The Billionaire's ex-secretary

Foreword New York. Eva's POV I never imagined a single moment that made my heart flutter will turn my life up and down. “Eva, you are so hot. I don't know why I never noticed you,” I heard my boss's alluring voice which caused a sensation in my body. His seductive gaze moved from toe to my head which fluttered my heart. His hand sensually moved on my cheeks which raised my heartbeat. I stared at him for some time then held his hand to help him in standing as he staggered because of the intoxicated state. Today, I felt an entirely different man standing before me. He is not Adam Miller whom I know as my Adam behaves as a sophisticated man, not like a cute bad guy. “Your lips are looking like some cherries which I want to taste,” he traced his thumb on my lips and tilted towards me leaving some breath on my face which turned me on. No! I have to stop him. Things are in the incorrect order. “Adam, you are not in your senses. You should sleep,” I said, holding Adam who stumbled. “No! I won't sleep for tonight also you shouldn't sleep. Today we will love each other for the whole night. No one loves us, all are bad, but you don't worry I will love you and you should love me,” Adam seducing said, bringing his lips closer to my skin. How much I urged to kiss his lips and make love for the whole night though he isn't in his senses and I know tomorrow he will again treat me as a friend on whom he can lean. However, I am tired of being his friend. I want more than it, but this guy never sees me as a woman. Such a dumb man is he, yet I am mad for him. His brown eyes seem like an ocean in which I want to swim. “Adam, it's late,” I again attempted to take him with me, but he pulled me closer to himself and warped his hand at my waist, and smirked saying, “Ms. Brown, I know you love me.” “What are you saying?” I stammered getting stunned. No one knew about my feelings then how this dumb man found out? He never gave me any heed as he always remained busy working on his ass, so he could come in the good book of his jerk brother. No! I am not getting jealous of his brother because Adam gives him more important than me. I call him an asshole because he deserves it. He always treats my Adam like a punching bag on whom he can throw his anger and my smart-looking i***t boss who is well established, yet he runs behind his brother as a child runs behind his mother. Though nowadays his brother is becoming a good guy, I doubt how many days? Well, I don't care about him. I should concentrate on my question. Also, I have to stop Adam from committing a mistake. Yes, I am sure Adam will take it as a mistake. “What are you thinking? And why are you attempting to go away from me?” Adam's fragile voice pulled me in the senses. “You don't love me anymore?” His eyes turned gloomy and face drained of all colors and also his grip on my waist got loosened. And I felt like my world shook up. I can see everything but can't see him getting sad. “I got it. It's not your fault. No one loves me. My family despises me and my stepbrother treats me like trash,” he cryingly said. “Now, you also don't love me,” he next said. “What are you saying, Adam? Don't you remember your brother came to you seeing your sad mood? He even encouraged you and you know,” I attempted to say, but he kept his lips at me and began to suck it. “Thank you for giving me some happiness. I know you bought him for me,” Adam said between his kisses. I don't know what is happening. On one side I want Adam to pour his love on me but on another side, I fear his gestures are because of drunkenness. Also, his behavior is quite strange. Sometimes he cries like a young kid but the next second his eyes glow with desires. “Adam, please stop it,” I tried for the last time and pushed him away from me, and got up with tears in my eyes. “Why are you stopping yourself, Eva? Do you think I will betray you? Or you sincerely stopped loving me?” I wanted to run away from there and hid somewhere, so I could cry my heart. However, listening to Adam's desperate voice I couldn't do so. I don't know when this guy became my weakness or when did I fall for him? Was it that time when he wiped my tears? Or that time when he saved me from my stepfather? Or that time when he told me about his family? Or that moment when he smiled at me? Perhaps that moment only when he smiled at me saying, Ms. Brown, I hope we would work together for a long time. It was nothing seductive or special but yet I felt like my heart throbbed and my cheeks heated up. “Eva,” Adam stood to wipe my tears and cupped my chin. “Do you love me?” I asked, hoping for a positive answer. “I don't know, but I want you with me,” this time it didn't sound like a drunk voice. It seemed like an honest tone and even knowing Adam doesn't have any feelings for me, I smiled at him and kept my lips at his lips. I know my love is still unrequited, but I want to become his. Also, I don't want any regret in the future thinking I had some chances but because of my insecurities, I failed. However, little did I know life is not a fairy tale where I will get everything that I desired. It was morning, I was beside the love of my life who fell asleep a while ago after a long wild night. Despite being tired, and feeling pain in the whole body, I couldn't fall asleep as I wanted to gaze at my love. Well, I couldn't do it for a long time, so I fell asleep with a smile but when I woke later, I got the biggest shock of my life. “I don't know what I should say, but I am sorry,” Adam sat on the sofa and avoided looking at me while saying it. “What do you mean?” I stammered sitting and looked at him with teary eyes. “I am sorry about last night. I don't know how I committed this mistake, but I am ready to take responsibility. You can sue me for this,” he choking said. I don't know what I should do? Should I be happy with last night's memories? Or should I despair because of recent words?