me while i tell you how his love completed and broke me