THE SECRETS WE KEEP

It's like having a whirlwind hit this place", she signed happily, but I knew she loved it. "I'll bet you are happy to be here ". " I hope so. I sure happy to have you here mi lady. She was nervous, I hadn't spoken a word to her about what happened between us the other day, Admittedly, she and I weren't deeply in love with each other, how can I love someone like her, she was royalty and I was just a painter in the castle. if nothing else, she hoped it was the start of a serious friendship. And there were overtones of something more, but something that, for a moment, due to her circumstances, neither of us had figured out how to handle. Too much happened to her recently, too much had gone on, between her miscarriage and her husband filling for divorce, she wasn't ready for no relationship and I was not ready too.. In some ways I was afraid to need her as much as she might need me .. it was hard for me to explain to her that we were just lady friends and she is someone I respected heavily.. it was hard for me.. I saw you with Zelda Williams the other day, she was curious about that. She knew who she Zelda was, and how successful she her show had been and she wondered if anything was going to come of it between me and Zelda, but she suspected that Zelda was still deluding herself about everything.