I had a crush on my cousin when I was 6, he was 7. it was innocent and forbidden. then he rellocated to another country. l thought I would never see him again, I thought the feelings died with him until 10 years later he's back and he started my school . He was no longer the boy I knew he's popular, wanted, girls throw themselves at him. even his best friend Emma is in love with him. so I decided to kill the feelings by dating Raven But it only got wors e when I saw Emma kissing him. now I'm confused, hurting and hiding because he doesn't know and he can never know that I've loved him ever since we were kids . well, some crushes just go away they just wait 10years to break your heart