Have you ever wondered if the gods of old are still around? Well I haven't. Ever. That was until the morning of my Junior year of high school. My name? Hmm. I thought I already introduced myself. Anyways. My name is Shawn Pires and I'm a high school student. I'm 16 almost 17. I get straight As. Like I have any choice in the matter. My home life is shit with a step Mother who hates me and a Father that blind to it. The only escape I have is school and now that's even taken from me. There are 3 new guys at school this year and yes their hot has hell. But one catches my eye. He's tall and well built and from what I see he's also gay. Just my luck. The guy I notice and want is gay. It ducking figures. But in the end Fate always seem to have her way. And her way is that me and Mr. Hot gay guy are soulmates. Well at least this year won't be boring huh.

How would you feel being left by the two people in the world you loved more than life it's?. Well I can tell you it sucks. And now after 5 long years I'm back in Cathdale having to face them and a whole lot of other problems just to make it through to live another day. Sound fun huh? Hi I'm Lexi Stevens and I'll be your guide with the ups and downs and twists and turns of my life in Cathdale. What's Cathdale you ask? Well I'll tell you. Cathdale is the official name of Wonderland and it's not like in the movie with talking cats or white rabbits. It's dark and dangerous but it's also warm and lovely. And above all else it's a place I swore I'd never see again. " I want you." He says in a low seductive voice, that sends shivers down my spine. I try and push him away he's too close but he catches my hands and pins them up over my head. I'm now trapped against his hard chest and the unyielding wall at my back. This was supposed to be a conversation and now it's turning into something dark and hungry. I look him in his eyes and for a minute I'm thrown back in time when I would have welcome this and him but now I'm older and know better than to believe this man in front of me. I take a deep breath and say, " But I don't want you. " Before I can continue he laughs low and brings his free hand up to cup my chin. He lowers his head a little so his breath is warming my lips and says, " Little lair. You want nothing other than us."