I saw my mother crying while praying,I heard her telling Gid she's scared I might die alone,I fear she might be right, I mean she's always right,But if she knew half other things I have done,She would be more optimistic,I have been crucified by lovers,Betrayed by men,Stoned by strangers and hurt by friends..I know nothing of love so I tend to crucify them too,I have destroyed happiness from the innocents,Consumed by hate, I have feast on their pains and fears, I'm not so innocent mother,The things I have done horribly to men.I cut their ego in to pieces, exposed them to the sun and watch it disappear like wealth,I have deceived the ones that love me,Killed the ones that trusted me,I do not wish to be loved by these people of the world...And I do not wish to bring an offspring to this world..As I lay quietly like the earth, Humbled at last, I can't feel the sun or the wind,My eyes are widely opened...Darkness all around me,I hear the strange noises from up above,I prefer it here, I worship here..It saddens the people that loves me but I lay down with a smile in the dark..My journey has finally come to an end...I was only a wanderer in this world My soul disappearing like a fog exposed under the sun....I am free at last, free from all desire..The world is not a friend of mine..Neither I, a friend to this world

I have never done it with lady before, that was what she told me but I couldn't resist the scent of her hair, her warm body, Do not panic', I told her as I glared and yanked the coat off her shoulders in a silent order and smiled down on her, I could feel her blood boil with frustration and desire in equal measure.... Please stop" she begged but her body language told me she needed more, while my lips covered the left side of her elegant nipple sucking the life out of it..... she didn't think she could manage that, not when she was shaking... Touch me" I whispered to her, show me what you want, Her gazed darted to mine, Want has never never come into the equation when it came to her body before. She was however very responsive. She has been with somebody like me so the slightest touch in the most benign places could make her shake with pleasure, and when I dare touch in more intimate ways, her expression alone told me it would not take much to bring her right ▶️ ver the edge of release.......... I bent my head to capture the ridge of her rosy nipple a second time, but this time her fingers coming up to comb through my hair, A soft cry escaping her lips as I sucked...........