The Girl Who Can't Sleep

I silently prayed that I can sleep peacefully tonight. I badly want to sleep. There are still many things I needed to do and I'm tired. I know when things are like this, My brain won't work but things are not going in the way I want. I suddenly remembered what happened today. We were eating in the cafeteria, when someone caught my attention. She is in the same class as boyfriend. I always saw her in the corner of their room. Maybe I stared at her too much that Zach started to be curious what I'm staring behind his back. He also stared at her being bullied because she is a loner. I saw her shedding tears. I feel pity for her but I just don't have courage to wipe those tears. And then Zach walked towards her. He smiled at me first and mouthed, "It's okay". He took his handkerchief in his Uniform pocket and handed it to his classmate that's being bullied. "He just helped her," I said to myself, convincing and trying to console me.I wanna sleep now. But my mind said, "You can't 'cause before, you were also a loner and that's exactly how you met".