I am used to it. Nothing is new, the same cold treatment that I have to experience every single day of my life with him. I never thought things would turn out this way all I thought was love is magical and has always a happy ending but I am wrong, I am stupid and stubborn to ever think that it was like a fairytale but in reality it was a fire pit but I couldn't feel any warmth but coldness... endless coldness, loneliness, pain, and lots of heartbreaks. Why?! Why do you have to make me feel this way? Why?! All I want is love, ...your love. But why? Why do I have to suffer like this? I thought having you by my side everything would be different but it isn't. Those cold eyes staring at me like dagger, dagger that keeps on stabbing me over and over again. Why???, why???? I love you so much but do I deserve this pain from loving you? Why do I feel unloved when I am with you?