He's never been good to me. He's not good for me either. He's caused me so much pain. This is why I don't understand why things are starting to feel different between us. Why he doesn't look at me with contempt like he used to. I question everything when he's around me. It feels like I can't breathe or move any part of my body. The things he's done and said to hurt me. The night I spent in his bed and he took my innocence, telling me how much he needed me. Will he still want me when he finds out I'm carrying his baby?