This is how I feel in love with my enemy the man I have hated since I was a kid. He has always wanted me since the day that I hit puberty and got fucking boobs. He is the most popular kid in school the captain of the football and school fuckboy. I never wanted him but one kiss changed everything I started to fall for my enemy the one I have hated all my life.

I have always wondered what life would make me out to be in my career, family life, and another thing we all wonder and want as a child. I have had a plan for my whole life to get a simple job in high school to save up for college and to have a good start out in my life. I have known what I have wanted to be since I was in 4th grade. That all changed when my best friend the love of my life was leaving. Everything changed with one simple little kiss. Will he stay or will he leave me.

I love always wondered what it would be to be in love with the feeling of love is so unknown to me. I never had someone who showed love to me or showed that they even gave a damn. I wanted to be in love or be loved by someone or by a man but I would always look for it in the wrong places and I never knew what to do when it came to love.