What do these dreams mean? With each nightmare a revelation is made. Is something going to happen? My heart is beating. I'm wondering what that smell is. So many changes are happening how do I control and manage what is happening. So much to take in and so many questions but not enough answers.

What happens when you have wasted your life because you didnt open your eyes to what was really happening. You have been fooled by acts because you thought you couldn't do any better. When what you really deserved has been in front of your face the whole time.