NOAH'S LOVE

NPOV I look over and I see My Shelly, yep MY Shelly.  I still can't believe I was stupid enough to let her go thinking she would be happier without me.  All that did was make us both miserable.  Yeah, she tried to move on but it didn't work out for her.  That tore me up.  Watching her when I came home and seeing her with a guy.  Watching him put his hands on her waist skimming her back or the worst was watching them kiss.  Even after I let her know I wanted her back she made me work for it but I deserved that.  I still can't believe I left her standing alone in an airport after letting her go with no way of knowing why.  Never again now that I have her back I will not let her go.  I still can't believe that not only did she forgive me but that now she wears my ring for the world to see she is going to be the future Mrs. Noah Flynn. I keep watching her damn she looks so beautiful sleeping.  I find her so sexy laying in my bed.  What am I saying it is now our bed.  I don't care that we are not even married yet as far as I am concerned she is all I need.  Everything belongs to both of us.  I lean over and brush her hair off her shoulder and start to kiss up to her sweet plump lips.  I feel her shiver beneath my lips and roll over smirking at me.  As I press my lips against her she opens her mouth with a sigh and I take advantage and sweep my tongue along hers.  I feel her arms wrap around me and pull me close.  As we break away from the kiss she smiles up at me.  "Hmm with as much as I hate waking up in the mornings if you wake me up like that I would be a very happy girl."  "Oh, really well I will have to remember that for the future baby because I don't want to hear you whine and throw pillows at me for waking you up in the morning."  She snuggles closer to me and I force myself to move away "Shelly baby as much as I want to lay here and hold you I have to finish packing and I can hear Lee moving around."  "Yeah, I know"  she pouts at me.  "Uhm Noah remember I got a full ride to Harvard." Ahh, that woman is so exasperating sometimes.  Yet, having her all the way in Boston with me alone I can handle.  Maybe we can get an apartment together that way I can wake up with her in my arms every day.  Just that idea sends shock waves through my body.  I don't know if everyone feels this way about the person they plan on marrying but I do.  I don't want to waste any time I have already lost too much from my own stupidity.  I want to mary My Shelly before we the fall semester I only hope that our families will go for it or that she will for that matter.  I look at her and smile "Shelly baby when do you want to get married?"  she smiles at me "Well I was talking to your mom and our dads and we think next summer."  "Really I was hoping sooner like this summer."  "Hmm and why is that my sexy fiancee."  I walk up to her and wrap my arms around her waist "Well because I can't wait to make you officially mine."  She smiles up at me and holds out her hand "Well this ring says it all."  "OK but I want to let everyone know I am yours as well."  "Really so you're saying you want an engagement ring."  "Well, something."  She walks over to the nightstand on her side of the bed opens it up and walks over to me handing me a small jewelry box.  I open it up and inside is a ring blue on the outside and yellow on the inside with the infinity symbol engraved on it plus Shelly's"  I look at it smile and hold out my hand to have her slide it on.  I watch her take it out of the box and slide it on my finger.  When she looks up at me I grin and pick her up spinning her in the air.  "How did you know?"  "I heard you telling Lee that you are tired of always having to tell the girls you're taken.  So, I thought maybe he will want an engagement ring himself.  Not that I expected you to propose so soon but I figured it would be nice to have."  "Well, I love it."  Next, think we know the door is thrown open and we hear "If you two are being gross to bad stop we have a plane to catch."  Shelly giggles as we look at Lee with his hand over his eyes.  I can't help my self I smirks at Shelly and say "Oh, we are not being gross your safe"  and as soon as Lee removes his hand from his eyes I dip Shelly and kiss her deep and passionately.  "Ah, I hate you Noah" Lee yells as he stomps down the stairs. "Gross, Gross, Gross." As I say goodbye to my little bro he punches me and says "Do that again I will hide all your damn jock straps and cups."  Shelly and I start to laugh as he walks away "OK now you two say goodbye since I know you're going to be gross."  I laugh and look down at Shelly "I will be back soon.  I love you and I will never let you go My hot Fiancee."  I see her blush "ahh, there it is the blush I love and I get it right before I leave."  She looks up at me "I love you too see you soon."  She goes up on her tiptoes as I lean down and I give her one final kiss goodbye until the next time I can hold her again.