I'm laying in bed thinking to myself, "How the fuck did I get to this point?" My first panic attack in my life. I feel numb, so detached from the world. Where is the strong, happy, loving person I use to be? I can tell you where. I'm sinking! Sinking so deep in the Black Sea where no man should be. Now you ask, how'd I get here? What has you sinking? When did I become so heartless? Well, where do I start?