Love is a feeling that usually fades. Love is a thing that always brings pain. Love is an emotional state that makes people sad. However, love is a perfection. Love is a satisfaction and a fairy-tale-like feeling. It always makes people happy and connected. It gives people an ecstatic and elated feeling. Love is the source of that unidentified electricity. Love matters all the time. Love makes our life meaningful. Love is our greatest armor in the battlefield called life. Love is our soldier. Not until the lover says the word goodbye. The day she said goodbye is the day I lost everything. The day she said goodbye is the day I gave everything up. The day she said goodbye is the day my world torn into pieces. The day she said goodbye is the day my life became worthless. The day she said goodbye is the most painful day for me. The day she said goodbye is the day. . .

When I was young, I thought that I am just an ordinary kid. I thought playing alone is what an ordinary kid do. I'd never experienced playing outside or even playing with another human being. I heard things I never wanted to hear. I see things I've never wished to see. I can feel everything. The rotation of the earth, the ocean, the air and the fire. I'm jailed in this room. The room of loneliness, sadness. Unfortunately, this is my home. I'm tired of my life's cycle. That's why I've decided to see the real world. I thought living in the real world is the best thing to do. But... I was wrong. Entering this world is the worst thing that ever happened to me. Still, reality sucks. In this world, I've discover the real thing about myself. In this world, I've met the one who made my heartbeat fast. In this world, I've met the reason for my existence. In this world, I've lost everything... How can I forgive them, when I can't even forgive myself? How can I trust someone, when I don't even trust myself? How can I love them back, when I can't even love myself? How can I save our love, when even us can't save ourselves? How can I fight for us, when you're even against us? How can I love you, when you would be the one to kill me?

Love is complicated. We can't really explain the meaning of this without full experience. It somehow, breaks you or builds you. What is it with love to the point that we cannot define it? "Love makes everyone stupid." When you're in love, you can do all things for love. It can tear people apart and make us do irrational things. This emotion, bring tears to our eyes and pain to our heart. Love is a dark and intangible feeling that often exposes its targets to danger, pain and suffering. Love is a dangerous component of life and it works to deceive and manipulate other people's heart. Love is like a rose. The beauty of the flower is indescribable with words, but the stems are filled with vile thorns. Like a rose, it looks attractive and stunning, but as you look closer and examine it thoroughly, you will discover that it comes with pricks of jealousy, hatred, and mistrust and it will weaken you. Pain and love are two different words. Love and pain aren't the same things but they are directly proportional to each other. Love without pain is not love and pain without love is nothing. The more you love someone, the more they can hurt you. When people desire painful love, it can mean that they desire pain as punishment for feeling loved. They desire abuse as they don't feel worthy of love. Some people chose not to love because their biggest roadblock is pain. They are afraid to experience pain and such things. Fear is like a group of chains, holding you back from the things you really want and need. And, each time you overcome fear, it is like breaking another chain. When you're in the essence of love, be ready to experience pain. After all of the pain, don't be afraid to fall again, at least you've learned something about love. After crying, smile. Tell yourself "I never laughed again at the jokes I heard before. So, I won't cry at the same reason again." Will you survive? When love hits you.