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-Θทε- WHY DO I BLUSH SO EASILY? C L O U D W h y d o e s every time I secretly looked at him he seems to sparkle and beautiful flowers were blooming on his atmosphere like in tv's. I couldn't help it. Even though I am a guy, the fact that I have three older sisters made me kinda... liked the things that they also likes. Since I was an infant, they treated me as a girl like them (they even dressed me). And I was used to seeing cute, sparkly and girly things. I even read those girly magazines owned by my sisters and some of them were mens' mags. Well, it was unavoidable. So it couldn't be helped if I quitely admired that handsome boy chatting and laughing with his friends meters away from me. But I only limit my admiration by looking at his handsome face. I didn't plan on confessing. As if I had the guts to. I was startled and came back to reality when someone slapped my nape. "Ouch!" I cried and turned to see who dared to do such deed. It was Jhon, a close friend of mine. Slapping someones nape was our prank if one of us were lousy, slouching, or into a deep thought and it was also our way to comfort each other. "Why so serious?" he ask while grinning and wearing such victorious face. "Who's being serious?" I ran to him to also slap his nape but he was fast. He ran. I chased him. Some crazy boys having their youthful days. We were so loud. When I unintentionally turned my head to his direction to found out that he was also looking at me. . . rather, at us. I felt my cheeks burned and I looked away. It opened an opportunity for Jhon to plant another slap on my nape. "Ahh!" I cried in pain. Cheater! I didn't dared to look at him again or even slapped Jhon back because I felt so embarrassed. ∅∅∅ I c o u l d n ' t concentrate on the discussion. My eyes were so heavy that no matter how I tried to open them, it seems that my efforts were futile. I drifted my self into half asleep while silently blaming it to my older sisters for barging in my room late last night. Upon hearing the bell, believe it or not, but my energy suddenly rose and my eyes went wide opened. Why is that? I only feel sleepy during classes. Physical Education was our next subject and we were going to play basketball today. Together with Tim and Jhon, my friends, we headed to the gym, running. "I heard we're having a double class today," Tim said while biting his nails. He likes it, biting his nails. "Was it class four?" Jhon said sounding unsure. I was surprised when I heard what Jhon said. Class four. You're kidding. I arched my brows when they looked at me suspiciously while grinning wickedly. "Why are you looking at me like that?" I was puzzled by the looks they were giving me. Their grin became a creepy smile. "Why so tensed?" Jhon teasingly said. "Who's tensed?" I denied. "Ain't that handsome guy you're always looking was from class four?" Tim said. I blushed up to my ears. How do they know? "He's blushing!" Shouted Jhon. I was startled and glanced at every direction if someone heard. Did he just shouted!? "Look at his ears. Awesome!" I bowed to hid my blushing face and covered my ears. "You—" I was cut when they grabbed both my hands and dragged me to the gym still blushing. Strudents from class four and some of our classmates were already there randomly shooting the ball on the basket. I'm not into sports. So every time we're having our P.E. class. I just sat and watched them play, I only participates when I needed to. I couldn't help but stole some glances at him. He's cheerful and his smiling face made my heartbeat ran wild and crazy inside my chest. Hooo~ Suddenly, sweat were dripping from my head. How can this be? I am insane! Why am I feeling like this? I once again looked at the crowd who were fighting for the ball but no matter where I look, I couldn't find him. I don't know why my eyes kept on searching for him. I unconsciously sighed. Maybe he went to the rest room. "Hi!" "Ahh!!" My body suddenly stood up and shouted in surprised. I suddenly forgot to breathe when I saw him. What the hell is he doing here? He laughed at me making me blush. Did he just laughed at me? God, so embarrassing! It really pissed me off the way I easily blush. "How did you do that?" He took a seat beside me. I could feel the heat he was radiating. He was so near and I couldn't even move that I remained standing. I was frozen. "D-do. . what?" I said nervously and I couldn't bring to face him. "The way you easily turn red." He said, amused. I felt like my head suddenly exploded and steam were blowing. "I-I. . . I. . ." Good thing my friends were there to rescue me. "Cloud! C'mere! It's our turn!" Tim shouted at me. I felt like he was an angel that time. "Y-Yes." I could feel my voice trembling. "Igottago!" I was so nervous that I said the words so fast making my tongue almost twisted and knotted together. I didn't even turned to look at him. I wobbled while running at Tim and Jhons' location while my heart still beating so fast. ∅∅∅∅∅