Lust

Don't know how I got here or why it got like this. I thought I liked him but, when I agreed to be his roommate he acted weird. So I told him I was moving out. That is when he lost it.  Why do they always lose it when I leave?   Kyle scared me. He saw me packing and he wouldn't move. "Stop playing" I joked.  He didn't budge or laugh. "Come-on move out of the way" he stepped closer and pushed me with his body. I step back. "Kyle" he cut me off. "I'm not your exes you aren't going to leave me." "Where is this coming from?" He grabbed me and I could see hate and anger in his eyes. "You don't get it do you Angel?"  I realised he wasn't going to let me leave. "Get your f*****g hands off me" I said angrily.  He just smirked. "What you going to do?" Challenging me. I pushed him and ran out the door. He ran too tackles me to the ground. I kick and punch. I fight and he starts to bleed and bruise but, he won't let go. He strips me roughly and says. "You are mine"  I kick him again and I heard him curse. He grips my neck. "You can't hurt me Angel any worse than you hurt my heart. Don't worry you will learn...sorry" I wondered why he said sorry. He moved his hands from my neck and covered my mouth and nose. I fought but, darkness claimed me.  I don't know how long I been out but, when I woke up I was chained to the bed. A gag in my mouth and I was turned on but, I tried to focus. The door was opened. I struggled and he heard because he came in. He walked over and touched my body. I try to avoid his touch. My body was reacting and he finally talked. "I'm sorry Angel" he apologized.  "Why do you have to be independent why can't you depend on me?" I glared at him. I was pissed  and then he unbuckled his pants. His tone changed and he gripped the belt. "don't worry you will depend on me soon I will help you" I was so confused what he meant and I felt the belt on my flesh. He said "I'm doing this for you" I bite on the gag and he hit me I forgot how many times. I screamed frustrated at him. I wanted to hurt him. He didn't stop and I became so exhausted from the pain I started to cry I fight to stay awake my front was on fire. I whimper and he didn't stop.  .....three hours later.  My body was so sore and as I woke I was out of my chains but, he held me. I try to move and it woke him up. His smile turned to anger. "are you trying to leave me?!"  He shook his head and pulled my head back. He kissed me. "please I got to go bathroom" I realised the gag was off he nodded and let me go but, followed. He didn't trust me. I went to the bathroom and he got upset. He let me pee but, as I went to get toilet paper he grabbed me again. "No you will depend on me Angel for everything" I angrily pushed him. He laughed. Then pushed me hard. My head hit the wall. "What's wrong I thought you liked violence?" Then he gripped my hair and dragged me to the toilet. "You will learn" i heard him flush the toilet but, he shoved my face in. "I wipe your ass. I do everything. Angel do you hear me?!!! Why do you have to be so stubborn?" He forced my face in the toilet water. My lungs started to hurt. He flushed it I gasped for air and he apologized again. "I'm doing this for you".  What the hell? He brought me up and pushed me into the shower. His lips were on mine again. His hands touching me i try to stop him. He kissed me more and his fingers rubbed my clit I try to fight it. A moan escaped and my body reacted. It wanted him. I grinded on his fingers and he moved his mouth lower. I  came to my senses as he lift me his mouth latched onto me ohhh f**k. I moaned. I try to stop him. I gripped his hair and moaned. He brought me close and stopped and did it again. I wanted him to stop. He bit me when I tried to suffocate him. I loosen up. Then he stopped. "Just depend on me" I felt his frustration as he forced his fist inside of me.  I felt his tongue in my ass. As he fisted me.i said "stop"he stopped and let me down but, turned on the shower cold and stepped out. I felt the cold water I tried to change it but he hit me. "You don't tell me what to do" he glared. I tried to get out and he pushed me back in until he had enough and held me under the cold water. "you are mine" I felt his fingers roughly hurting me. I was shivering and he continued. I started to squirm and moan. My teeth chattered.