Why Are You Leaving So Soon

I have always wondered what life would make me out to be in my career, family life, and another thing we all wonder and want as a child. I have had a plan for my whole life to get a simple job in high school to save up for college and to have a good start out in my life. I have known what I have wanted to be since I was in 4th grade. I want to be a doctor preferably a physical therapist after seeing my dad go through losing his leg in a car accident when I was in fourth grade. Seeing him go from being in a wheelchair to using a prosthetic was amazing. Being his only support and only child be both lean heavily on each other. My bitchy ass mom left us when I was only 6 months old since then it has been just my dad and me. My dad has always been my rock and I am his.  We do everything together on his and my days off since I do not have many friends just a few close but not as important as my daddy. Many people envy my relationship with my dad that does not understand the bond we have. My dad had a bad life growing up and has always wanted the best for me no matter how much he had to bust his ass. I want to show him every day that his sacrifices are noticed and that I will make him happy. I have always tried to make my dad’s life easy by not drinking, smoking, or touching any drugs that are not the occasional prescription, birth control, or over the counter allergy, flu, or cold medicine.  I have never been someone to sway away from my plans for my life by not dating in high school or having a boyfriend in college and waiting a few years after I graduate and get my dream job to start even thinking about dating or having a family. I have always wondered what it would be like to have a boyfriend. Go on date, have him kiss me at my door, the occasional flowers, chocolate, stuff animal or silly stuff like that, but I don’t want that in my life right now. I love my life how it is I love my dad and my friends. This was all until I met him at the champion of the football team the star player. Every girl loves him they all want a piece of him I don’t blame them he is so damn gorgeous. He is a player on the field and with women not my cup of tea. He has been my best friend since we were little, we basically grew up together. His dad and my dad were best friends since they were in kindergarten.  This boy has these million dollars smile messy brown hair with the most beautiful grey eyes. He has always been my rock especially when I am dealing with my daily silly problems but also when it comes to the stuff s**t like my issues that is a story for another time. This boy’s name is Alexander Henry Lockwood and he is the thing that made me break my rules and break away from my plan. I am the only one he lets call him by his real name He has been my best friend for my whole life. I have never been the cheerleading pep squad kind of girl but ever since Alex’s jointed the football team freshman year, he encouraged me to be a cheerleader so we can hang out more and it will look good on my transcript. I became the cheer caption in my sophomore year the youngest in my school’s history I might add. Everyone has always said that Alex and I would be perfect for each other since we spend almost all our time together. I also secretly believe our dad’s want us together because my dad loves him, and he is the only boy my dad trusts around me to try not to get into my pants.