Veanne Angelica Carrasco promised herself that she will eventually became a License Civil Engineer. But we can't always get what we really want. Years later, She is standing behind the door of a room and will meet her advisory class. In the end, She became a teacher.

"You know what? I wish I am dumb enough so that I won't know that you're cheating behind my back," naiiyak kong saad. Damn this mind of mine. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Kung dapat ba maging masaya ako na tama iyong hinala ko. Before this confrontation, I promised to myself that I won't shred even a drop of tear infront of this jerk and yet here I am crying infront of him. Maybe I really love him. "Really, Olivia? Everything will went to waste!" He said. I can even mimicked the annoyance in his voice. Wow. Ang kapal ng mukha. "Edi sana naisip mo iyan sana bago ka nagloko, 'di ba?" "Then you should let this slide," his voice suddenly became calm. Maybe he thought that I'm pathetic enough to just forget about this. "No, Jorji, Once is already enough," I said. My voice was cracking. "What do you mean?" "You already know what I want, Jorji," I said. I swipe the stains of tears in my eyes with my palm. I walked towards him. I patted his shoulder. "Let's stop this nonsense, Jorji," I said as I continue walking away from where he is standing. It is sometimes better if we simply end things before it grows. We never know what is love until we already felt it. And in some time, it will make you realized that once it grows, it is not the fairytale that they told us when we are kids.

I wish I can bring back the time when you are the reason of my sleepless night. I just want to be with you until my last breathe. Is that too much to ask? With my dull eyes, I will stare at you. Simply analyzing what kind of person are you. And then feel conscious of myself after you start walking towards me. I began to overthink every single movement you made. My what ifs haunt me. And now I'm the girl who can't sleep.