A young girl writes her story as a diary, explaining everything she goes through. Not once had she ever been happy, not once had she ever had a person who cared for her, that is what she thinks after all, even more, when she is being used and tortured in someone's basement, even more, when her life comes to such a short end.

Ilona has been abused ever since the age of 8. And now, soon to be 18 years old, Ilona plans her escape from the pack. But what would she do when she found out she has more than one mate? Would she accept them all? Or are some doomed to be rejected? She was rejected once, but gains 3 more mates? is this luck? Or is there some mystery behind her background history?